we break promises, memories break us
love me when i least deserve it because that is when i really need it

SERENE
Friday, August 12, 2005

Hi... i'm back here at tis kind of time again... keke.............................

Actually.. i reali dunno wad should i do... so confuse..............
Me and him is actually back together again... But... i dun feel the same anymore... not like last time.. the feeling is totaly not the same.. yah... i agree tt i like him.. i agree.. but juz dunno.. the feeling is not like b4.. as wad we do.. wad we say... is totaly not the same.. i dunno the problems is on mi or him.. i reali dunno... i dunno does he feels the same.. i dunno.. i'm juz confuse.. CONFUSE!!!!

should i tell him, should i not.. i oso dunno.. i scare.. i hurt him or myself once again.. i dunno.. confuse is means confuse.. i dunnno wad can i do.. juz to stay same as like tt??? tok to him??? even if i tok to him.. will it works??? or may i go back to my own life???

i can say.. he is a very very nice guy... i can say so.. but he doesn't do wad i promise.. and wad he said to my frenz.. he nv... he lie... haiz.. disappointed as i can say.. haiz..............................

if i can choose.. i hope can go back to last time... but i dun think it will happen.. haiz.. nvm... let's see how...