we break promises, memories break us
love me when i least deserve it because that is when i really need it

SERENE
Thursday, April 27, 2006

At very tis moment, im in school.. So boring.. my team mates and i are all doing diff things
Seems so boring and sianz. stomach a little pain..
This few days my stomach got a little siao siao
keep giving mi problems... haizzzz~














my fav pooh pooh~ muackz..

feeling so bored now.. miss my hubby's house de pooh pooh.. so long nv hug him tight~ muackzzzzz i miss dar too... muackz.. always miss you!!!

Message to juan, sorry, still owe u a meal. will return u soon enough i miss ya dude~

i miss alot of pple... ex: juan, mama san, jac, ernest.... etc.... of cuz my hubby~
although always wif him, but when he is not at my side i still miss him badly~
dearrr.......... where r u!?


Wednesday, April 26, 2006

Hey guys u noe wad.. im now at HOME!!!!!
I never go school todae... Oh shit...
Sorry faci and group members.. put u all aside..

Anyway hubby spend his nite at my house yesterday....
He came without telling me.. *suprise for mi*
Muackz.. thank you!!!!
So as to repay him back.. i went down to buy breakfast for him...
while he is still in deep sleep.... *sanyang*
he dun wanna wake up!! haiz.. the food won't be nice later on...

anyway.. something trouble mi...
anyone noes how to put chinese in blogspot..
i can't le.. y!!!???
haiz...

miss my class.. not toilet.. but...
i keep going toilet............
the brownish thing came out from my butt make mi puke...
Eeeekkkk.....


Tuesday, April 25, 2006

Today is a bad bad bad bad day.....
I pon half of my school today....
I ran to toilet 3 times in 5 hours.. evey meal i taken, after that i need to run to toilet..
The time i in toilet is more den i at my room...
haha!!!!

I hate that kopitiam uncle lesson..
He talk for an hour and the whole class dun understand wad he say and asking us to do...
kaO....
Is this how he teach???
Tot tis week will be much beta den last week but i'm wrong...

my stomach still pain....
just came out from toilet...
i think tonite i need to sleep in toilet den....

haha~ i miss hubby....
he say he will pei mi tonite.. but he nv... *sad*
miss him badly.. can i hug u darling....


Monday, April 24, 2006

Sianz.. getting tired of skool already.. although it's just second week~ dunno.. maybe the teaching suxs...

I'm tired already.. work and study!!!.. one dae one meal? please kill mi..

can i dun study or work.. im reali tired... i need someone hu cares mi...
can u be the one??? dear i misses u now..
i miss the time when u woo mi..
u treat mi thouand times better.....
=(

im going to break down... dying soon... im dying..
i need a nice and long sleep......


Friday, April 21, 2006

At this time, i'm in skool. wahahahahahaaaa..
Just felt very bore.. Now i actually using my fren's com to blog.
Cuz she is usin mine to do presentation.

sianz.. felt realy very bored. haiz.. today is maths lesson but still okie lo.. everithing goes the same... Later working at 7pm.. tooo 1 am...
den tomolo morning, i oso working at 11am.. kaO... so tired u noe anot... sianz.. i dun like to be tired.. i hate it..

Miss Hubby now.. hope to hug him sleep like one day ago... he pei mi and slept at my house.
Thank you hubby... i love u!!!

Now i oso going to fall asleep already.. -.-zzzz.... i wanna go home... can anyone please bring mi home.. i dun wanna take a train for so long.. haiz~ i miss hubby 2 dote mi lots lots...
Haiz..... feel so tired to be in tis world.. it makes mi sick and tired of everything.. =( i love u my hubby.... i misses u!!! please sanyang mi...

=( i dun wanna study and work anymore... i'm just fucking tired....
I wanna fuck tis world upside down... i hate all this~ *cry*

Seriously, I'm really tired......


Tuesday, April 18, 2006

Now in skool.. so boring.. now waiting for lesson three to start..
Our teacher today look like an uncle who always sitting at kopitiam drink beer..
He reali looks like an uncle but not teacher..

Dun understand wad he is trying to say in classs.. so many blurs above my head..
Den my team comes out wif a veri veri simple persentation.. Dun think we will have good grades ba...

Just because of that uncle la.. Can't explain simple, short, nice and clear..
Kao.. Dun wanna him to teach mi.. it's so sianz u noe... -.-Zzzzzzz.........

A young and cute guy for mi is better lo.. But an uncle.. OHHHH!! NOOOO!!!

i going to face him another 2 hours plus.. can u imagine how i going to pass my sweet time..
Meeting hubby later.. misses him. muackz..
Before that, i going causeway point to find my jie first.. bleahz.. i miss hubby
*muackzz...*

Never take any pic in skool before.. if have i will upload some for ya guys to see my school
It looks so big and nice.. but won't noe that why they empoly someone so old to be our teacher..... *blur* o.o?

Missing hubby... (.")("v")(",)


Monday, April 17, 2006

First day in school... tired... tt is all i can say...
Today, i get to noe better abt my classmates..
We done group work.. talk more and of cuz play more la...

One of them named pamela..
She is a joker.. very sweet of her lo.. so ke ai..
Nuthing can reali say her much ba...

Actually dun wanna so long break.. but seriously..
although it is break.. but it is extra time for u to finish ur work/presentation
so de lame....

Still not veri bad day..
Just now went down for lunch..
but reali too many pple already..
No time to Q for foo and drinks...
even 7-eleven is so crowded... haha

i just bought some tibits that's all...
Den here i come back to class so lonely..
blog blog blog.. tt is all i can do...

Missing hubby now... ke lian de dear..
Today Adrian nv go to work cuz he yesterday went to drink...
Haiz... y like tt sia...

Sanyang dear, but he dunno actually i care him alot...
I missin him now..


Sunday, April 16, 2006

Back here to blog again...
You noe wad.. mi and hubby solve another relationship problem..
I just love him and scare to lost him again..

I decide.. to let him have his freedom...
Maybe now still cannot.. but i trying hard too..
As wad he said.. wad is mine is always mine..
Even how hard i contorl, even he wanna leave he oso will..

Maybe this always have to keep in my mind ba...
So i can happily wif him without any quarrels...

School starting tomolo liao.. have lesser time wif him..
But dear i just love u...
*muackz*

You guys noe wad.. my mum won 4D.. yah...
and she gave mi 100 bucks.. yah!!!!
another extra money for mi.. wooohhh...
Mummy i just love u...


Saturday, April 15, 2006

I had deleted one post before this..
Because can't see the chinese words... too bad..

Aiya.. wadever it is .... time will not turn back...
Lets everithing go smooth ba...

=)



Today.. Not a good day.. but yet a bad day....
You know wad? I'm single again.. u noe.. AGAIN!!!

Relationship for me is really.............
I oso dunno la...
Just let time pass by...
Cheer up is a good way to stop thinking and imagine..

But once u r alone.. the pain and hurts will come back...
People around mi may think i am all right...

BUT!!!!

I'm here to tell u.. the more okie i am.. the more hurts i get...
Work is work.. personal is personal...
So i contiune working like normal... cuz i noe i need tis job...

Again.. another sad story/relationship i had..
All this for mi is to grow and learn...

Maybe i really ku zhi(chinese).. but i will always stand for my rights..
Maybe i really can't love to give in...
Cuz i hate being hurt like wad i get abt 3 -4 years ago...


So again.. new life for mi... and new goals for mi....
Yet all i can say is Sorry, I love you.... =)


Friday, April 14, 2006

Haiz.. A veri tired and boring day i had...
Today is Good Friday.. Yet i have to work...
This is okie.. but u noe wad.. it's damn busy..
Reali like a bee... u noe u noe...
Today i actually faced 300++ customers and i dun even noe abt tt.. oh my god..

Today sales is not bad.. So is other outlet... yah yah!!
*Jia You*

Had a veri veri tired day..
Captian treat us dinner den.. haha~ had abt an hours + singing..
den headed home sweet home...

So tried..

Tomolo i working too... i hope sales is good too.. but not like today...
Really killing me..
*dead*

School starts on monday liao.. have to wake up 6.45am..
Who wanna meet mi to school? i dun wanna go alone..
*Lonely*

Study and work hard..
Going to find another part time job.. cuz i think one is not enough for mi...
as they already have enough pple working..
and u noe wad...
Supervisior.. is going to have more workers working..
Ohhh.. Noooo....

I need money... 200+ to 300 a month is NOT ENOUGH for mi.... =(
I need a money tree... Do you have one? =)


Wednesday, April 12, 2006

Morning everyone.. i'm back here wif my lame story~ wahahaha~~







There is a guy name Zhi Xiong.. Feeling so bored at Burgar King.. He get a drink and enjoy it...










When his wife called him... he just give a fcuk face.. hahaa~ For us maybe it's funny...








But we dunno tt his wife actually angry~ .......... Den.. HOW???
BOX!!! his wife gave him a wonderful BOX!!! hahaaaa~...








Den.. His wife walk away wif their kids.. haiz.. sad la.... but wad to do.... (still sitting there... kaO... haha)










Den he cried.... *sad*... wife go liao... den wad can he do...









An angel appear infront of him.. and glad him the way~ den he go back and find his wife and everithing goes now for him...


Lame story i have.. hahaa~ anyway veri late liao. go get prepare and meet hubby liaO.. Enjoy my day~ muackz....



Hey.. New Layout and Song.. kekee!!!!
Although i dun like Jay Zhou.. But when the first time i hear this song.. i like it...
Not because Hui Rong sang it.. is the song reali nice.. kekee~

New layout... the colour is totally diff from the one b4 tis.. kekee~ white and clean...

Starting skool next mon liao.. sianz.. have to wake up.. 6.45am everiday... kaO.. tried u noe.. wahahhaa~... but i just love making new frenz.. hope i can see old frenz around mi.. muackz..

Cannot pei Hubby tt often.. but my heart is wif him..

10/04 met a new malay fren from my class.. name Mira.. she looked sweet.. keke~
Mira, nice meeting u.. (u may not see tis message..)

Anyway.. meeting hubby later at 11am.. so have to go sleep after tis post.. muackz..

tomolo.. shopping for new clothes.. yah and but some for dar oso.. muackz..


Nite and Morning everione..... =) *yawn*


Monday, April 10, 2006

Yoz... U all know wad....

I'm now in school...

wait for abt nearly 2 hours.. but nuthing had seems started...
Sianz...
No one to tok to... So i'm here to blog again.. keke...

Alot of them is playing wif com... So.. mi too.....

Lesson is seem going to start.... I want to go home....


-.-Zzzzz....


Saturday, April 08, 2006

haha~ had been a few daes nv blog le.. just not free ba.. bleahs.. anyway.....

I want to change my blog's skin.. feel a little sick of it liao.. hahaa!

BUT!!!




I dun have the time can? haha~ will change it soon..

Sooooo...

Dun go away.. to see the new outfit.. muackz..

Meeting Hubby in a mins time.. muackz.. Love him!!!!


Thursday, April 06, 2006

Had a big quarrel wif Hubby today... Haiz... Cuz of one thing.. Cigg... haiz... Smokin reali so diff to quit??
Reali hope i can give it a try.. =(
But he dun let mi... =(

Really hope i can understand...
How is the feelin when nv smoke...
And wad actually make u all smoke...

Give it a puff and maybe i will noe...
Hubby, i'm sorry if i'm too over..
But all tis for ur own good..
Cuz i just love u...

Hope friends around him oso help him...
Hubby, remember...
One day nv quit smoking..
There won't be a marry in my mind.. haha..


Love You~
muackz...