i skip school again,
my result.. i dun care anymore..
i am tired now..
need some rest,
frens around all not free..

ate 15 panadol and sleep for fucking 2 hours pluz..
now stomach pain...
panadol is to stop pain, yet it make me painful..
Ar....
I want to sleep, but i can't get to sleep..
Anyone can pei me out?
I need FRIENDS NOW!!

tried, the thing is in my room..
throw or keep? give or not go give?
so wad even i give?
means nuthing for both of us...
cut myself, PAIN!! BLOOD...
i dunno wad to do now.. ALONE!!!!

I want to work.. i need money NOW!!!
not a single cent on me...
im broke, ALL B'CUZ OF HIM!!!
IM SO STUPID!!!!!!!!!!!!
I HATE MYSELF TOOOO!!!
tot he really will feed me, but haha!!!
let pple laugh ONLY!!!
IM A BIG JOKE FOR CMT FROM NOW ON!!!

she is laughing away, he is enjoying away,
he loves her, he heart pain when she some with wedding card
this means wad??
ar.... STOP!! not gonna think.. im just a toy for him.. im so stupid..
IM SO STUPID!!!!!!