we break promises, memories break us
love me when i least deserve it because that is when i really need it

SERENE
Thursday, February 24, 2005

I get tis from one of my frenz... He wrote it in the forum.. and i started to read and think abt it..................................

Mysteries and dark secrets.......

Humans have secrets to hide their true-self from others.Have secrets to make themselves seem better then they really are. Have secrets prevent others from knowing what they have done, normally things seen as shameful or wrong. Have secrets so they can have an advantage over their opponents, especially when they are weaker then them. It���s like wearing a pretty mask over an ugly face, without it one will feel insecure and exposed. Living in a world like this, there���s no way you can avoid those people. Who to trust who not to trust, there���s no way to confirm it till the day he or her betrays you. It���s only up to you yourself to see whether you will get hurt or not. Just remember what he or she lost is a true friend while you just got a new name to add to your ���list of assholes���. {^.^}v

Lastly to avoid being backstabbed at the workplace, never talk about work or others in the company with your colleagues. There���s no ���the right��� way to live your life. The most important thing is to be happy in whatever you���re doing and live the life you want to live.

From wad i think... he is rite~ we will nv noe... how is the person reali are... till the dae he/she betray u... tis is wad i reali agree wif... REALI agree.... And everione will have their own secrets... is juz tt u believe tt person and u wanna tell him/her anot... Reali true... keke~ Some pple may seems like telling u alot... but maybe the person has oso kept inside he/her-self.... keke~ one dae... if another frenz noe more better den u... dun worry~ cuz not everione noes everithing...

I ever have tis veri good buddy/best frenz... i believe her alot... we r reali like veri good.. no matter wad happen i will share wif her... and she seems like sharing wif mi alot too.... but.... till the dae... i heard something from my another frenz... i was reali hurt and cry~ she betray mi... and say i am a bitch and wadever~ since the dae... i had nv believe her.... although now it seems like mi and her are still good buddy~ but NOPE... i dun believe her anymore... cuz i noe the true person of her... i reali get hurt~ So now i won't tell her anything... unless it is a a normal toking session.. keke~ or any gathering.. if not... we nv tok or even call/sms each other... so now she is not longer in my buddy/best frenz list~ she is juz in my ex classmates list~ and i had one lesser best fren/buddy in my list again~... so... now adaes i reali veri hard to find someone to tok to sometime.. keke~ sometime i dun like to face my family and tell them my problems... they may get worry~ haiZzz... so frenz of mine... if u guys read tis post~ plz... betray mi no more.. okie~ dun betray mi when i reali take u as my best buddy/best frenz.... it reali hurts mi.... and nv ever leave mi when i need u guys most~ thanZzz.................. And now i heading to a happier and wonderful life waiting for mi ahead.... yah~ wish mi all the best.... *My Dearest Angels*