Yah~ i am talking abt ya~...................

Sometimes i reali confuse... being normal and happi will do.. but sometime.. for others... they think they do like tt... they ownself will be happi but pple around him/her dun like the way he/she is... so wad can he/she do???? Sometime i juz like being dote by others.. but other may think i am er xin, childish~ i dun wanna let anyone say mi anymore.. sometime i juz like the feeling of being a small kid and get dote.. but when ar times.. pple keep say... "Serene ar, u r 18 liao.. u should noe wad u muz do and muz not do...." all i can answer is.. "Okie, Sorri" but i juz dunno... maybe being in the youngest in the family... and bein youngest in the group... i will juz behave like a small kid.. but i juz dunno wad should i do.. it's veri diff for mi... i wanna be my ownself... but scare kana say again... Sometime no pple say... but some may juz hate mi in their hearts~ and juz dun wanna say a single thing...

But over all.... i stil have to grow.. i will TRY my best in wadever i can change... change to someone u all dunno.... or change to someone u all r sick off... haiZzzz.. *cried* tt's y i told u.. i wanna leave the group and pei my bf more... as first to change myself... and second dun let u guys sick of my words and action!!! love u guys~ *huggie*