we break promises, memories break us
love me when i least deserve it because that is when i really need it

SERENE
Wednesday, August 17, 2005

Alot of things is actually waiting for mi ahead... ...... ..... ......... ...... .......

Tomolo is my O level english oral... and i dun even fucking noe wad to do.. haiz.. i need to read but i dun think i had any.... but who cares it... haiz.. i should work hard for the papers.. haiz..

Things tt i actually need to dOOooo and wantsSsss to dOOoooo...
1.buy a mp3 for myself
2.read more
3.get a job
4.know how to be a ger/lady
5.understand myself more
6.shopping for new clothes and shoes
7.buy myself another handphone
8.goes to malaysia and shop AGAIN
9.have a nice dinner wif my mama
10.goes to mama shop and accompany her
11.get myself dressed
12.lost as much weight as i can
13.buy some food to store at home
14.go ice skating
15.go cycling
16.have a wonderful rest
17.spend more time at home
18.have a nice and wonderful breakfast wif him
19.wanna have some home food instead of dao bao
20.give my mama a kiss
21.get myself a digital cam
22.get my room tidy
23.use less money
24.pei my mama to go shopping
25.get my cupboard ready
26.clean the whole house by myself
27.have a nice chat wif mama and jie jie
28.get a nice and sweet boyfriend
29.get to know his parents well
30.be my ownself and be happy


all those 30 things tt i wan to do and need to do is wad i actually waited long.. haiz.. i dun have the time. i dun have the money.. and i dun reali understand myself.. keke~

Reali hope something can cheer mi up and make all those things done.. i'm so sianz of everithing.. haiz... so wad even i tomolo having Oral... t'm juz sianz of everithing i done.. haiz..

but hope all those things will done quick.................