Yesterday i spent my nite at Sentosa... and had some tok....

I feel sad to read her blog... as when she need mi around to give her a hug... i wasn't there for her... And sometime she is infront of mi.. i dun even noe she is sad... she need a hug from mi.... sometime i reali dunno... *I'm sorry*[hugging]

Another SHE hu cares mi alot... she is totally a diff person hu i am toking b4 tis... This SHE is a person hu she will share problems wif mi... she will either tell mi face to face or in net~ so.. when she need someone to be there... i will try to.... But when she need comments... sometime i reali dunno wad to do... as she had seen more things den i do... She is one of the person i respect alot.. i juz treat her as my elder sister~ She is the one hu make mi wanna be stronger and brave.... *hug*

I am 18years old... and i am a young adult now.. but i dun think and act like i am 18.. small things i will cry like hell... veri emontion oso.... when i feel like crying i will juz cry like no ones business.. Why do i act in tis way.... i wan to be brave and strong.. no more cry baby nick for myself... i am a young adult... no more cry baby~ i wan to protect myself... speak for my own right... All i want to be now is strong, brave, no dotes from anyone... and no more cry baby nick for mi... i will act like i am a young adult.... all i need is time... juz time...

I want to pei my family more often... my family is the only feeling tt no one can give mi... i reali feel good to see my sister and mama watch tv together... and i sitting beside them eating potato chips.. the feeling wif frenz r diff.... hope everidae when i reach home.. i have nice dinner waiting for mi~ Now.. wad i wan is a job tt can spend my time.. i will find.. the first place i ask will be BL 7-eleven.... keke~ although the pay is juz a little.. but.... but.... at least i not slacking anymore.. i had my goals.. earn money money for mama to go oversea... at least once in her life time... I wanna be strong to take care of my mama... yah yah~ *please support mi*

I reali said everithing out... feeling much much much better~ yah~... thanz for all the angels and frenz around mi... i love u all... *huggie*