I was drunk~

Actually i was drunk last nite.. actually i oso dunno how to put them in words... but ya guys may think i will do something wrong when i drunk.. but actually nuthing happens to mi!! yah yah yah!!!!!!!!

We were all so happy..... Yesterday is the last day for all staff.. haha~ and we celebrate.. and play games, sing and drink~ yOooo... Reali veri happy y'dae....... b4 staying wif them.. i actually drink some already when i was wif my WLNY frenz.... haha~ and we gers keep playing dices... haha~ and we play and drink, play and drink.. it's so fun~ had nv been so fun for so long............ maybe i am quite sad oso.. so i drink abit too much y'dae.... btu nuthing happens to anyone of us.. keke~ we were all enjoying singing, laughing, shouting.. keke~ FUN is the onli word tt i can think of for the whole programme last nite~

But end up.. those guys have to clear up all the things... haha~ too bad... lucky... i'm a ger~ hahahaaaaaaaaaa~

I'm quite sad tt.. mi and him is no longer like b4... he treat mi diff.... he not tt care mi anymore.. frenz is always most important for him.. and y should i choose tt path.. as i noe i will hurt myself.. i oso dunno y... i juz choose the path.. and end up.. i'm the one sad.. and he is the one enjoying... haiz.. wad should i do??????? im so so so confuse.... haiz.. i dare to say i love him.. and i like him.. but does he feel the same?? or feeling has gone or he juz need someone to acc him? i dunno... i felt tt tis time.. the relationship oso won't last long... i dunno y... haiz.. i'm so hurt rite now.. does anyone knows??? he not like last time.. sms mi, call mi and ask mi how am i.. now i'm the one hu keep calling him and sms him.. but wait for his reply is like need to wait years times..... haiz.. i dunno.. i feel like crying.. but does he noe how much i cry? he dunno... YYYYYYY!!!!!!???????? y muz i choose the path to make myself suffer like shit... i'm juz a fucking stupid ass....

IDIOT MI!!!!!!