we break promises, memories break us
love me when i least deserve it because that is when i really need it

SERENE
Tuesday, May 16, 2006

At this very fucking time i SHOULD be in class studying my beloved maths..
But... U noe.. wad.. i'm now fucking at home with such a fucking bad mood..
If ya guys read my profile once again.. I AM SINGLE!!!

Anyone can woo me now at this start of very second...
But i know.. no one will love me like what he does..
Cuz i am stubborn, can't think what pple feels.
Last but not least, I AM A BITCH~

From now very second.. i wan to be a bitch!!!
I just like it, can?
He is not my guy and so i'm not his girl...
Being single is what i feel great.. then everyday being hold by him..
I had freedom now and so does he...
Had to face him again on Saturday..... FUCK!!!!

But bo bian.. what i want now is money.. no money, no living...
Suddenly, i love my home, mama, jie jie and frens/sista more den anything..
They are those will forever never leave me...
They won't let me be lonely, lend me their times when i need them.

Ling, really thanks for everything.. i love you!!! *bleah*
I should listen to you from the start... I'm Sorry...
I know what i going to do next.. Just like you find your loves one...
Don't wait anymore... OKIE!!!

Guys OUT THERE!! CATCH ME QUICK!!!!! hahaaaaaa~
fuck.. tomolo gonna call pammie teach me the maths programming....
W16N i miss ya guys.. will be back to skool tomolo confirm.... okie..
i need some outing at this moment... ANY!!??

I miss ah ling, joshua, chaiting, xiang and bryan but not HIM!!!!
What happen to me? DEAD?????? i dunno wad the fuck i am doing..

i had fever last nite at 38.6.. wah.. ate 2 panadol.. koon... now i am still alife..
God Bless Me!!!! i love him... but hate him at the very same time....