Jan23`05 (Sunday) 10.30pm......

At 501... Sam, Andy, Billy, Adele, Elgin, Steven, Dhani and mi.... Planning and saying tt wanna go taman jurong and play bowling.....

Jan24`05 (Monday) 12.ooam......

Our dearest frenz had plan to die and jump off from her block... as we were all enjoying bowling.... *how can tis happen?*

9.oopm plus plus...
Met andy and gang at 501 for dinner/supper.... first reached.. they told mi... Vicki had leave us.. i tot she is going oversea.... den i ask.. where she is going?? they reply.. she is going to find his father... i was like... wad the fuck... and i tot they were joking.... i ask again... and they say she jumped off... tis reali cannot enter my mind.. i couldn't believe tis... NO!!!!!! she is always there for us~ she is always around us..... she is.... ALWAYS!!!!!

Jan25`05 (Tuesday) 1.ooam plus plus

Was at home already~ missin her... sitting infront of the com... dunno wad to do~ suddenly feel like seeing ur nick online on my msn list~ suddenly i miss her..... although i am not close to her.... we had a little chat~ last sentence we said to each other...

Me: Hey!!! U have the same pants as mi...... *smile*
Vic: Yah!!! *smile*
Me: Where u bought it? Westmall??
Vic: Yah!! How u noe... u bought it there too....?
Me: Yah!!!! *smile*

Actually i have the same taste as her... but... now we can't share anything.... She was the one hu make mi to try Wu Long tea!!! as i reali nv try b4............ but till now i haven't try it... haiz.... Reali miss her smile... the way she wear her clothes... the ways she take photos.. if can i reali hope she can teach mi how to take photos.. reali!!! i love taking photos... but... will she be there for mi... when i need someone to teach mi?? i dun think so... hope to see her work again~ in multiply or wad ever!!! but i reali miss her.....

7.20am....
met up steven and sam at BL market den bought her things.... den went on.... *tears rolling down my cheeks* her mum reali sad.... *worry her mum* see her mum like tt.. i reali dunno wad to do... as i noe... i can do nuthing... met vic for the most 4 times... but dunnno y!!!! reali miss her lots.. and hope she is back.........see her online....

Still remember the time she ask mi for help... i reali agree... but but but.... the fate dun wanna give mi a chance... after she told mi dun need le...... she got pple le.... haiz... y dun even give mi a chance to help her as a normal frenz??? why!!!???


Vic, we all missing u!!! hope u r happi now... okie~ *jia you* peace~......

Love,
Serene