finally, i am back from love problem..
mi and him okie le.. for all info..
but distance seems far from now....
i dun understand him like before..

seriously... i felt we r not like b4...
seems like stranger.. i dunno why...
maybe, i still have no trust in him...
machine will break down, so do humans..

maybe i need some rest to overcome everything..
sorry for not trusting u... i trying very hard too..
u tired, so do i...
im sorry for everything....
need time...

message to Teen:
im very proud of ur papa...
if he can do it too... i love him totally and forever...
let wish for that den....
cuz all i hear from him is... it's very hard..
but he need chances.. give him the one last one..
i really hope he make it........
cuz i just love him...