Updates again...
In school now.. doing letter writing today. sianzz
sucks in english sia.. hahaaa~
boring day.. never sleep enough. very tired now..
feel like sleeping sia.. wah kao..
bleahzz..

Teen never come skool again. kaO..
dunno wad happen to her..
she say she is alright and okie..
hope it's all true... anyway.. muackz to her..

End of month liaOoo..
taking pay SOON!! i dun have any money left liao wor.. haha
NO MONEY, NO MAKAN, NO TRANSPORT, CANNOT FIND HUBBY!!
hahaa... NO MONEY, NO EVERYTHING!!!!!!!

hahaa!! but hope dear will feed me.. hahaaa~ den i dun need work liao lo..
hahaaa~ muackz to him lo.. haha~

missing hubby, loving him, thousand of loves for him!! muackz...!!!!!!

Back to blog.. saw this pic.. u guys guess where is tis..
u guys know or not know???
hahaaaa~

When me, mei, jing and teen is going to lunch..
when the lift's door open.. we were like. WTF!!!!!!!!
There r plants in the lift.. and guess wad...
Teen was like.. faster.. we take a photo.. and TEEN took for us!!
tt's y no her inside sia.. aiya!!!!!

hahaa~ trim my eyebrow.. look so funny, cuz realli long nv trim sia..
hahaa~...
Today lesson, blur blur blur!! but in the end i got wad i wan and trying to do..
3 cheers for me!!!!!!
Love hubby.. missin him now.. sharing things with him make me feel beta..
although we have arguments.. but den.. make mi and him beta ba..
but a thing i dun like and hurts me is whenever he say "DUMP!!"
means.. BREAK!! i dun wanna hear that anymore.. Hubby u listen tt???
u r the one call me dun always say tt.. now u r e one.. kaO!!!
now u r like pointing ur fingers at urself.. haaa!! okie la.. sanyang!!
anyway.. i feel beta.. realli lots better den last time when i kept everything to myself..

muackz.. Promise to full ur heart with only one person!!!
SEREN KOH KAI WEN!!!
and she is gonna be with u, for the rest of ur life..
hahaaa~ muackz.. u can't throw her anywhere.. haaaa~
she is now somewhere in ur heart.. wahahhaa~..

muackz.. going to Zzzzz... TIRED!!
BITCH LESSON TOMOLO!! FUCK!! GONNA BUY DICKS!!!!!

HUBBY, YOU GONNA HAVE ME IN UR HEART ONLY!!!!!!!

Updates again~
Today's lesson ended quite early..
Today presentation goes well for my group..
hope something good from my faci.. hahaa~

Hubby come fetch me and we went shopping AGAIN!!
hubby gave me a suprise.. he bought me the necklace..
that i actually want for about 3 months ago..?
i like it can?
muackz for hubby and 3 cheers for him..

Accompany him to buy his working black pants..
he is FAT!! wearing size 32 liao wor..
hahaa~ someone fatting with me..
hahaa!! 3 cheers for myself.. muackz..

went back to Clementi K Box.. sing sing sing. lalala..
shout shout shout.. i shout alot..
hahaa~ had been since some time i last touch the mic and sing. haaa~
look being a customer... hahaa~ just sing sing and dun need to work sia..

Had another happy day with hubby...
but poor hubby, have to wait till next week den got off sia..
i hope hubby dun work and just pei me whenever he can..
i just love him being by my side...
love him.. just love him..
nuthing more den him.........
he is the one and only hubby...

MUACKZ!!!!!!!

Just now is trying to blog..
but den... the connect in skool is not good..
therefore i save it in notepad first...
now can le.. den i update~
here it is~

in skool at this time.. boring sia... =(
i laugh till now sia..
Our faci.. is a little round as i can say...
he wear the tight tight shirt...and u know wad..
WE CAN SEE HIS NIPPLE!!!
oh gosh....

we learning Natural Order today..
and i come out with Natural Order too..
More pple like him, we will get to see more nipples around..isn't it rite?
hahaaaaaa~
but anyway..
nvm...


Still nv get any sms from hubby,still sleeping like a pig i think..
hahaaa~muackz.
love him sia.. he is always so caring... muackz
wear my new slippers to school. nice..
MICKRY MOUSE!!
guess TEEN loves it.. hahaa~ muackz..
anyway.. back to problem today.. headache..
dunno wad is it about sia..
hahaaaaa~
missing hubby.. muackz...
love him lots.. and tons...
muackz.. kisses just for him only!!!!

Today had a great great day...
Hubby OFF DAY!! and we went shopping...
U noe wad.. HE ACCOMPANY ME SHOPPING!!!
ohh.. i think alot of girls envy me liao la... hahaa!!!
got such a good bf.. accompany mee.. Coool...

Hubby know i wan to buy new slipper...
he bought me my fav mickey mouse slipper..
muackz.. really love him..
he knows what i want and i need...
such a caring bf i had...

Dear finally bought a 3/4 pants from S&K..
i call him buy one.. looks nice on him..
really cool.. and u guys know wad??
he bought and he go to toilet and change...
haha.. cuz the jeans he wear today is too small for him..
HE FAT LEH!! YAH!!! i so happy.. someone fat with me.. haaaaaa
FATTY!!! FATTY HUBBY!!!!

tomolo hubby's off day again!!
hope dear will bring me to skool. but i know it's toooo early for him..
so i dun think soo.. just hope he come fetch me and dun be late is good enough for him liao..
tomolo another outing with hubby.. yah!! dunno where to go sia. maybe somewhere near and nice... had a simple dinner.. walk walk or watch movie....
BUT both of us r running out of CASH!!!
anyone can donate some to us?? hahaaaaa~...

say till cash.. my next month pay is going to be $354.. which is NOT ENOUGH FOR ME!!
makan, transport, bills and some etc gifts for hubby!!
where got enough?
everytime buy things for him is like.. at least a hundred plus..
everything he likes is so ex. kao!! y can't he like something cheap??
hahaaaa~ i oso wanna like things that r EX.. DIAMONDS!!!
hahaaa~... next aim, same as xiaoxian.. swimming with hubby...
i wan... hahaaaa~ muackz......

Dear nv come my house today... sianz.. y like tt sia...
i wanna hug him.. kiss him...
very tired now.. walk so long just now... think hubby is tired too...
muackz..

LOVE SHOPPING WITH YOU!!! I WANT MORE TIME WITH YOU!!!
MY DEAREST, HUBBY!!!!!!

At this moment, i at hubby house updating.. keke..
Hubby still sleeping soundly..
piggy him.. but he is cute...

Later going out with him of course..
makan, shopping, chat, play...
hope an enjoyable day... muackz..
:p hubby today off, tomolo oso..
he have to wait till the week after next den can off sia.
i think he is going to kill Mr Billy for his off day liao..
kana AIM sia.. poor dear.. i'm sorry..
just b'cuz of vacation den like tt...
but what to do.. they r just fcuking unreasonable..

Suddenly felt that hubby is important in my life.. no him, no me..
So happy for her.. i oso wanna marry.. and have him always beside me.

Muackz.. hubby still sleeping. PIG PIG PIG!!!!!

hahahaaaaaa...... anyway.....

I WAN TONS and TONS of $$$!!

HUBBY WAKE UP LIAO WOR!!!!!!

Damn it... Today is a fucking day in school....
Enterprise Skill.. Kao.. Kopitiam Uncle AGAIN..
damn it... and i am late today...

Have to catch up with teammates after all those..
Eddy left us around 12++ sianz sia
count till i siao sia....

kao kao kao kao...
dun feel like facing the Kopitiam Uncle.....

Yesterday bought hubby a new mouse at $100+++
can't say how much as he may know... and i left with only 5 bucks in bank..
first time like that sia... no point..
cuz i promise to buy him before our 6months.
somemore yesterday when i in school, i whole day never sms him..
i feel bad.. cuz he maybe worry or sad or lonely..
muackz.. i just wanna dote and love him with all i have and can..
muackz...

later going home change and find him, i just love him lots. muackz...
HUBBY, I LOVE YOU!!!!

Our breakfast for the 1st day at Boon Lay Mac.. Our favour BIG BEAKFAST!!! *yummy* me, adrain and hubby have the same breakfast.. WOOOO!! miss the first day!!!!

Hubby in the bus, look so fresh after mac breakfast... *cute* this is my wonderful HUBBY!!!!! *love him* on the way to Malaysia throught the asia.......

We reaching malaysia.. WOOOO!!! we saw malaysia.. taken by Adrain.. NICE VIEW!!!!!

Having some junk food on the way to KL... yummy.. FAT FAT FAT!! tt's y i grow fat.. OH NO!!!

A very cute little kid that i play with throught out the whole jounery.. She is so cute... Her mum call her sleep, but she answer that we not sleeping then she oso feel like sleeping.. She is CUTE!

Reach our Hotel.. a place for us to sleep, bath, slack.. hahaaaa!!!! :p nice okie. not lousy den s'pore's hotel wor... not a bad one.... =)

Mine and Hubby's room.. cool.. nice.. relax.. COOL!!!!!!!!!! sleep.. sleep.... sleep....

Our lunch at malaysia sushi.. woo.. look so cool.. better den s'pore sakae sushi.. Oppss. and food there are cheap and yummy... *yum yum*

Hubby's cold noodle.. yummy.. He look so enjoy isn't he? hahaaaa~ he is always so cute~

Dunno where to walk sia.. MAP MAP MAP!! hahaaa~ LOST CHILD IN MALAYSIA.....

This is one of mine and hubby's favour... damn nice.. never ate this before in singpore.. hhaaaaa

Adrain kana rape by hubby.. hahaaaa~ funny adrain face.. and hubby slacking there.. hahaaaa~ so damn FUNNY!!! Let's LAUGH OUT LOUD!!!!

Me lying on bed.. slacking and relaxing.. NO STRESS!!!!!!! WOOOOO!! love the feeling~

DRINK DRINK DRINK!!!! DRINK TILL DRUNK!!!!!!!!!!!my first kiss in all vacation trip.. Thank You hubby.. muackz.. love ya~

Alot more pictures.. but is like.. TOO MUCH!! 100+++ pics.. haha! upload those i feel is cool and nice.. muackz... really thank you hubby for spending time with me there.. and my first vacation with boyfriend. Won't forget sia. muackz..

HUBBY I JUST LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!

back to skool work.. bye~

back in school...
sianz.. sleep enough but still tired.. oso dunno y..
planned to leave skool..
but mummy sure dun let de.. and start nagging me..
going to tok to hubby about it first...
den talk to jie jie if i can..

after that try to tok to mummy..
muackz..

back in skool.. feeling is very funny..
learn nuthing....
love skool as in got time to gossip and talk cock..
hahaaa...
just like aunti.. blah blah!!!!

okie back to lesson..
will update soon....
miss hubby~ MUACKZ....

back home..
never blog for a few days.. guess that u all miss me..
hahaaaaaaa...
i done a blog for hubby..
a place for mi to let mi noe more about him..
hope he update daily..
muackz...

hasn't been free to update.. sorry peeps..
i work for the whole fucking from tuesday to sunday..
and is like.. afternoon, nite, afternoon, nite...
the working time i jumping about..
so when i reach hubby's house..
i just bath and there i go to dream land..
therefore.. no time or can say lazy to on computer and update...
but skool reopen tomolo..
so no worries.. i will update daily..
cuz i am in skool and i am damn bored....
hope when skool reopen..
life will be better den the pass one..

hubby i love u!!
u r my everything..
am i to u too???

Quarrel Quarrel Quarrel....
always quarrel...
not with him.. den with mama..
i had enough...
u dun like him is ur bloody problem..
not mine.. i love can liao...
im living with him.. not u!!
i nv force u to love him...
he is mine.. not urs..
for wad kpkb... kaO..
i am 19... i need someone to care and love!!!
u think onli u?
wad else u wan from me..
study study and guai guai..
listen to u like a dog..
i just love the way i am now.. CAN I?
lock mi up.. u think u wad... fairy ar...
i will find ways.. okie..
dun force me to move out...
u will gonna regret for the fucking forever!!!!

if ya dun understand.. den try not to understand..

finally, i am back from love problem..
mi and him okie le.. for all info..
but distance seems far from now....
i dun understand him like before..

seriously... i felt we r not like b4...
seems like stranger.. i dunno why...
maybe, i still have no trust in him...
machine will break down, so do humans..

maybe i need some rest to overcome everything..
sorry for not trusting u... i trying very hard too..
u tired, so do i...
im sorry for everything....
need time...

message to Teen:
im very proud of ur papa...
if he can do it too... i love him totally and forever...
let wish for that den....
cuz all i hear from him is... it's very hard..
but he need chances.. give him the one last one..
i really hope he make it........
cuz i just love him...

i delete the post b4 this..
later my sis saw it. i gonna die!!!

suddenly this thing come to my mind..
BIKE!!
i can learn bike.. if i work full time..
so should i?

Errrm... ask for votes.. hahaaa..
den i got it liao. i can wake up late for skool..
cuz i got transport.. wHoooo...

looking forward to tt....

just had half a pack of potato chips and coke..
nuthing to do and face this square monitor once again..
sian ar.. really sianz.. todays is another rest day...
den tomolo start work till sunday..
den contiune study all the way till september den holiday..

"waste my stupid leave at hm"
dun type till so big.. u have no one to blame okie..
blame urself.. for being selfish.. never think hw will other pple feel..
u r the one hu want it...
if u never done tis.. u think i oso will so stupid stay at home?
fuck off den..

but anyway oso good.. can have a good rest and good chat with her..
i think u all will have alot to catch up....
u r now nuthing to me.. no tears for u anymore..
i wan my life going on.. not b'cuz of u...
everytime because of u, i can't get my own life going..
done so much for all the lie.. i dun need anymore..
i go one with wadever i want now.. no more U!!!!
u r just a mama boy.. will nv grow up...

i am not a smoker.. dun ask me to understand u when u dun even let me understand.... i'm not going to give in anymore.. cuz I TOTALLY NOT IN THE WRONG!!!!!
no matter wad pple say.. i dun care.. they r they.. they side u.. fuck off..
i got my own ideas and rights too.. smokers r all rite?
den i be smokers den...
FUCK OFF!!!!!
no u = i still have my own life...
just need to learn to be single and lonely again..
i can make it...

fuck it den....

我子想说我爱你~
but u only think of urself..
never think how will i feel if i find out..

therefore i hate u being so selfish..
i hate u~

guys hu visit my blog offen..
will found that i changed my blog skin..
a skin that full of my feelings...
being lonely in a dark black world..

love lighten up my life..
no love.. my life is den darken down..

wanted to find a song that explain my feeling...
but can't find one that can fit in my blog skin and feeling..
therefore i choose my hump...
will change the song soon..

finding.. finding..
maybe some chinese song..

no nice song..
maybe the song that i always ask him..
u still love me?

so wad even is a yes?
i oso dunno.. it's meaningless now...
i wan to live on my own..
no tears for him anymore..
NO TEARS..

u love me? or u love urself?
dun say is me.. cuz it is a lie..

Got back home... alone again...
Go where just now???
Same place.. but with no him around..
my dearest clementi kbox..

had dinner at vari-nice..
makan white rice with steam egg, lady finger and borrcoli..
Cheap.. got a cup of pesi at 1 dollar.
save.. just wan to save...
cuz i am ALL alone. i have to save for my own NOW!!

actually meeting xian in the evening but last min she can't make it..
den while i am at kbox.. she came..
chat with her, sing with her, play and joke of cuz..
and all our laugther....
someone to share my laugther with now..
saw xiaozi come finding her... so lovely..
so touch.. miss those days when he still chasing me..
but wad pass is pass.. time will nv turn back cuz of me...
all is in my memories..

forget everything when pple tok to me, joke with me...
once i am back home.. the feeling is back once again..
i dun like the feeling.. *cry*
adrain bully me.. there is no more HIM to protect me..
cry.. all i can do is just cry...
suddenly no protection.. feeling so weak..

everytime saying sorry..
is just like letting u have another chance to lie to me..
i'm not so stupid anymore..
no more chance for u to lie mi again...
people around HELP U!! hu help me?

all alone in a raining path.. no protection...
just all alone....
alone...
alone...
alone...

Shattered hearts..
pain, pain and pain..
Today felt so meaningless..
nothing beta to do then facing this square monitor..
Feeling lonely...
Feeling cold..

neither had my breakfast nor lunch..
no mood to have anything..
Hungry.. but just can't eat anything...

friends are all not free...
now then i know friends are important..
without him, i am all alone..
friends.. i am sorry to leave u all alone when u all need me..

shattered hearts...
cannot can stop the pain....
*cry*

NOT IN FUCKING MOOD NOW!!!!
i just want normal life.. care and love..

nuthing much.. i dun need u to be my SUPERMAN!!
just a normal guy i love can i can love!!!

I love you!!! but i totally give up and tired...
Im sorry for contorl u..
maybe u cannot give wad i wan..
i want u to happy... nuthing else..
Can u understand why i angry?

im sorry for not letting u do wadever u wan...
but hope u understand...

I'm tired.. dun find me anymore...
let me rest.. thank you....

I dun wanna tok to anyone.. leave me alone.. =(

Yoss.. was back from KL trip the day b4 yesterday..

Day 1
Took the stupid bus... early in the morning 9am..
Had our breakfast at BL mac...
Yummy....
Den sleep, eat... drink.. sleep.. on my bus... till we reach KL..
The stupid driver was like..
never tell us den we reached our hotel.. den keep calling us to be faster as we need to take our bag bag... kAo.. den Adrian kana his hand cut... Oppss.... *pain*
Check in hotel..
Done with packing and bath...
Went to walk.. Shop.. Shop at Time Square..
A nice place.. but is too big.. dunno where to walk sia.. hahaa~
Evening.. Went to Chinatown.. Cool alot of BLUFF STUFF!! haha
u guys hu went there b4 will understand wad i tokin about~
Bought nuthing.. on our way back to Hotel..
We makan some malay stuff.. dunno the name.. but YUMMY!!
never ate that in S'pore before sia.. yummy....
Den went to the pub at the hotel.. got a HESSANY V.S.O.P
at rm350.. wooo.. mixer FREE!!!!
Den... SLEEP!!!!!!!!!!!

Day 2
Wake up late.. can't get to makan hotel's breakfast..
We went to KLCC which known as the twin towel..
makan.. A&W.. yummy..... miss A&W sia...
Really cool.. but headache...
not in the moood to shop... hai.. had a little quarrel with hubby
and back to hotel to rest....
Sleep till 6pm+ adrain wake mi up...
Den went to makan prata.. and some india stuff.. again YUMMY!!
den we went to chinatown makan the caypot rice.. SHOCK..
but kana "chop" by pple there.. 3 person with one big caypot rice and 3 can drink..
rm27!!! kaOOOOoooo!!!!
but nvm.. we enjoy.......
After that went back to hotel rest a little go down find GER for our dearest adrain..
Can't find any... as all r hide.. but got pple go ask adrain wanna find any ger..
hahaaa~ so funny..... can see adrain needs it.. but he dun dare too....
SHY!!!
After that.. back to hotel.. get the V.S.O.P back to our room..
adrain went down buy up food again.. makan, drink and relax...
3am++ and we dun even noe... so we get to sleep FAST!!!!

Day 3
early in the morning, pack and prepare to check out..
makan hotel's breakfast.. not a BAD ONE!!!
when to time square walk again.. bought bag...
last min saw got indoor theme park.. i wan play!!
if can load some pic for ya guys.. LOts of pic.... hahaa~


And back to singapore.... miss KL!!! eat and sleep..
NO WORRIES!!! i love there.... i just love there....

Hey.. sorry never update for a few days...
You guys noe wad.. i going on vacation tomolo ....
actually can say today.. cuz after midnite liao...

Malaysia, through the asia..
I'm getting closer and closer... whooo....

If can i will buy as many thing i can.. SHOP TILL DROP AR!!
first vacation with hubby... whooo.. whooo..
the feeling... only u were me den u will understand..

This week.. no working for me..
ONLY ENJOY AND RELAX!!
NO STRESS!!!!
Just My Care and Hubby's Love~

Done with hubby's present...
Bought boxers for him..
maybe cheap but u noe wad..
all his boxers is i bought for him ONE!!!
COOL!!!!!! Love him......

Vacation... I LOVE VACATION!!!
shop shop shOp.. SHOP!!!!!

I can't wait........

I nv blog for days.. u noe why..
Cuz i not in skool.. misses another UT test..
For so long nv study.. suddenly study really not use to it..
I miss Pam, EeLynn, Teen, Sha, Mira, Eddy, Dayat, Kwee Mei.. and lots...

I miss ya guys.. muackz..

Another thing.. Happy Birthday To Our Dearest Super.Terence~
My Duffy Duck, Taz.... Blah Blah Blah.... etc...

Had alot of pics... BUT!!!! i not at home now. will upload.. asap.. okie~
happy my dear fren...

Distance between me and dar seems soooo FAR!!
maybe when school reopen, i may not always go down find hubby..
I need some rest... maybe too tired make mi always stress up
and quarrel with hubby............

I just love him and wanna be with him forever but it seems so diff..
i wanna him to be my perfect bf and i wanna be his perfect gf..
BUT HOW???

Hubby, i really love you, wad i can do i already do..
i dunno wad to do now. everything seems so normal to you liao.
haizz.. i really wanna be with you.. CAN I??

Teen, ur ah ma will get well soon girl..
Xian, mi and u is the same now.. Feeling far away from our love ones..
haiz.. hope mi and hubby from KL come back will be beta...

I wanna hug him tight tight NOW!!!
Hubby, I love you!!!!