Thursday, May 26, 2005
Hello eveione....
Now see mi blog again~ keke.... Okie now i wanna tok abt a topic.... a topic abt my buddy...
He has changed to someone i don't really understand and don't really know~
Okie.. i will name him Jack(not his real name).... He is my fren abt 1 year pluz to 2 years... mi and him is okie.. no matter wad we can share to one another... but now... i dun reali understand him... i oso dunno y~ we can dun even tok even we sitting at the same table... facing each other... cuz we have no topic.. and tis make mi feel sick... all he noe is gers(i think).... haiZzz... but frenz around him hu cares him.. he dun reali noe hu they r.. i can dun call him, dun tok to him, dun sms him but for him is juz nuthing... he can join another gang even he noe we r meeting... and nv even give mi a call.. and nv even tell mi wanna come or wad... tis make mi sad.. i reali dun understand him anymore.....
he use to be my veri veri good buddy... wadever i will call him pei, wil cal him help.. but now.. haiz..... when he has his new frenz, he forgot abt mi... and for him ma chiam like no serene anymore in the world...... haiZzz.. i oso lazy to say him cuz he has his rite to choose frenz.. even those hu juz noe him can noe him better den i noe him.. i juz dunno why... maybe i am too busy wif work??? or wif bf?? i oso dunno... he nv even sms mi anymore.. haiz..
He asked mi b4... whether wanna go have ear holes.. i told him ... "NO" but... todae when i saw him i was fucking disappointed and sad... tt no words can reali say my feelings... haiz.. i oso dunno wad had happy to him... all he noe is to enjoy!! haiz.... haiz... even i am working.. i can juz spend my nite out to meet frenz and have a chat.. but did he treat mi the same way?? when he feel like coming den he will.. if not haha~ no way.. or when someone else hu has better activities den us den he will go wif them.. haiz.. wad had reali happen between us??? i reali dunno.. haiz. haiz.. i reali no mood to say anymore.. i am tired and sad.. okie~~ nuthing can reali make mi feel better now den sleep.... haiz... i give up~
when he read tis post and understand den tell mi... i am tired... to say anything liao... maybe he dun even read my blog now liao.. haiz... DISAPPOINTED!!!!!
I AM REALI TIRED~
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