we break promises, memories break us
love me when i least deserve it because that is when i really need it

SERENE
Thursday, September 01, 2005

First Day At CCK~

Today is my first day of work at CCK.... I reali dunno how to say~ i juz dunno y... It's so tiring... i have no time to sit down to have a drink... no time to sit down to tok to anyone... when there is no cust... there r so many things else for mi to do... and settle.. reali veri diff... is juz like i can't handle it well.. sometime i felt tt i am so useless... haiz... reali dunnno how to do... i am so tired.. and sianz... haiz....

from 10.45am to 11.38am.. i non-stop checking in pple.. tt is tiring... i need to repeat charges over and over again~ abt 40 times... at tis time... wah... tt is so tiring.. and i need to find rooms for them when i am not famliar wif the rooms over there.. and tis make mi headache... haiz.. reali dunno wad to do... haiz... This Sunday i working nite shift over there... i think i will die lo... haiz... cuz there is no Captain Hazel there to help mi out... Only Mr.Patrick.. hu i'm not familar wif.. and i dun think if i have any questions i will ask him lo.. cuz i am scare.. haiz.. reali dunno how to handle over there... JE is stil okie for mi.. as i am familar wif the rooms and pple there... easier to tok to and handle.. haiz.. reali worries.. haiz haiz haiz... wad to do... help mi ar.....................................................................................................

But i am so lucky that pple there r good to mi.... reali!! they reali do.. help mi and tok to mi... ask mi when they need anything... and when i ask them.. they did answer mi nicely too.. seems so sweet of them.. a BIG THANK YOU for servers over there.. YAH YAH!!!!!

Reali dunno how to handle tis coming sunday... i'm so scare... reali tears falling haiz.. anyway wish mi good luck~

God Bless Me~