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SERENE
Saturday, August 27, 2005

Serene, u r fat......

This is wad i heard from most of them... they keep saying i getting fatter and fatter~.. wad to do??? i keep telling myself to stop makaning.. but.... yet i still makan fast-food... fired food... haiz.. wad to do... haiz... but one day the most i onli makan one meal.. and the rest i makan fruits.... like pinapple.. grava.. haiz...

I'm reali contorling myself.. i onli will stop eating all those unless i have no money wif mi.. but tis onli happens at the end of the month... but when i get my pay.. i will enjoy myself.. eat something more expansive and nice.. but yet it's still so fat for mi....

For nowadays.. i keep nv go and shit.. i oso duno wad happen to mi.. last time i eat more fruits or drink some hot green tea... it will helps.. but no now anymore.. now i drink 2 or 3 cups of hot green tea and makan 2 fruits a day oso won't help... haiz.. and keep my stomach big... haiz.. wad to do... i need to slim down.. i oso have the mind set tt wanna go and buy slimming med to makan.. but i noe i can't do tt... i need myself to contorl.. and not eating those stuff...

Now i veri stress... pple around mi keep saying.. Serene u gettting fatter and fatter~... wad to do??? haiz.. down i am scare... i keep trying to drink plain water and tt's all.. haiz... i duno lo... i juz can't slim down.. i'm trying reali hard le... hope it reali works for mi... haiz.. NO FRIED FOOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! eat more fruits and vege............

I wanna lose some weight.. I DUN CARE!!!