At this very very second.. Adrian just leave my house.. and now my lappy can connect already!!!! yahhhh..... He is my lappy's god.. hahaaa~
Today although is abit boring.. But too i enjoy myself...
I saw alot of ppl that i very long nv see liao..
Boy Boy, ChiaTing, XiaoLing, Viper, HuiShan... blah blah blah...

Had a very long chat with ling, accompany my boy to buy present for his fren...
Chat with chiating for awhile.. although is short but suddenly i cherish it alot..
I feel that, although i not always by their side.. when i am sad or in trouble.
they r always there for me.. i really very touch...
Just because of him, i actually left out so many of my good angels..
He is just like a DEVIL!!!

But at times.. i do misses him... but den.. i feel that i am happier now..
although i dun have someone hu dote mi that much. i dun have someone to kpkb wif.
but fren around can give mi that too... chating(kpkb) ling(give mi dote)
oh.. i felt being loved by them... even adrian.. i am really touch!!!!

i still care him, i still love him, i still misses him..
i cannot because of all this.. i am always the one giving in.. bare wif everything..
i change for u... u can feel? ask urself wad u had change for me?
u think i duno.. u nw smoke even more den last time.. cuz dun wanna quarrel i diam diam.
last time will ask mi when i am around.. now le? NOW LE?
in my heart u r stepping over me...

i had enough of everything.. although i am sad now that i need to dare that i must forget u..
but it is like thousand beta den i keep giving u and u keep stepping over.. i am a gf.. not a maid.. not a dog... i need respect too.... can u give me...
i swear i am totally happy today wif wad i have now..
i still can live without u... pple wanna drove me out.. i can go anytime i wan..
pple jio for supper i can go anytime i wan.. pple ask for karaoke i can go anytime..
even i sick.. pple will even wan to take me to doctor or even say beta words...
pple see i bored ask me wanna go shopping/walk walk.. or even watch movie.. wad abt U!!!?

YOU ASK URSELF!!!! i felt that without u, i dun need to think so much, i dun need to care what you gonna say, i dun need to fan where to go.. pei hu.. frens or u..

i am so free now.. a freedom bird.. but yet i misses u at times.. but i am sorry... u can't give me what i wan and i can't give u wad u wan.. being fren is beta~

*last sentence for u: i still love u at this very very second