I am back here AGAIN!!
i have nuthing to do other then BLOG!!!
no one understand how trouble i feeling now..
feeling weak, hungry, sad.. arrrr...

feel like beating up myself..
got school dun wan go.. stay at home rot, face com..
listen song.. CRY!!
arrr... i live for myself and not anyone..
my life is mine.. not belongs to anyone..
i dunno wad happen to me.. can someone wake me up NOW?

it's already 45 hours.. let see.. i at wait till how long den i will faint.
i really hope i faint now.. and i dun need to think much..
eat panadol.. dun make me sleep.. hahaa!!
make me even headache. NOO!!

Go out? with no money and this kind of face.. i will just go out scare pple.!!
arrr.. everyone is enjoying their teens life.. but me here!!!

XiaoXian is at home too.. Also about relationship!!
wad wrongs with girls?
guys when they quarrel, they can always have the mood to do things..
but why not we girls?
why is always our fault?
why is always we say sorry!
wad had happen?? just because we too love u..?
arrr.. xiaoxian.. we r strong.. =)

everything seems so blank now.. no pple at home.. no pple call me.. no pple sms me..
am i really all alone without him?
did i really sell all my times to him?
can i buy it back?
arrrr.. it's killing me..

*changed my blog song.. this is how i feel RIGHT NOW!!!*
this is a nice and touch song..
i love this song so suddenly...
arrr..!!!

i can be strong in the past and oso now... I CAN DO IT!!!
arrrr.. the song is repeating in my winamp.. arr.. *cry*

he maybe enjoying now.. or even seeing another girl..
for fuck i am here sitting here crying??
WAKE UP LA SERENE.!!!

Arrrr!!!!!! I AM ALRIGHT!!!!!!!!