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I have a frenz... okie.. i will name him XX.... I had juz pissed him off... reali pissed him off.. tis is how i feel................. if ya is reading my blog now.. and is reading tis post now... i juz wannna say a SORRI... hope ya dun mind wad i had juz said to u.... *SORRI*

XX is a veri good fren of mine... he treats mi veri veri good... Juz like a elder bro... dote mi, sanyang mi, pei mi, treat mi.... juz like reali a reali elder bro.. BUt wad i juz did is pissed him off... and he maybe will dulan mi forever~ and ever~

He juz jio mi to catch a movie wif him tomolo... and i juz reject him... as i dun even have a single cent to buy a can of coke.. so movie.. is juz dreaming... he said.. he will lend mi money~ and i oso dun wan.... i told him.. i dun wanna owe pple money now.. i dun feel good... i dun wan tt feeling... u understand.. i hate owing pple money unless i reali have no way out... but juz a movie... i can juz save it up lo...

Cuz once... he play a joke wif mi.. say tt i treated him like a "Carrot Head"*dun understand den suan liao*... i reali sad when he said tt... but tis is the first time i can't take the joke.. i take it veri serious... reali veri serious.. and i rejected alot of things b'cuz juz of a Carrot Head thingy.. i juz dunno y.... if ya guys in my shoe den u all will understand ba~... but i reali dun have tt feeling b4... *sad* Although 18 for most of u think is still young... but for mi... is a start of another aim... i wanna be like a young adult.... Reali... so.. i am sorri XX.... i dun reali mean to hurt ya~ sorri~~ haiz.. i reali dunno wad to say now.. i juz had the feeling tt... the distance between u and mi is getting further... keke~ maybe b'cuz of my own programmes and urs ba~... but i stil hope ya enjoy alot... okie~

But dun worry~ when u need any ears from mi... i will always be there... but i think u won't find mi... cuz in ur heart there is another person hu can let u ears and even have u some source.. keke~ ya noe hu i toking abt~ keke..... *bLEahZzzzz*

If ya no longer angry leave mi a msg in my tagboard... thanz.... *take care*