Arr.. Back from outlet..
waiting for hubby to off duty le.. cuz super meeting sia..
KNS!!!!

now at home.. hubby say he is coming over to pei me.
he off tomolo.. wooo!! yah yah yah!! hubby sanyang me into deep sleep!
love him hugging me tight in my dreams.. woo!!

Arrrrr....
although i always seems happy! but i do have sad times...
i dun like to see him smoke..!!
it hurts me totally..
when i noe he is smoking or let me see.. i really wanna stand far from him and hate him in my heart.... but i noe i must be strong! ar.. but strong can strong how long? ar.....
I really dun like the feeling... really hope he understand my stand.....
I wan him to be healthy! maybe i am selfish! but tis carry on will still quarrel.
I can tahan/strong for how long.. hubby.. not forever!!!

arrr.. it's killing me.. i love u dote me, treat me good..
but hubby. when the moment u smoke.. can think of me? and stop urself from smoking?
CAN U? i think of u dote me and sanyang me.. i tell myself to be strong, not to angry or drop any tears.. BUT can u do the same...? ar...... i am tired..!!!!

I wan rest!! stop asking me y i nv find u!! IM TIRED!!! ar.. it's killing me....
dun ask me y my face black black!! IM TIRED!!!!! TOTALLY TIRED!!
from start till now.. i dun even have a day that is more than 8 hours for me to sleep and rest! dun say enjoy! if i have time to enjoy, i will choose to sleep den..!!!!!

Arrr.. gonna stop here..
my english sucks.. my everything sucks.. LIFE OSO!!! hope hubby can light up every dark areas for me..! muackz..!!

he is my only angel.. i love him! muackz..
he is my everything.. no him.. no me.. but when he smoke.. he is NOTHING!!!!