Now is 1.30am le.. reach home abt 1 hour plus ago.... keke.. Todae wad had i done? let mi think... keke!!! Oh... After meeting Ernest for lunch den i went to tuition... As thursdae i'm having chemistry paper.. keke!! Den i went to Jp to meet my deer deer... Wait for him at Jp abt an hour lo.. as he need time to travel from skool to jurong.. keke!! Walk round Jp den saw a keychain which is "SAI" den i bought for him.. actually i wanna buy another one... but it's too expensive.. i noe my dear dear will understand my wallet... haha!! he like it veri much... cuz reali veri ke ai(cute) lo... :p den we went to jp and buy bread all tt as our dinner and lunch... veri ke lian hor? :( but we enjoy making sandwich for ourselves... keke! Nice Nice *yummy* Dear Dear veri ke ai as he cut a Love Shape from the ham.. and put into my bread.. haha! make so nice oso no use i still put into my mouth and eat it... :p But i felt veri touchin... :p

After eating... reali veri tired... den i went to take a nap and i left him alone.. :p veri bad hor.. but i reali sleep veri late last nite and damn tired.. he understand mi alot.. keke!!! *muackz* when i wake up his parents were all at home already and the time is abt 8pm.. and Samantha and Ernest gave mi alot of missed call.. as i need to meet them to study!! keke... Therefore i take bus to BoonLay Mac and meet them up to study... Samantha was teaching Ernest Maths till she wanna die... keke... and i was revising my Chemtisy!! :p Thursdae test... scare scare le... :p but still okie lo.. can still remember most of them.... tomolo still havin tuition... 12pm to 2pm.. :p die die die...

Todae i was abit unhappi as dun reali noe wad lizhen wan... *sigh* Mi and dear dear dun reali have much money left as we reali dun feel like going to eat steamboat.. cuz as the transport mi and dear think reali ex lo... haizZzz... and i plan to treat her eat Pizza Hut at Jp.. but she dun wan... den i heard tot the phone tt she call Juan to come and eat wif us and she find her own frenz to eat steamboat.. i was so upsad and angry!! I still owe my tuition teacher money and i can even spend the money to treat her den returning to my teacher.. and she said tt.. :'( as i do tt is to celebrate wif her.. since she dun wan den we nv force her... mi and dear went NTUC and bought bread all tt for our lunch and dinner lo... den she called.. say she wanna go... den i damn dulan... everitime like tt... Say wan den wan la.. dun wan dun wan la.. den everitime like tt.. sai!!! den i was reali reali angry and i hang her phone.. *bad* :p den i went to sms kai juan and tell her how i feel... and she was hintting mi tt is my fault.. yah... i noe is Lizhen is birthday ger but.... reali lo... haiZzz... we plan and she like tt... and i cried... :'( i do reali cried infront of dear dear.. and he hugged mi and sanyang mi... :p

Is not tt i was wad la... but reali hope to celebrate wif her.. Juan called mi to control my temper... but she dun understand how i feel.. she doesn't UNDERSTAND... :'( everi year we plan for lizhen birthday.. but i noe lizhen so long... i tried my best to give her the best... even i dun have money... i try tp make her happy... but when my birthday... i onli see persent and heard "Happy Birthday" but we i need most is frenz around and celebrate wif mi... present is not important but reali hope to celebrate nice nice... Everi year i will cried on my birthday i juz dunno y... plan everithing nice nice... last min... all gone... and my birthday juz pass like tt... :'( now i noe tt she hope we celebrate wif her.. but..... mi and dear dear reali no cash le... haiZzz... nvm... wad over is over...

Lizhen, if u see tis blog... hope u understand how i feel.. not mi and JJ dun wanna celebrate wif u... u should noe.. i no work and have to handle many things by myself... and i reali dun have tt much money to spend u noe... reali sorri... :'( hope u understand and hope to see ur reply at my tag board... btw Sorri!!!

After all tis, i reali noe tt wad reali important is the meaning of giving a persent or pei a person... not the persent tt count but is the heart u put in tt counts....

Loving JJ forever and lizhen u r my best frenz as whenever i need accompany or help u will be there... thanZzz... but hope next year my birthday u can pei mi once... thanZzzzzz....