i want to complain everything out..
i am just 19.. how come i have to face so many problems and stress..
ar... i dun wan too... yah i have family there to support me.
but how much can i share with them?
Money, my mama and jie oso have their finance problem..
ar...
it's killing me.. can i dun be so tired.. i had enough of everything..
i wanna cry out NOW!! REALLY!!!!

he can't understand how much i am facing..
i noe he is stress tooo but got more den me?
it's since 2 years i nv get a single cent from my mama..
and i have no break at all.. 1 week 7 days..
when is the day i can really out with hubby or frenz to enjoy!

u think i wanna quarrel? i just cannot contorl everything..
it's totally killing me.. i had enough of everything...
care me more please.. i need care and support now..
NOT QUARREL!! okie.. u think i wan oso??
i dun wan.. mood swing, u think i can contorl.. how much more u wan me to change..
always wan me to change wad about u? i am myself.. can stop forcing me oso..
i need ur care.. not forcing and call me to change everything..
arrr.... i am damn stress.. stress den my mama and jie jie..

want me to think of u.. den u le? can think of me also? i had enough!! i am tired.. please kill me now den...
arrr.. i dunno wad the fuck now.. i need someone to console me..

*crying now*

i had enough! please kindly kill me now now now NOW!!!!!

I HAD ENOUGH!! i am just 19 y y stress seems like i am 29...