we break promises, memories break us
love me when i least deserve it because that is when i really need it

SERENE
Wednesday, July 13, 2005

Dunno wad reali happen to mi tis few days.. haiz..

Normally i will sing when i off duty.. but ytd i juz spend the time listening to songs... and my tears drop.. i dun reali noe wad reali happen to mi tis few days...

Normally i will work and slack, work and slack but now... When i wan to slack i juz fcuk care everithing and slack... when i wan to work i juz dun care hu call mi to stop.. i juz work like a cow..

i dun reali can contorl myself and feelings.. i dunnno wad reali happen to mi... mi, myself dun even noe.. who can i cal help from????

Tomolo off day.. onli nite have programmes.. den afternoon??? haiz..
*find my mama*...

Next week is monday off and tuesday RPH... hope jacqueline can tok to JJ den go Malaysia together.. No JJ cannot go.. cuz onli JJ veri clear wif Malaysia.. haiz..

I dun reali wish tt i stay at Singapore... i'm veri tired.. i reali veri stress... i had enough of everithing...

His Birthday?? i think i going to fcuk care it ... i'm reali stress of everithing.. dun wanna get anymore stress.. i had ENOUGH!!!!

WHO THE HELL CAN HELP MI AT THIS MOMENT OF TIME!!!! GOD???? OR DEVIL???