we break promises, memories break us
love me when i least deserve it because that is when i really need it

SERENE
Thursday, August 03, 2006

Arrr... at this time.. i should be in school.. having fun with W16N
but.. im at home NOW!!!!
Arrr..
it's more den 44 hours i nv eat a single thing..
wOooo.. i think i gonna be slim.. wooO!!!!!!!
Arrr..

it's killing me!! i having headache since last nite.. till NOW!!
arrr... it's killing me..
seeing things not clearly now.. dunno wad happen..
feeling so weak.. Back is so pain NOW!!
arrr....
feel like lying on my bed.. but then, can't sleep..
everything is killing me.. fuck tup!
wad happen to my life??
i am just 19.. wad had happen!?

it seems like i am a old grandmother.. who have no child to take care of me...
Arrr.. i think i am worst den my mama now..
fine nvm..
HUNGRY! food where r u?
i need some.. NOW!!
really killing me.. soon i gonna be like last time.. here pain there pain!! arrr...
i dunno la.. feeling so fuck tup now... kana sai..!!
i have no mood at ALL!!!

HEADACHE!!! HUNGRY!! WEAK!! PAIN!!!
AM I A 60YEARS OLD GRAND NANNY NOW!!!!????