I tell you guys....
I going Vacation next week...
But..
Onli to Malaysia KL..
hahaa...
although is Malaysia only
but this is the first time i going vacation with hubby..

Very excited anyway..
haha...
But you noe wad...
durning holiday is much expensive..
We planned some where far.. but is in the rush..
cause.. have to wait for hubby leave den can book for place..
hahaaa..
but anyway.. i waiting for next week...
EXCITED!!!!!

Teen going Hk.. Wooo.. i oso wanna go..
but den cannot.. hai..
enjoy teen..
Today, alot of them nv come sch..
sianz.. but again, i enjoy myself.. hahaaa~
with so much chit chatting~ hahaaaa~

Bleahz...
Meeting hubby go shopping and maybe movie.. muackz
misses him now.. where is hubby..
he is only but he nv reply me..

*missing hubby every now and den...

On last friday, it is EeLynn's 18th birthday..
Here is the present i done for her..
And there is mistake. hahaaa~~~

You guys noe wad.... I read tt stupid warwar blog.. and it's like...
I HATE HIM FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART!!
He said that EeLynn is a slut... oh my god.. tt really hurts a girl
and u guys noe wad.. He actually say himself is a
BITCH!!!

I really cannot believe that man.. it...
*puke**puke**pule*
I realli cannot tahan studying with someone like tt.
Make me moodless sia.. kaO
i cannot tahan anymore.. i hate him!!!!
wah kao...
i just dun like him... i dun wanna see him forever~

I am so lucky.. i just now saw tt last week i am same group as him,
lucky i nv come and he oso... if not i reali can die
plus today.... we not in the same team.. Lucky..
Cuz too many pple nv come.. Luckyyy!!!
Thank God.. and now he went home already!!

Lucky..
Missing hubby~ where is he.. muackz...

I got my new song up.. Don't Cha by Pussycar Dolls...
Not a very new song la... but i just like it can??

Haha.. yesterday went out wif hubby.. yah i love being with hubby
24/7 yah!!!
Yesterday we went MOVIE!!!
Over The Hedge
Nice, cute, funny.. yah!! i love it....
I dun mind having another time..

Hubby wanted to watch X-Men..
BUT
the seats is like sucks... 4th roll from e screen
kao... neck broke...
so hubby choose to watch the one i like!!
yah yah yah!!
Love hubby.. he dote me, he really does.. just love him..
Had really a very enjoyable day.. i love him
and so he loves me too..... muackz hubby~

Hubby, i promise i will pei u to watch X-Men
although i dun quite like X-men.. okie..
Just because i love you...
And of course i wanna watch all the movies u state yesterday!!!!

Love hubby..........

FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I just got fucked by her... i dislike her more den anything even insects..
I HATE HER!!!!!
I dun wan her to be my faci... she is TOTALLY SUCKS!!!!!

TING HUI PING!!!!!

i hate her.. dun wanna see her anymore...
i hate her.. she was like saying us...
"I DUN GET WHAT YOU ALL IS DOING!!!!!!"
IS U DUN GET IT OR U ARE DUMB!!!
KAO!!! DUMB SAY DUMB...
DUN SAY WHAT WE SAY U DUN GET IT!!! IS YOU DUMB!!!

YOU DUMB DUMB FACI!!!!
I HATE YOU LA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
SLAP SLAP SLAP JUST LIKE SLAPPING YOU!!!

u think u r easy to fulfill??? I DUNNO HOW IS UR BF GOING TO FULFILL YOU WITH ALL THE SEX U NEED..
MY BLOOD IS FUCKING BOILING NOW... I DUN WANNA SEE YOU!!!!!

Fuck her.. fuck......



*children under 18 please ask for parents consent~ sorry for any convenience*

now i'm at class... module today is maths..
and
it is about programming.. Coool....

I am totally blur as fren around me studied tis last week
and i dun have a fucking basic in it lo.. den i have to start learning today
but at least i done not a bad job.. and guess what... they took mine work
for presentation.. i am sooo happy about it wor..
Going on Vacation soon... i wan it
No matter hubby bring me where, i stl like it....

My maths module change faci already..
he is not what i thhink.. he is a bit... puke...
hahaa~ but over all, beta den the bitch i meeting tomolo
kaO... and u noe wad...
i getting to hate DrWilly... eekk.. stay far from me.. i dun wanna see him.. ekk.

so boring.. hope time pass faster.. i wan makan BK breakfast..
meetin ah pa thursday for breakfast.. yah yah yah
yummy... i miss BK... hope i can wake up and so ah pa.. hahaa

missing hubby, muackz... i love ya..
later going to Causeway Point to buy boxers for hubby..
he bought that day, but den.. forget to take and leave it at LaiLai..
Poor hubby,, gonne dote him.. not like him, dun dote mi much like b4 liaO...
but hu cares... cuz i just love him from e bottom of my heart..

wanna dote myself liao.. anyway i just got my hair cut yesterday..
hahaaaaa.. but fren say, dun seems like i did cut.. hai.. nvm.. i like can liao..
hu cares.. muackz.... I gonna dye my hair soon.. i wan it red... RED... just like Ronald Mac..
I'm so sianz..... realli.. haha.. muack... miss hubby...

hubby i just misses u now and den...

Had been some time i never blog already.....
Now in class... So guai... No Pon Ten today... haha...
my hubby's good girl... =)

Now my class have some gossip to talk about...
about the one and only guy or girl in my class..
I can't even know he is guy or girl???
YESH!!! IS HIM!!!!
frens in class W16N will know who is he...

We say that he like Pam in the first place..
but for sometime.. WAR sees the true colour of Pam
and feel that Pam dun suit him.. Therefore he change his tagret..
TOOOOOO.....
OUR DEAREST LUCKY TEEN....

She is so "happy" wif it..
With no reason... WAR got her house number.. Ohhhh.. Noo..
Nightmare for teen... hahaaaaa...

WAR pei no one else but onli TEEN..........

I JUST HATE HIM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HOPE I DUN SEE HIM FOREVER!!
But guess TEEN loves him.. hahaaaa~

But i just love hubby.. muackz... i misses him..
19 more days wor....
i wan to go on vacation..... i wan..... i wan tooo...

*war war sucks*

Yah~ i have a new blogskin.. yah~
done by myself... Only myself..
look so cute, clean and relax..
i getting to love my blog
more & more..

yah~ new blog skin..
new start of another life...

hubby, i love you~

Me and him, never say sorry to anyone..
we just talk things out like tat.. cuz i just love him badly.
saw teen and him, so happy wif wad she happy
i miss him now...
i love him...

i wanna being dote
i love being care
i love him~
i love..
i love mickey mouse..
soon my blogskin going to change
i wan mickey mouse blogskin
muackz..
fever, flu.. i hate it~
SICK!!!!!

My Dearest Blog.. I'm now in skoool... five days never see my W16N classmates.
At this very moment.. i am totally tired and stress.. just feel like giving up everything..
I'm lost.. yesterday never sleep well... now totally tired.. feel like dying..

Had a very long chat with him on phone and online.....
Said alot... say wad i dun like.. say wad i wan from him.. ended up, he say i am stubborn..
think abt it.. hu is stubborn..? u or me..? or even both.. i am tired....

I had told u everything liao.. but for u.. i am always like that.. if reali i am.. u won't get to smoke now, dun get to buy any more bapes now.. dun get to go out wif ur frens now...
say all is ur hobby and i have to give in.. i ask u, can u because of me leave ur hobby aside just for a while? for the most that 2 to 6 hours per week.... when i am with u.. spend my time with you... accompany u... last time.. u use to be happy when i go ur house.. now no longer..
is it because the longer we been together, u already sianz liao... or wad...

i miss the time.. u hug me... off the lights.. and we chat... chat chat chat.. that is totally so sweet... i miss those times... miss the time that we laugh, play....

i wan to be ur prefect gf... i have to give u.. den can u oso? i can give in let u smoke liao, let u buy for bapes every month.. den still.. wad i get from u... go ur house... alone watch tv till i fall asleep.. wad is the diff even i am at home... at least i at home, u will care to chat wif mi online or on phone... i feel beta that way lo.. i am tired... i am sianz....

I TOTALLY GAVE UP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! wad else can i do now? can u tell me? give u wad i wan.. den hu can give me wad i wan.. u dun understand me.. cuz u used to be wif her for that long period of 4 years.. u r use to it.. den hu come and get use to my world???????

i still love u.... love u... but den.. i cannot cuz i love u.. i have to tahan u.... for everyday, every month, every year and every moment...

as to be ur prefect gf.. i have to tahan... have to change my hobby, change my life.... but ask urself.. wad u had really change for me... yah.. u did change.. but i change till.. i dun even have some personal time... wad i did.. all think of u first.. u le...

SUDDENLY I LOVE MICKEY MOUSE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

At this very very second.. Adrian just leave my house.. and now my lappy can connect already!!!! yahhhh..... He is my lappy's god.. hahaaa~
Today although is abit boring.. But too i enjoy myself...
I saw alot of ppl that i very long nv see liao..
Boy Boy, ChiaTing, XiaoLing, Viper, HuiShan... blah blah blah...

Had a very long chat with ling, accompany my boy to buy present for his fren...
Chat with chiating for awhile.. although is short but suddenly i cherish it alot..
I feel that, although i not always by their side.. when i am sad or in trouble.
they r always there for me.. i really very touch...
Just because of him, i actually left out so many of my good angels..
He is just like a DEVIL!!!

But at times.. i do misses him... but den.. i feel that i am happier now..
although i dun have someone hu dote mi that much. i dun have someone to kpkb wif.
but fren around can give mi that too... chating(kpkb) ling(give mi dote)
oh.. i felt being loved by them... even adrian.. i am really touch!!!!

i still care him, i still love him, i still misses him..
i cannot because of all this.. i am always the one giving in.. bare wif everything..
i change for u... u can feel? ask urself wad u had change for me?
u think i duno.. u nw smoke even more den last time.. cuz dun wanna quarrel i diam diam.
last time will ask mi when i am around.. now le? NOW LE?
in my heart u r stepping over me...

i had enough of everything.. although i am sad now that i need to dare that i must forget u..
but it is like thousand beta den i keep giving u and u keep stepping over.. i am a gf.. not a maid.. not a dog... i need respect too.... can u give me...
i swear i am totally happy today wif wad i have now..
i still can live without u... pple wanna drove me out.. i can go anytime i wan..
pple jio for supper i can go anytime i wan.. pple ask for karaoke i can go anytime..
even i sick.. pple will even wan to take me to doctor or even say beta words...
pple see i bored ask me wanna go shopping/walk walk.. or even watch movie.. wad abt U!!!?

YOU ASK URSELF!!!! i felt that without u, i dun need to think so much, i dun need to care what you gonna say, i dun need to fan where to go.. pei hu.. frens or u..

i am so free now.. a freedom bird.. but yet i misses u at times.. but i am sorry... u can't give me what i wan and i can't give u wad u wan.. being fren is beta~

*last sentence for u: i still love u at this very very second

At this very fucking time i SHOULD be in class studying my beloved maths..
But... U noe.. wad.. i'm now fucking at home with such a fucking bad mood..
If ya guys read my profile once again.. I AM SINGLE!!!

Anyone can woo me now at this start of very second...
But i know.. no one will love me like what he does..
Cuz i am stubborn, can't think what pple feels.
Last but not least, I AM A BITCH~

From now very second.. i wan to be a bitch!!!
I just like it, can?
He is not my guy and so i'm not his girl...
Being single is what i feel great.. then everyday being hold by him..
I had freedom now and so does he...
Had to face him again on Saturday..... FUCK!!!!

But bo bian.. what i want now is money.. no money, no living...
Suddenly, i love my home, mama, jie jie and frens/sista more den anything..
They are those will forever never leave me...
They won't let me be lonely, lend me their times when i need them.

Ling, really thanks for everything.. i love you!!! *bleah*
I should listen to you from the start... I'm Sorry...
I know what i going to do next.. Just like you find your loves one...
Don't wait anymore... OKIE!!!

Guys OUT THERE!! CATCH ME QUICK!!!!! hahaaaaaa~
fuck.. tomolo gonna call pammie teach me the maths programming....
W16N i miss ya guys.. will be back to skool tomolo confirm.... okie..
i need some outing at this moment... ANY!!??

I miss ah ling, joshua, chaiting, xiang and bryan but not HIM!!!!
What happen to me? DEAD?????? i dunno wad the fuck i am doing..

i had fever last nite at 38.6.. wah.. ate 2 panadol.. koon... now i am still alife..
God Bless Me!!!! i love him... but hate him at the very same time....

*PHOTOS UP!!!*





This pic i edited.. and it become like this.... --------------------------->>






New drink make my hubby.. *yummy*







Friends In K-box~ *Dudes*









Hubby and Honey~ *Lovely*









Hubby taken This Pic For me.. After makaning~









So boring... Take Funny Faces of ME!! hahaa~









My art piece is on my supervior bike~ wahaha~~~
*Proud of it*








My hubby's cute cute Doggy named Ah Bi~
So ke ai!!! muackz...









My current wallpaper... nice nice nice.........

Now i actually still at class.. wahahahaaaaa... feeling so boring..
My classmates are still presenting.. keke......
Boring.. So here to blog again... *muackz*
Feeling so boring..
If later not raining... i going to causeway to buy hubby's present.. kekeee....

But reali very expensive.... broke la.... how how how?????
No money makan liao wor.. den some more i wanna buy the watch that i like.. haiz.. kaO..
I love hubby... muackz..
Misses him every now and den.... =)

Boring.. feel like sleeping..
just now went to the IT tok... sleep for about 30 to 40 mins...
Shiok ar.....!!!!!!!!!

I NEED ALOT OF SLEEP!!!!

miss hubby now.. later meeting him liao wor... kekee.. yah!!!!!!!!
dear, i love you liao wor.....

i love you~

Sorry friends.. had been a long time i last updated my blog.
No worries.. there are coming soon.. now in skool so can't upload any pics.. and most of the pic is with hubby.. so sorry guys..
Very tired now.. really one week 7 days.. non of the days i can rest well... i am dying soon..
Haiz.. Already dun feel like studying liao wor.....

Hubby bought mi a BAPE shirt for mi.. seems nice but big.. nvm.. i just love hubby to dote mi.. haha
muackz....
i wanna buy the watch.. i want that.. today meet dar.... i wanna call him accompany me... but den i oso wanna see the one at Causeway Point... Hubby said is nice....
hahaaaa.. how how how.. spend money again.. i am broke... dear......

Are you going to yang mi?? u must okie.. if not i no money makan den die liao wor. i love you wor.. muackz.............

Start class liao.. get to blogging as sooon as possible.. muackz... i love ya guys....

This is actually a pic we took in class yesterday. It's actually durning our presentation, using aisha phone to take.. hahaaa~

From Left: Aisha(sha sha) Serene(me me) and praseetha (tha tha)

yesterday we are in the same group, i very proud that we had done a good job. maybe for teacher it is not a good one.. but i feel that we actually done our best. If can i will try to upload our work up here and some of the pictures i had took yesterday when i am out shopping wif hubby, adrain, wei peng and stella..

Yesterday not a very bad day anyway.... but today sux. dun wanna come school one but think of the mock UT test den come lo... so that i will know what to do when the real one is here.. haha~

Missing hubby now... later maybe buying the pen for hubby.. muackz.. his one is spoil.. dote him is what i love to do.... so hope he loves to dote mi too.. muackz.. i wan that puzzle necklace.. saw something look same like the puzzle but is love de.. dunno which one is nicyer.. bring hubby to take a look? GOOD IDEA....

Anyway yesterday hubby bought a very nice and cute adidas jacket. nice.. i love that but small is too big for mi.. and u all noe wad... HUBBY WEAR SMALL for that jacket..




This is the shoe that i wanna buy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
but they only have the smallest size 7......

i very sad.... really!!!!!!








This is the same series that is out with the shoe above.
The smalles size they have is S but den it's still too big for me...
Hubby wear S is just nice only u noe.. kaO......... i want it!!! =(










This is the back of the jacket... it is the goofy... nice nice cute cute.
I even ask the salesman will they have winnie the pooh one.. haha!!! i love pooh... but this jacket is really nice and cute... On My God.. i want it.... hu can get it for mi.. i marry him.. hai....

FROM NOW ON I'M GOING TO VISIT ADIDAS SHOP ONCE EVERY TWO WEEKS!!!

I'm in school/class now... u guys noe what.. I NEVER DO MY RJ for yesterday..
Oh My God... That is like.. kaO....
Very sad of it, but i di e-mail Mr Daniel Ng about it... im really very sorry.....
haiz. feel so sad.. sure get C already lo... =(

Hubby dunnno wake up le ma or still sleepin soundly...
he look thin an small.. but he is quite piggy lo.. hahaaaaaaa

So Pig of him... *bleahz* missing my hubby....
Going to start class liaO.... GET BACK TO STUDY NOW!!!
boring lesson today... *sianz*

Suprise... I'm actually in school now... feeling so hungry.. hai
Actually meeting ah pa for breakfast but when i reach mrt station ah pa just woke up!!
haiz.... start of the day make mi sianz liaO....

This few days not very happy oso dunnno wad had happen to mi...
Although now adays me and hubby nv quarrel to those extent that we to really "fright"
but i feel lonely and being left out.. Hope can try toking to him but i scare we will quarrel, he dun like that, so do i... im tired too.. I had being stress up for alot of thing...
Money? Relationship? Family?

where is my pocket money everyday?
where is my hubby when i need him to care MOST?
where is my family love and warm care?

Where are everything???????????

Hubby, maybe u saw this, u will be angry with those things i wrote here.. but seriously, i felt that the distance between mi and u and can be taken over by frenz around u or us. I felt being left out... i need ur attention... cry by myself, i can do doing... cry infront of u, u will keep asking.. telling u scare ended quarreling... im very stress up.. im tired....

TIRED TIRED TIRED!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hubby, not that i need ur 24 hours attention... at least when u were with me.. when u work, i never ask for ur 24 hours attention... but when u are already off duty and have the right to care mi.... i need all those... please....

im tired... i think i reali dying soon... =( really soon... i need to relax... i really do need those...
I need frenz now... seriously..... sisters and buddies where r all of u??? im very stress now.. i need some gossip and chat with u guys... to stress my everything out... =(

Hubby, the more i love u, the more i want to change for u to be ur profect gf/dear/wife but when something comes to me... i very dulan and hurt.. i cannot say anything, cuz i say i wan to change for u for not being so petty... but i very hurt... U no longer respect mi.... i dunno y.... i hate the feeling.... it hurts mi... really do.... although i everitime give u face... but in the end i oso nv angry... cuz i need to contorl oso...

if i done something u dun like, u oso will give face den after awhile okie liaO... i need to cool down.. cuz i promise u to change for u!!!! i trying to... forcing myself.. everytime to the limit till i will cry...

Dear, i need ur care and ur respect.. not u by my side and i felt lonely.... that is pei... but u noe the feeling of being left out... i hate it.... i need freedom... i am not myself anymore... i need it!!!!

TIRED!!!!!!! BEING SO STRESSSSSSSS UP!!!!