we break promises, memories break us
love me when i least deserve it because that is when i really need it

SERENE
Saturday, July 30, 2005

Yoz.. sorri guys... long time nv blog.. sorri.. quiet busy tis few weeks.. keke.. yah!!! coming to an end of the month.. and.......... pay r coming.. yah yah yah!! got money to use again.. but tis month muz wait til 10/08 den got money take.. haiz.... wah kao... tips muz save and use le.. haha! if not tis month makan grass.... haha!!!

Okie la... now i changed shift to nite shift le.. keke.. from 7pm to 3am... haha.. i oso dunno y... y nite shift can reali see alot of frenz.. go there and sing.. haha... yah yah yah!!... do do come and support den my sales will go up.. haha!!! *bLeahZzz*

Actually oso nuthing new to post... juz tt National Day coming.. but NO OFF DAY for mi but onli others and skool.. wad to do.. who call mi work entertainment line... haiz... sianz.. but nvm la.. so tt i can have one more RPH day ... yah!!!! anyway reali feel like going Malaysia... Faster National Day over den can go Malaysia le.. keke~

U all will ask y is after National Day... cuz a fren of mine.. de bf... got NDP.... den he got lots of programmes going on now... den muz wait after NDP lo.. keke... but nvm... after NDP den got money take oso la.. so nvm.. keke!!! I CAN WAIT!!! CUZ TIME SURE WILL PASS ONE SECOND BY ONE SECOND... haha!!! k la... lots of rubbish le... k...

Dude... all take care wor... muackz.. love ya all guys... and do do support Jurong East K-Box!

*muackzzzzzz*


Wednesday, July 13, 2005

Dunno wad reali happen to mi tis few days.. haiz..

Normally i will sing when i off duty.. but ytd i juz spend the time listening to songs... and my tears drop.. i dun reali noe wad reali happen to mi tis few days...

Normally i will work and slack, work and slack but now... When i wan to slack i juz fcuk care everithing and slack... when i wan to work i juz dun care hu call mi to stop.. i juz work like a cow..

i dun reali can contorl myself and feelings.. i dunnno wad reali happen to mi... mi, myself dun even noe.. who can i cal help from????

Tomolo off day.. onli nite have programmes.. den afternoon??? haiz..
*find my mama*...

Next week is monday off and tuesday RPH... hope jacqueline can tok to JJ den go Malaysia together.. No JJ cannot go.. cuz onli JJ veri clear wif Malaysia.. haiz..

I dun reali wish tt i stay at Singapore... i'm veri tired.. i reali veri stress... i had enough of everithing...

His Birthday?? i think i going to fcuk care it ... i'm reali stress of everithing.. dun wanna get anymore stress.. i had ENOUGH!!!!

WHO THE HELL CAN HELP MI AT THIS MOMENT OF TIME!!!! GOD???? OR DEVIL???


Monday, July 11, 2005

Hello everione... i am back here once again to blog.. keke

This few days i actually dunno wad reali happen to mi lo.. haiz... feel veri lonely and life is meaningless.. haiz... oso dunno wad happen.. juz hate going on wif my life like tt.. haiz.. =(

Anyway i think u all will be veri surprise at this time i muz be sleeping so tt tomolo morning i can wake up to go work.. but too bad.. keke.. tomolo i working night shift.. keke so now i can blog.. den go sleep.. haha.. start work at 7pm.. cool.... *smile* i will be working night shift the next ONE week.. onli.. keke~ juz for fun.. haha~

As for information.. i lost my wallet abt a week ago... haha~ therefore i lost my SINGAPORE IC too... =( *fcuk tup* haiz... dun reali know wad to do.. sianz.. waiting for good pple to send it back to mi or give police.. haiz... so sad... =...(

This few weeks reali duno wad happen to mi la.. kao.. i reali dun feel tt i am serene lo.. haiz.. h aiz.. haiz.. i dun even noe wad happen to mi.. how does other can help mi!????

This coming Friday is HIS birthday.. oso dunno wad to do.. haiz.. celebrate wif him? give him any present? surprise for him? or juz heck care him? or juz a sms to wish him? haiz.. i oso dunno.. tis few days keep missing him and think of the past.. oso duno wad the fcuk had reali happen to mi.. haiz.. i reali veri confuse... haiz.. i reali hate it... haiz...

I dunno wad i doing tis few days .... haiz.. i'm fcuking reali confuse.. *HELP*

hope god will help mi one day~ *God Bless Me*


Tuesday, July 05, 2005

Yoz.. here i am again~ todae be home quite early. keke.. cuz veri super tired wor.. todae nearly die.. keke~

Today is Youth Day and not reali too much pple noe.. cuz of this.. my supervisior put one of my fren off from work.. therefore onli left two server... end up.. our outlet is FULL.. mi and my fren need to rush here and there... and my whole body was damn stupid wet.. order like can't take finish~ drinks and foods is alot like hill... our last food serve is at 3 plus.. and our K-Lunch lastest is till 3pm... wah~ can u imagine.. i'm reali dying..

Lucky there is this caring guy call Jeremy bought mi food.. haha~ he after skool juz straight come down to k-box and bought mi lunch.. but not my frenz.. den he so ke lian.. need to go down again to help my frenz to buy.. keke.. so ke lian~ *sanyang* haha~ but reali thanz alot.. if not him den i need to go down and buy food... i'm reali tired.. haha~

Very touch that there is stil this kind of good guy in the world... haha~ if he reali read tis blog.. hope he will noe how much i reali had thank him.. haha~ *Opps*

Den todae after K-Lunch is K-Happy.. wah.. oso alot of pple lo.. mi and daniel reali do like cow like tt.. kao..... kao.... y.. so Teacher's Day i wan OFF DAY!!!!

hahaaa~ tis is how tired i am todae.. u all can't imagine de.. onli when u r wif mi den u will noe...