just had half a pack of potato chips and coke..
nuthing to do and face this square monitor once again..
sian ar.. really sianz.. todays is another rest day...
den tomolo start work till sunday..
den contiune study all the way till september den holiday..

"waste my stupid leave at hm"
dun type till so big.. u have no one to blame okie..
blame urself.. for being selfish.. never think hw will other pple feel..
u r the one hu want it...
if u never done tis.. u think i oso will so stupid stay at home?
fuck off den..

but anyway oso good.. can have a good rest and good chat with her..
i think u all will have alot to catch up....
u r now nuthing to me.. no tears for u anymore..
i wan my life going on.. not b'cuz of u...
everytime because of u, i can't get my own life going..
done so much for all the lie.. i dun need anymore..
i go one with wadever i want now.. no more U!!!!
u r just a mama boy.. will nv grow up...

i am not a smoker.. dun ask me to understand u when u dun even let me understand.... i'm not going to give in anymore.. cuz I TOTALLY NOT IN THE WRONG!!!!!
no matter wad pple say.. i dun care.. they r they.. they side u.. fuck off..
i got my own ideas and rights too.. smokers r all rite?
den i be smokers den...
FUCK OFF!!!!!
no u = i still have my own life...
just need to learn to be single and lonely again..
i can make it...

fuck it den....