Suprise... I'm actually in school now... feeling so hungry.. hai
Actually meeting ah pa for breakfast but when i reach mrt station ah pa just woke up!!
haiz.... start of the day make mi sianz liaO....

This few days not very happy oso dunnno wad had happen to mi...
Although now adays me and hubby nv quarrel to those extent that we to really "fright"
but i feel lonely and being left out.. Hope can try toking to him but i scare we will quarrel, he dun like that, so do i... im tired too.. I had being stress up for alot of thing...
Money? Relationship? Family?

where is my pocket money everyday?
where is my hubby when i need him to care MOST?
where is my family love and warm care?

Where are everything???????????

Hubby, maybe u saw this, u will be angry with those things i wrote here.. but seriously, i felt that the distance between mi and u and can be taken over by frenz around u or us. I felt being left out... i need ur attention... cry by myself, i can do doing... cry infront of u, u will keep asking.. telling u scare ended quarreling... im very stress up.. im tired....

TIRED TIRED TIRED!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hubby, not that i need ur 24 hours attention... at least when u were with me.. when u work, i never ask for ur 24 hours attention... but when u are already off duty and have the right to care mi.... i need all those... please....

im tired... i think i reali dying soon... =( really soon... i need to relax... i really do need those...
I need frenz now... seriously..... sisters and buddies where r all of u??? im very stress now.. i need some gossip and chat with u guys... to stress my everything out... =(

Hubby, the more i love u, the more i want to change for u to be ur profect gf/dear/wife but when something comes to me... i very dulan and hurt.. i cannot say anything, cuz i say i wan to change for u for not being so petty... but i very hurt... U no longer respect mi.... i dunno y.... i hate the feeling.... it hurts mi... really do.... although i everitime give u face... but in the end i oso nv angry... cuz i need to contorl oso...

if i done something u dun like, u oso will give face den after awhile okie liaO... i need to cool down.. cuz i promise u to change for u!!!! i trying to... forcing myself.. everytime to the limit till i will cry...

Dear, i need ur care and ur respect.. not u by my side and i felt lonely.... that is pei... but u noe the feeling of being left out... i hate it.... i need freedom... i am not myself anymore... i need it!!!!

TIRED!!!!!!! BEING SO STRESSSSSSSS UP!!!!