Cook Dinner Only For Him~

Hey Guys... Todae i actually cook dinner for him.... keke.. yah yah yah!!!!! i did... ONLI FOR HIM!! hu is the him.. of cuz my dearest dear, JunJie.. kekee~~ yah.. second time cook dinner for him... although got one dish is i cook second time.. but i noe he likes it.. keke.. so i cook for him again!!!.. keke... although the outlook is not tt nice.. but the taste is yummy... reali yummy~ keke... yah yah!! i so proud of myself.. keke...

At least can cook a proper meal for him... yah yah!!!!! keke.. he finish reali everithing... hope he reali likes wad i did for him todae. keke.. I'm so proud of myself.. yah yah!!!

Later there will be some pic updated... plz take a look~.....

Vege needed... wash and clean the soil~

Tomato... Need.. Cut into cubs....

Yummy Soup!~

The Main Item... Mushroom.. nice nice~

Garlic oso needed....

Minced Meat need.....

Minced Meat wif Mushrooms... *yummy*

garlic... which is needed for the prawns....

Prawns b4 cook..

Chilli Prawn...

Serene, u r fat......

This is wad i heard from most of them... they keep saying i getting fatter and fatter~.. wad to do??? i keep telling myself to stop makaning.. but.... yet i still makan fast-food... fired food... haiz.. wad to do... haiz... but one day the most i onli makan one meal.. and the rest i makan fruits.... like pinapple.. grava.. haiz...

I'm reali contorling myself.. i onli will stop eating all those unless i have no money wif mi.. but tis onli happens at the end of the month... but when i get my pay.. i will enjoy myself.. eat something more expansive and nice.. but yet it's still so fat for mi....

For nowadays.. i keep nv go and shit.. i oso duno wad happen to mi.. last time i eat more fruits or drink some hot green tea... it will helps.. but no now anymore.. now i drink 2 or 3 cups of hot green tea and makan 2 fruits a day oso won't help... haiz.. and keep my stomach big... haiz.. wad to do... i need to slim down.. i oso have the mind set tt wanna go and buy slimming med to makan.. but i noe i can't do tt... i need myself to contorl.. and not eating those stuff...

Now i veri stress... pple around mi keep saying.. Serene u gettting fatter and fatter~... wad to do??? haiz.. down i am scare... i keep trying to drink plain water and tt's all.. haiz... i duno lo... i juz can't slim down.. i'm trying reali hard le... hope it reali works for mi... haiz.. NO FRIED FOOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! eat more fruits and vege............

I wanna lose some weight.. I DUN CARE!!!

I was drunk~

Actually i was drunk last nite.. actually i oso dunno how to put them in words... but ya guys may think i will do something wrong when i drunk.. but actually nuthing happens to mi!! yah yah yah!!!!!!!!

We were all so happy..... Yesterday is the last day for all staff.. haha~ and we celebrate.. and play games, sing and drink~ yOooo... Reali veri happy y'dae....... b4 staying wif them.. i actually drink some already when i was wif my WLNY frenz.... haha~ and we gers keep playing dices... haha~ and we play and drink, play and drink.. it's so fun~ had nv been so fun for so long............ maybe i am quite sad oso.. so i drink abit too much y'dae.... btu nuthing happens to anyone of us.. keke~ we were all enjoying singing, laughing, shouting.. keke~ FUN is the onli word tt i can think of for the whole programme last nite~

But end up.. those guys have to clear up all the things... haha~ too bad... lucky... i'm a ger~ hahahaaaaaaaaaa~

I'm quite sad tt.. mi and him is no longer like b4... he treat mi diff.... he not tt care mi anymore.. frenz is always most important for him.. and y should i choose tt path.. as i noe i will hurt myself.. i oso dunno y... i juz choose the path.. and end up.. i'm the one sad.. and he is the one enjoying... haiz.. wad should i do??????? im so so so confuse.... haiz.. i dare to say i love him.. and i like him.. but does he feel the same?? or feeling has gone or he juz need someone to acc him? i dunno... i felt tt tis time.. the relationship oso won't last long... i dunno y... haiz.. i'm so hurt rite now.. does anyone knows??? he not like last time.. sms mi, call mi and ask mi how am i.. now i'm the one hu keep calling him and sms him.. but wait for his reply is like need to wait years times..... haiz.. i dunno.. i feel like crying.. but does he noe how much i cry? he dunno... YYYYYYY!!!!!!???????? y muz i choose the path to make myself suffer like shit... i'm juz a fucking stupid ass....

IDIOT MI!!!!!!

Alot of things is actually waiting for mi ahead... ...... ..... ......... ...... .......

Tomolo is my O level english oral... and i dun even fucking noe wad to do.. haiz.. i need to read but i dun think i had any.... but who cares it... haiz.. i should work hard for the papers.. haiz..

Things tt i actually need to dOOooo and wantsSsss to dOOoooo...
1.buy a mp3 for myself
2.read more
3.get a job
4.know how to be a ger/lady
5.understand myself more
6.shopping for new clothes and shoes
7.buy myself another handphone
8.goes to malaysia and shop AGAIN
9.have a nice dinner wif my mama
10.goes to mama shop and accompany her
11.get myself dressed
12.lost as much weight as i can
13.buy some food to store at home
14.go ice skating
15.go cycling
16.have a wonderful rest
17.spend more time at home
18.have a nice and wonderful breakfast wif him
19.wanna have some home food instead of dao bao
20.give my mama a kiss
21.get myself a digital cam
22.get my room tidy
23.use less money
24.pei my mama to go shopping
25.get my cupboard ready
26.clean the whole house by myself
27.have a nice chat wif mama and jie jie
28.get a nice and sweet boyfriend
29.get to know his parents well
30.be my ownself and be happy


all those 30 things tt i wan to do and need to do is wad i actually waited long.. haiz.. i dun have the time. i dun have the money.. and i dun reali understand myself.. keke~

Reali hope something can cheer mi up and make all those things done.. i'm so sianz of everithing.. haiz... so wad even i tomolo having Oral... t'm juz sianz of everithing i done.. haiz..

but hope all those things will done quick.................

i love sunflower~

nicely pack~

done~ nice ear rings done by mi~

main items.........

Things tt i need~

Hi... i'm back here at tis kind of time again... keke.............................

Actually.. i reali dunno wad should i do... so confuse..............
Me and him is actually back together again... But... i dun feel the same anymore... not like last time.. the feeling is totaly not the same.. yah... i agree tt i like him.. i agree.. but juz dunno.. the feeling is not like b4.. as wad we do.. wad we say... is totaly not the same.. i dunno the problems is on mi or him.. i reali dunno... i dunno does he feels the same.. i dunno.. i'm juz confuse.. CONFUSE!!!!

should i tell him, should i not.. i oso dunno.. i scare.. i hurt him or myself once again.. i dunno.. confuse is means confuse.. i dunnno wad can i do.. juz to stay same as like tt??? tok to him??? even if i tok to him.. will it works??? or may i go back to my own life???

i can say.. he is a very very nice guy... i can say so.. but he doesn't do wad i promise.. and wad he said to my frenz.. he nv... he lie... haiz.. disappointed as i can say.. haiz..............................

if i can choose.. i hope can go back to last time... but i dun think it will happen.. haiz.. nvm... let's see how...

Should i leave or should i stay??????? Can u tell mi?? Can u help mi??

Pple maybe won't like the way i am.. but no pple tell mi.. so i contiune till pple dulan mi.. den i oso lan lan!! wad else can i do.. i juz need pple to tell mi so i can learn.. i am juz 18.. long way for mi to do.. many things for mi to learn.. can u all understand mi?? and stand in my shoe..? i like to play.. i like to joke.. but who can ever understand when i sad.. standing alone at a place and cry!! can u ever think abt wad i actually felt???

Maybe i can laugh, joke, or wadever.. but when my family had problem did i say?? i had never!!!! cuz i juz wanna be happy.. tot being in K-Box have lots of frenz to joke and play.. i will be happy.. but ended up i dun think so.. i think is more problems den happniess... i am tired.. Quit or Stay i dun reali noe.. i am fan.. see till tis end of month. wad will happen.. i am tired... i'm reali do... i dunno wad to do.. haiz...

sorri frenz if i reali did anything wrong.. but tis is wad i can say... okie.. do take care... Bye Dudes~

Hi~!! I'm back at tis late hour again.. keke....

Tis question has been in my mind for quiet some time.. but i dunno wad i should do... keke... Bike or Car?? okie...

For mi, personally.. i like car... BUT!! i dun think i have the money to afford one.. as my family dun have any biz.. and i am stil young.. and... i dun have a bf who has a car as well.. so wad even i learn to drive a car.... and last but no least.. my family dun have any cars to pass down to mi... even my sis...

So i had ask alot of frenz... should i learn bike???? and some... told mi.. okie.. and some told mi.. bike is not good for gers...

And now... i actually wanna learn bike.. if can i will buy scooter.. haha!!! BUT!!! the main problems.. my mum and sis.. who dun allow bike.. haiz.. and my fren had actually think of helping mi.. by.... calling to put my helmet at his shop which is juz at BoonLay Shopping Center... and put my bike at BoonLay Shopping Center de carpark.. den whenever i feel like going out.. i juz take helmet from there.. and anywhere i go.... but i reali dunno wad to do.. keke!!

maybe i can go and make my IC first den say ba.. keke.. if not.. reali dunno how to enroll for anything.. haha!! sianz.... can't get to sleep.... n_n*