Photos Up!!!!

At Bugis With Hubby... Slacking at BK taking picx.. [Just Love Acting Cute... Can!??]


First Time went Changi Airport With Hubby.. Nice MRT Station.. Clean & Clear~


Slacking Out wif Hubby, Pic taken Hubby & Elmo.. and my Laptop.. Love it can!?


3D cards done by mi for Hubby & V'dae present for him.. muackz. & K Box Frenz & Buddies.. Love them can?? Sing Sing Sing a SONG!!!

At this hour.. is my hubby zzzzzzz...... but yet his name is still online... I think he fall asleep.. called him.. but he nv answer my call.. haiz.. muackz.. Feeling tt the distance between him and mi is getting apart.. everione of u may think i dun love him le... RITE!?

But u all r all wrong. i still love him.. maybe love him more like before... kekee~
This few daes have not been to his house.. got some personal matters.. not good to mention here. kekee~ yet i miss him badly now..

The daes i slept at his house.. early in the morning.. He is the one hu always wake mi up.. sanyang, kiss and cover my blanket before he left to work.. but now... no longer like last time..
I have to cover blanket myself.. hug my pillow for warm.. and not him anymore.. miss those times.. reali miss.. the one hu off the lights for mi, take out my spec for mi.. haiz...
Hubby, i miss those times.. can we get back like b4?

Reali sad... Whenever i can't sleep.. he is stil beside mi. but tis moment.. he is online yet he is sleeping.. reali can't get to sleep like tt.. misses him.. *muackz*
Hubby i love u!! =~( Realli miss u!!! can i hug u now? can i?? please... but u can't hear anything now... *cry*

Lets tok abt something happy!!! u noe wad.. we went to Changi Airport yesterday.. He is the first bf hu brought mi to Changi Airport.. i wan to go oversea.. Hubby i wan to go for honeymoon.. actually took some pic.. but i can't upload.. cuz the cam cable is wif hubby.. i will upload those pic asap.. okie!!!

Reali enjoy ourselves.. and u noe wad.. we ate Sakae Sushi at Airport again!!!! No matter we go where.. have Sakae.. there we go.. but my hubby juz love it can?? hahaaa~ my treat for dear... muackz... kekee!!! hope he enjoy alot alot... kekeee~

Yesterday is Ah Boon last dae at Clementi K Box... Hope he has a better future.. Study hard my dear fren.. hope to see u again!! i guess soo... cuz u will come back to take ur pay or visit us.. isn't it? hahaaaa~

U guys noe wad.... I saw WEI LE today at my working place.. kaO. i was like.. OH MY GOD!!! hahaaa~ cuz i reali dun wish to see him again for the rest of my life.. i dislike him can?? is there any matter!!? hahaaa~ No matter wad.. i just love my hubby.. tt's all.. muackz...

Hubby is still online.. where is he?? i misses him... dear dear dear.. i'm finding u!!!!!! haiz.. just miss him like i nv b4... can't get to sleep.. but yet i have to force myself...... Dear, where r u!!?

Sorry guys if i nv update ytd... kekee~ Sorry Lizhen, Told u i will update ytd but i didn't.. reali sorri.. so i am to update wad happen to mi ytd and today~ okieeee........

22 March 06~



Ya!!! When ya guys saw tis pic will noe.. i go out wif my buddies again... long time nv meet them.. but we r still the same... so close and nice.. Lizhen and Wendy always so playful.. Still like last time.. haiz.. dunno how to say them.. but the two of them reali cheer up my day.. thanz ladies.. i love u all... I miss the old days.. and of cuz i miss u all.. hope can meet u all up again.. and of cuz wif our big sister... FAIRY!!!! I miss her and Angel..... muackz....





Here.. Our Dearest Jia Ying acting cute once again~~~ hahaa~ nuthing can stop her doing tt man.. hahaaaa~ And our wonderful wendy was trying to comb her hair or something.. Gers r like tt.. always wan to be pretty and nice... Yah~ So am i... hahaaa~




After Wendy done wif her hair.. See here girls... *Cheese* yah!!! a pic of Jia Ying and Wendy... keeee~... We r always so cheerful and sweet... keeee.. Guys reading my blog.. too bad.. they are all attached.. hahaaaa~ No girls for u al... *bLeahzzzz*





See.. These girls, just can't stop taking pics of them.. haaaa~ After using my hp.. noe again.. Jia Ying's Pic... Also cannot blame us la... so long nv go out together... juz spend some time taking pic lo.. kekee~ muackz.... Thanz u all.. i enjoy myself.. alot alot alot...... muackz....

Here is a pic of Jia Ying and Lizhen... Our Lizhen is getting prettier and prettier.. muackz... Taken a pic force by mi at Jurong Point.. hahaaa~ They accompany to buy shoe at Jurong Point and yet force by mi to take a pic.. wahahahaa~ i'm a little devil..........

Girls.. I reali had alot of wonderful time wif u all ytd.. Just Miss those old days at Secondary skool.. muackz.. When i free.. here i come to fan u al... muackz.. and of cuz.. thanz for all the treat at Sakae.. i love u all.............. but of cuz i love my bf more.. wahahhaaaa~

23 March 06~

Ya... Mi and Hubby is as lovely as b4... For apologise to him i bought a card for him.... kekeeee~ I'm reali sorri for wad i had done wrong.. okie.. Hubby, i love u~

When to RP wif hubby todae to enroll my everithing.... but ended there wif sweat.. but nuhting is done and i had to head down again tomolo... oh... fu*k... damn far and hot.... hahaaa~ and the transport there is not as easy as i tot of... kaO.. nvm.. Lucky got my hubby to care mi and sanyang... muackz...

Headed down Causeway point, makan our lunch there.. Not a veri nice one.. kekee~ but i juz love having meals wif hubby.. muackz... Watch pple playing arcade... catching soft toy.. oh... Causeway had a big machine for catching soft toy.. so nice and cute... alot of pple watching.. kekee.. cuz tt is the first time i saw such a big one.. kekeee~ Watch for awhile.... we shop.... yah!!! long time nv go to Causeway and u noe wad... It's e first time mi and hubby went there together.. kekeee~...

Headed Orchard after tt... when to Cini.. and u noe wad.. i bought my turtle.. my turtle i found veri veri long... i'm so happy.. although it may not cute to u all.. but i love it can? i felt it is cute and nice.... So lovely... Went to find step for awhile.. den shop a little at Hereen... yah!! Dear wondering wanna buy the adidas bag.. hope i can buy for him.. but sorri dear.. i dun have much money left.. sorri... if not i sure buy for u!!! I'm sorry~.... =(

Hubby brought mi to Sakura Buffet.. tt is wonderful.. muackz... reali nice.. if i have the time and money. i wanna bring my buddy juan go... and my mamaa... mama i love u... i juz love the food there can? reali nice and good... keeeeekkeee... Too full after all.. den walk for a little and headed back home sweet home.. tomolo meet dear early.. cuz going back to e stupid RP.. haiz.. dear, i'm sorri to trouble u!!! i love u!!!!!

*Photos Up*

Hubby and Honey in Glass~

Hubby scare cannot take train.. Walk first!! hahaa~

Card for Hubby, Saying "I'm Sorry, I Love You!!"

Legs Of Love~ Hubby and Honey~....

Rene and Xiong~ Wad is beta den e 2 of us?? hahaaa~ =x

Just wake up.... nv even sleep 5 hours... dunnno wad happen to mi... haizZz.. miss him?? NOOO!!!! i nv... just smsed ah pa... but he nv reply... dun think i going to pay it todae ba... Ah Pa. I'm so sorry for not informing u on time.. I'm really sorry... Cuz ytd i reali have no time/mood to think... When i wake up den recall tt i meeting u... I'm really sorri.. now i think u still sleeping ba~ hai...~

He smsed mi... sOooo? wad does he reali mean and want? Can't get her back so find mi back?? wad am i to him.... Say he lost temper... fine, i understand.. but the words r too strong for mi.. sorri.. i cannot take it.... I'm always selfish... I'm Serene, not her...

Asked one of my frenz.. Did u keep ur ex photo just for the sick of memories??? He relied No... That is just a excuse to keep ur ex pic... Isn't it? If his gf told him, she keep her ex pic just for memories.. he will give her one tight slap.... so does xiong reali get it from mi? i even kept quiet even i knew abt it.. cuz i noe when i tel him i will angry and quarrel.. he dun understand how much i dun wanna quarrel den suan liaO... say if i dun let him keep.. i'm so selfish... which gf can see his bf keep ex of their pic in their com? when ur com to u is like fucking important.... I just dun understand u liaooo...

I wanna put down but... can't put down oso... why and wad happen to mi... i dun even noe.. he is a smoker.. has tattoo... lie to mi... hurt mi.. just like Gary... Dun regret once more to be wif this kind of guy... But how am i to make my heart dead???? I'm going to dispression... *dying* Who am i to him....? A replacement... Can't get her and find mi back..? Sorry, I am not an animal... I'm a human being hu can love and feel.... I dying.... Dying sooonnnn......

See mi no more~

This pic is a veri good pic to explain how i feel now... Just a lonely rene sitting beside a veri long road which is waitin for her to go on wif her life...

Maybe at this veri min.. i will stop my life going.. but no matter wad i stil have to go on wif wadever i have.. and not stopped there just for a guy who dun worth my time and tears...

At the very min when i need someone to tok to.. no one is there for mi to lend their ears... Had a veri big quarrel wif him, yet i cannot drop a single tear infront of my mama, i have to keep to myself... the only thing i can do is juz to go out and cry out all my tears to someone hu cares mi and listen to my problems and troubles....

Planned to go JE K Box.. yet my good listener is off......... so disappointed.. dun even wanna mention his name.. but frenz there keep remind mi of him... wad can i do??? juz laugh and joke wif them.. wad else can i do??? wanna cry out. yet have to be like a monkey to entertian them... Cuz i have to act like who i am... Just not to let them know too much....

At this mention.. i must be sleeping soundly like wad he is doing now.. but yet~ i can't sleep and think of him... wad can i do... *tears rolling down my cheek* no one to care mi~ frenz ask mi am i okie... wad else can i say other den "nvm, i am okie without him" but when i think twice can i reali can do it? plan for his leave is all blank... wad can i do... i wanna work.. i wanna peck my time so tt i have no time to think...

He kept her pic and say i am a selfish gf.. cuz of her pic he said mi.... how important am i to him.. i am unreasonable.. i agree.... but r u reasonable too...? i keep all to myself juz scare i will quarrel wif u, yet u say i am selfish.... share wif u, say i cannot tahan u keep wanna smoke.. juz wanna share... yet u lie to mi again and again... but i forgive u!!! u r in the wrong y i can forgive u... but when i am in my wrong to be a little xiao qi y dun u give in to mi? maybe i reali not important to u... i am not just like her... THE HER U ALWAYS KEEP IN HEART~ THE HER TT U SAY U HATE HER YET HER PIC IS LIKE GOLD TO U!!!! cuz of her pic can say i am selfish.... if u reali hate her wil u say this? i'm disappointed.... i'm reali disappointed... nuthing can let mi forget everithing....

i got nuthing to say le... i'm tired... i love u yet i hate u... wad am i to u? just a replacement of her??? A me tt u always say i am important den anything yet u can say mi selfish just b'cuz of her one pic?? say i am important and can let mi hungry for 2 to 3 hours??? i reali wonder how important am i to u!!!

I'm sorri i can't read ur heart.. i'm sorri... if i reali can read ur heart, i won't be so painful tearing infront of a moniter tt can nv reply mi anything... I'm so sorri i not HER!! I can't give u wad u wan and ask for.. I am Serene not Her.. u and Her relationship i dunno anything.. I am who i am... I'm still growing, i need time.. okie.. please.. let mi have my life full wif happiness.. U r just like HIM, say mi till i have nuhting good in ur heart... I reali give up everithing.. even my job.. i'm sorri for not being like a gf u wish for... Hope u get her back... or have a nice and better gf den mi.. I'm just rubbish... Please forget mi..

And i noe.. from start till now... ur heart have onli her and not a ger name Serene.... Please let mi go if u dun love mi at all.... I'm Sorri.. for wasting all ur perious time.. Take Care~


The Onli Last Kiss I Going to Give You~ My Dear.. *muackz*
*tearing*

Had a very big quarrel with him........... Dunnno wad la.. Just keep quarrel wif him... I dunno wad he thinking and he dunno wad i'm thinking.... In his heart is always a HER and he keep saying NO!!! He kept one of her pic in his computer... even he reformat his com.. ... wad does tt means??? i knew abt it.. i juz kept it in myself... wad else can i can do?? say anything later quarrel... juz dun wanna quarrel cuz tis few daes i am happy wif him......

I had alot of things i hide to myself.. now i reali cannot take it and burst all out... haiz.. i dunno la.. now he going to jio Esther back.. wish him all the best i have now.... nuthing i can do.. Just wish him all the best... I'm tired....

I actually had alot to write... but..... now my mind reali blank.. nuthing in my mind.. juz tears dropping down... i am single now.. my last second one say i miss my single life.. now i have it.. yet a little sad.. dunno la.... I'm tired... I dunno wad to say.. Going out after my bath... anyone saw this.. jio mi out okie.. mauckz.....

Back to blog.. but is in a veri moody and sad mood.... Dunno wad to do now.. Everitime quarrel with him, i'm tired and too he is... I'm just a girl for pple to sanyang not someone who always just to help u buy lunch and bring for u that's all.. U got ur future, so am i..

In ur heart, I'm someone hu not caring, not understanding, not reasonable girlfriend.. Even how long we together oso will be the same.. So let's let go now.. and find a better one for each other.. Jia You~ Now mi and u is the past.. u have ur future to go on.. *Jia You*

Once again, another experience for realtionship!!!!... I will grow big... No worries.. Jia You~

I'm always strong and so do xian~ =)

Back here to blog once again, this few days also dunno y keep blogging lo.. keke~ juz read Xian's Blog... Can see she actually enjoy her life oso.. haiz.. miss the time when i'm single.. but now.. i have a good hubby hu cares too.. so actually single got it's own good too!!! but too attached...

Message to Xian If u read;
Actually no matter wad hope to see ur joyful face la.. okie! juz hope u r happy o lucky.. even wad he say may hurt u, but can see u r strong.. jia you! maybe i not ur good fren.. but if can i hope i can always lend my ears to u!!! *take care*

Now at hubby house lo.... Dear sick sick liaO.. Ooppss... No pple sanyang mi, but yet i sanyang him.. nvm. as long as he is there i will stil sanyang him, muackz... Chaiting juz called mi and remind mi to return her VCD... den i recalled, i actually lend her VCD damn long.. haha! Sorri ting... *muackz* hahhaaaa~

Miss those supper wif those WLNY pple.. mama san, i waiting for u.. muackz.. i love u guys!! sorri for everithing....

Juan Birthday on 24 march... wish her happy 18 birthday first muack.. my dearest buddy~

Tomolo is Ah Boon's birthday... yah!! happy 18 birthday!!! god bess u in ur study, work and relationship!!!!!

Last but not least love u my dear~ *muackz........zzzZzz.....*

*yawn*... just woke up.. keke~ i am a lazy pig.. later working 7pm.. kee~ stomach got a little hungry now.. but i have to go bath den prepare to go clementi and buy for my gong eat.. keke~ muackz.. love him wor..

Just added something to my blog again~ A "The Humps" video and my headline.. Attitude Rene.. keee~ nice anot? but i scare too fussy.. den ugly how?? But i like it can? kekee~

Sorry for any thing wrong wif my blog if there is any la... cuz i think my blog is not prefect enough.. keeee~ as long as u guys come and read and take a loook.. i'm veri happy abt it can? long time nv take photos liaO.. if gong next week's leave can get we going out to play and take lots of photos.. yah yah yah!!!!! going to get ready and buy lunch for him.. if not he hungry how? he is my hubby.. muackz...

Take care guys.. i hope u all noe the change of address.. keeeee~ and post some tag note for mi okie~ miss ya guys.. those who i long time nv meet... i will get to meet ya!!!!!! juz leave a msg, when i free.. there u go wif mi... babe~

A New Start Of a Day~

Being so boring at work.. kekeee~ therefore here my boring face~ Bleahzzz....


Now is 02.37am.. and i can't get to sleep.. my gong already sleep till like pig liaoo.. haha~ 'oo' sianz.. tonite working 7pm.. recept again... have to wait till 3am den transpot will come.. sianz.. life is so sianz.. juz now gong come my house make my com again. my stupid jie la.. call him to help her put things and etc.. so mafan..

Gong today quite tired.. *sanyang to baobei* keke.. long time nv blog liaO.. i think oso no pple come read liaO la.. keke!! boring.. tonite work nite den sunday work morning 11am.. cool.. i'm a super lady.... *bleahzzz*

Miss my gong lots now.. keke~ oso dunno y.. when wif him.. i keep saying him.. den he leave mi den miss him lots.. kaO... wad the hell am i thinking? kekee~

Now part-timer at clementi k box lo.. long time nv be server liaO.. the feeling quite good lo.. can run here and there.. keke.. tok cock la.. play and laugh.. cOool.. but tonite i be recept le... i am a part-time R and S.... special... keke! no pple have one le... i am the first one wor.... so proud of myself... kekee~ *bleahzz* suddenly hungry le.. how...? sianz... blog another day..

Anyway hope ya guys love my new out look of my beloved blog.. kekee!! muackz....

Getting Into The World Of Love With My Beloved Xiong~