Thursday, September 28, 2006
back to blog liao wor.. okie.. i think my blog is sick of me oso la.. break patch break patch and always quarrel... but overall still wan to say sorry to my dearest blog..
okie.. again here.. im single... im back single again.. u guys may think i having swollen eyes now.. lol but NO! i nv even drop a single tear after i off my com.. i noe i am strong.. the tears are in my eye.. but i am strong so i nv even let a single tear to drop.. see.. first time.. so powerful.. not that i dun love him.. maybe is because.. reali dead heart with everything and tired maybe.. all i can say is i just love him.. but yet.. i really cannot tahan anymore... seriously.. I LOVE HIM! LOVE HIM till no words can say anything... just that i cannot tahan anymore.. for wad having a relationship that torture? having a relationship is happy ending.. not torturing.. im sorry dear.. maybe when we like tt cool down and think about it.. we may get back together again.. who noes..
im strong.. and so do u.. i noe u nv drop a single tear too... cuz u nv will.. cuz in ur heart, it not fully me.. but other gers.. like Karen, Joan, Esther, Yanlin.. who i can nv replace of.. i give up for all the chances i ever give.. all i can give i had given.. is just that u r not the one hu wanna hold on to it.. im sorry if i judge u so early.. but i just xin ku!
i still love u.. but loving u cannot forever cover up ur mistake.. onli now and den.. not forever... think about it.. how old r u.. time to be mature and have a serious relationship.. stop lying and flirting.. ur next gf, i dunno how many chances is she going to give u! so cherish wad u have now.. den when u lost it.. den ask for chances again.. the crack is always there..
u r not a yellow ribbon guy.. cuz i did give u chances.. go and count.. see how many had i given u.. u r a lucky guy that i gave so many.. the others NO!!! i just love u and hope u think about wad i wrote here if u read okie...
OVERALL I WANNA SAY IS!! This moment, this weather, this hour, this min and second.. me, SEREN KOH KAI WEN.. still in love with u..
im sorry dear... ... ... *huggie* no tears please...
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