Just wake up.... nv even sleep 5 hours... dunnno wad happen to mi... haizZz.. miss him?? NOOO!!!! i nv... just smsed ah pa... but he nv reply... dun think i going to pay it todae ba... Ah Pa. I'm so sorry for not informing u on time.. I'm really sorry... Cuz ytd i reali have no time/mood to think... When i wake up den recall tt i meeting u... I'm really sorri.. now i think u still sleeping ba~ hai...~

He smsed mi... sOooo? wad does he reali mean and want? Can't get her back so find mi back?? wad am i to him.... Say he lost temper... fine, i understand.. but the words r too strong for mi.. sorri.. i cannot take it.... I'm always selfish... I'm Serene, not her...

Asked one of my frenz.. Did u keep ur ex photo just for the sick of memories??? He relied No... That is just a excuse to keep ur ex pic... Isn't it? If his gf told him, she keep her ex pic just for memories.. he will give her one tight slap.... so does xiong reali get it from mi? i even kept quiet even i knew abt it.. cuz i noe when i tel him i will angry and quarrel.. he dun understand how much i dun wanna quarrel den suan liaO... say if i dun let him keep.. i'm so selfish... which gf can see his bf keep ex of their pic in their com? when ur com to u is like fucking important.... I just dun understand u liaooo...

I wanna put down but... can't put down oso... why and wad happen to mi... i dun even noe.. he is a smoker.. has tattoo... lie to mi... hurt mi.. just like Gary... Dun regret once more to be wif this kind of guy... But how am i to make my heart dead???? I'm going to dispression... *dying* Who am i to him....? A replacement... Can't get her and find mi back..? Sorry, I am not an animal... I'm a human being hu can love and feel.... I dying.... Dying sooonnnn......

See mi no more~