we break promises, memories break us
love me when i least deserve it because that is when i really need it

SERENE
Monday, June 12, 2006

Got back home... alone again...
Go where just now???
Same place.. but with no him around..
my dearest clementi kbox..

had dinner at vari-nice..
makan white rice with steam egg, lady finger and borrcoli..
Cheap.. got a cup of pesi at 1 dollar.
save.. just wan to save...
cuz i am ALL alone. i have to save for my own NOW!!

actually meeting xian in the evening but last min she can't make it..
den while i am at kbox.. she came..
chat with her, sing with her, play and joke of cuz..
and all our laugther....
someone to share my laugther with now..
saw xiaozi come finding her... so lovely..
so touch.. miss those days when he still chasing me..
but wad pass is pass.. time will nv turn back cuz of me...
all is in my memories..

forget everything when pple tok to me, joke with me...
once i am back home.. the feeling is back once again..
i dun like the feeling.. *cry*
adrain bully me.. there is no more HIM to protect me..
cry.. all i can do is just cry...
suddenly no protection.. feeling so weak..

everytime saying sorry..
is just like letting u have another chance to lie to me..
i'm not so stupid anymore..
no more chance for u to lie mi again...
people around HELP U!! hu help me?

all alone in a raining path.. no protection...
just all alone....
alone...
alone...
alone...

shattered heart~