back to blog liao wor..
okie.. i think my blog is sick of me oso la..
break patch break patch and always quarrel...
but overall still wan to say sorry to my dearest blog..

okie.. again here.. im single...
im back single again..
u guys may think i having swollen eyes now.. lol
but NO!
i nv even drop a single tear after i off my com..
i noe i am strong..
the tears are in my eye.. but i am strong so i nv even let a single tear to drop..
see.. first time.. so powerful..
not that i dun love him.. maybe is because.. reali dead heart with everything and tired maybe.. all i can say is i just love him..
but yet.. i really cannot tahan anymore...
seriously.. I LOVE HIM! LOVE HIM till no words can say anything...
just that i cannot tahan anymore.. for wad having a relationship that torture?
having a relationship is happy ending.. not torturing..
im sorry dear.. maybe when we like tt cool down and think about it..
we may get back together again.. who noes..

im strong.. and so do u.. i noe u nv drop a single tear too...
cuz u nv will.. cuz in ur heart, it not fully me.. but other gers.. like Karen, Joan, Esther, Yanlin.. who i can nv replace of..
i give up for all the chances i ever give..
all i can give i had given.. is just that u r not the one hu wanna hold on to it..
im sorry if i judge u so early.. but i just xin ku!

i still love u.. but loving u cannot forever cover up ur mistake..
onli now and den.. not forever... think about it..
how old r u.. time to be mature and have a serious relationship..
stop lying and flirting.. ur next gf, i dunno how many chances is she going to give u! so cherish wad u have now.. den when u lost it.. den ask for chances again..
the crack is always there..

u r not a yellow ribbon guy.. cuz i did give u chances.. go and count.. see how many had i given u.. u r a lucky guy that i gave so many.. the others NO!!!
i just love u and hope u think about wad i wrote here if u read okie...

OVERALL I WANNA SAY IS!!
This moment, this weather, this hour, this min and second..
me, SEREN KOH KAI WEN.. still in love with u..

im sorry dear... ... ... *huggie*
no tears please...

Been in class 25C for about a week..
I know my classmates better now..
A friend of mine name Khai.. He is the first one who make me laugh and joke.
nice guy to be with...
sometimes i really feel that malay people is friendly den chinese..

anyway... im just boring in class now... lol!
dun like someone in class who always act like a leader.. so sianz sia...
but people in class seems to like him alot.. also dunno y and wad happen...
It's been a week and i never even have my break time with my classmates.. but with kwee mei, he jing, pammie, andy, wee kiong, sam and blah blah blah!!
it's fun and i like that class and oso miss all the moments together.. =)
Class now is so sianz.. cuz is meeting3 and it's presentation!.. -_-Zzzz..

later maybe having dinner with kwee mei and etc.. dunno le.. lol!
im so sianz now.. dunno wad to do actually! just hope to get home and -_-zzz..

boring...

anyway he jing is very sad.. as someone actually get her credits in class..
which i dun like actually! cuz u noe.. the feeling as in u done so much and u share with ur fren.. but ur fren get the credits and not u! RP is like the more u noe and have rite points the better grade u get! BUT! she is not the one who is going to get the grade she actually does.. arr.. really sad u noe..
i dun like people being so bad and black-hearted... it's sooo bad bad bad!

he jing, anything just share okie... u have us.. .. ..
no worries.. muackz!!!
(.")(",)friends ever... ... ... ...

Back to school AGAIN!
now is sem2 liao wor.. and we r all in a new class..
new people, new faces and make new frenz..

holly shit! i seems like i cannot get along well with my classmates..
they seems so normal and can't joke with..
hope is maybe because is the first day of school and everyone is just shy ba..

hope things getting better tomolo or next week onwards..
i did nothing today! i went for break..
with my class W16N people.. lol.. =p

i dun really dare to laugh in class.. as i scare they will go far far away from me..!
they may think i am an alien.. lol.. hope NOT!
lol.. so sianz in class.. dun have someone like pam, hejing, kwee mei, eddy, hedayat! blah blah blah! my bear bear, andy eelynn.. all dun have! miss them NOW!

arrr... class seems dun like me..
people are talking but not me.. dunno y! maybe i am an alien to them la.. FUCK!
i have to scold that word.. lol!
have to walk longer distance to get to class.. and the smelly is ekkk!! lol..
lucky i got fren same level as me.. as they will come and find me. so cook sia.!
love them!! lol..! cool people...! ^^V

i think i gonna complain alot ba! must give my blog some space to breath!
i think i better stop.. if not my blog dun work properly lol...!
thank you my dearest blog as u heard all my worries and problems.. *muackz*


although im in class W25C now.... but i still love and miss W16N and of cuz my hubby!

muackz to hubby who is always there supporting me.. thank you! i just love u... !

HOLLY SHIT!!!
SCHOOL START ON THIS COMING THURSDAY!!
NOW DEN I NOE!! OH MY GOD!!
AND I WORKIN ON FRIDAY!!! OH MY!!!!

f*cking shit.. so fast school reopen.. can't even let me work on friday!
but i dun care.. i gonna work.. and run off from 2nd meeting..
arr.. i am sorry faci.. but i have to do tt.. ar...!! LOL!

damn f*cking sianz.. today nv go for the appointment.. so sorry about that!
really sorry! i am just to tired and fall asleep.. opppss..!!
i am a pig.. this holiday i nv rest well and enough..
sleep less and enjoy less..! arr.. everything is killing me..

hubby.. r u there to hold me when i am falling??? r u??

arrr.. missing u now.. i feel like dying..
dun wanna get soo much stress.. just sleep and eat..
no school and work for me..! arr. i am just f*cking stress NOW!!!!

yah! friends if ya all noe.. i changed my song..
to a love chinese song.. errmm. dun really noe how to explain..!
i actualli like the korea version! but i can't find it's mp3 song over the net!
but pple hu did watch the MTV of Kiss! that is a very touching mtv i ever seen!
i cried for that MTV when the first time i watched it.. love tt song.!

heard the song at k box in chinese version.. and i kept learning..
and u all noe wad.. i noe how to sing liao.. COOL! love it man!
although the korea version is much nicer.. but chinese one is not as bad...
it is touching oso!.. *cried*

try it at k box and u will know..
credits to Jimmy as he is the one hu is listening to this song den i over heard it!
yah! found something that i like.. is really wonderful..!

anyway.. muackz to hubby as he listen to me over and over again singing this song..!
i noe he loves the way i sing it.. and feel it..! he loves this song too!
listen it.. and u will noe the meaning..!! meaningful ar..! muackz!

happy and wanna updated to my blog.. yah! credits to Jimmy, KBox and lastly my beloved hubbY!

HUBBY U ARE THE BEST!!! ROX!!! ^^V

The Real You

Here is the analysis:
You are a very serious person. You tend to be quiet and well behaved, and you don't have a great deal of self-confidence. You prefer to be alone rather than with friends and that could make you a little less interesting to certain types of guys.

You are very attractive in an individual kind of way, and this means it can take people a little while to get to like you.
You really care about other people's feelings and are quite serious about the issues that affect your life. You are sincere, and your concern for the well-being of others makes many people want to be your friend.

You strictly follow rules, and you expect other people to be the same as well. People can get tired of you easily, as you can make them feel a little guilty about themselves. You always make decisions on your own, and can be dismissive of other people's advice. You like to be the leader in groups, but can forget to be concerned about the people you are with.

Guys see you as being a thinker and a careful person. They will be really attracted to this quality in you, but you need to learn to speak your mind, otherwise people will find you too shy and quiet. Learn to relax and lighten up--it's okay to have fun sometimes. When you learn to develop your fun-loving side, guys are going to flock to your side.

Your boyfriend believes that you are a strong and independent person. Your confidence and cheerfulness make you an attractive person to be around, but sometimes you need to pay more attention to what other people, including your boyfriend, are thinking.

Try it..! ---> http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test81.aspx

Get to know yourself better

Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:
You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education
You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.

The right job for you:
You have many goals and want to achieve as much as you can. The jobs you enjoy are those that let you burn off your considerable excess energy.

How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:
You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

back at home NOW!! cool!!!..
staying at home is sometime better den outside..
some place only for myself and no one else..
do wadever i like and i wish too! no one cares..
even i dun wear anything.. no one is gonna care and see. lol..
i am a little crazy.. as i am just too sianz of my life..!

Holiday now.. but i dun have anything to do..
work.. wah kao.. 2 days a week. kana sai! so angry u noe.. lol..
but nvm la.. slack for 5 days/pei hubby and sianz for 5 days lo..
tomolo hubby's off day.. gonna go out and shop with him..
enjoy and laugh with him!.. cuz i just love and miss him now..
lol...! sianz ar.. wad is he doing now???

anyway..
A HAPPY BELATED 9TH MONTH ANN TO HUBBY!!! lol.
baby is OUT! 9 month liao wor.. so fast.. all the up and down..
a wish here.. wish hubby can pei me and dote me.. 24/7..
arr.. he is not doing now adays.. i hate it.. i wan dote and sanyang from U!
arrr.. miss ya now.. u noe how much i love ya?? arr!!!
if dun treat me beta.. dun blame me for running away! lol.. keke..
dun angry wor.. keke.. scare i run away! beta treat me good from this second onwards..

anyway.. i start to miss my classmate.. arr.. i love them!.. i wanna laugh out loud like the MSN wink... lol..

didn't went to my pri school gathering on saturday..
opps.. was working and i was damn tired.. sorry pple..! will miss u all too. no worries. okie..! loll...
alot of things to say! but at this moment.. my eyes are closin and i feel like sleeping.. and i keep having typo.. i think i really very long nv touch computer liao la.. opppsss.! lol..

heck heck heck.. gonna go dreamland.. i am tried now.. anyone can come and accompany me in my dreamland and have a good laugh together.. lol! muackz to pple around and reading my post..
cuz u all are the only one hu is reading.. and no longer my hubby!!..
i not gonna write anything about him liao la.. lol! dunno can anot.. bleahz.. if not u all will feel bored, isn't it? sorry pple..! =) *smile can?*

i just love the way that i love hubby every now and then!...

Very long no update.. im sooo.. sorry!
but seriously... i have nuthing in my mind now..
lol.. really nuthing.. oso dunno y..

since the last entry till now actually have alot of things happen to me.
but i just have no time to update.. and now i dun really recall anything in my mind..
all i know now is i am tired.. bleahz..

tomolo working again.. and after that meeting primary schoolmates for steamboat..
sound cool, but i scare i have nuthing to share with them.. dot..!
hubby is working now.. and i am damn sianz now..
after this i may take a break.. and have a nap nap nap..
koon till i shock arr.. yah!

when get the camera from hubby, i will update ur guys some pic i had taken lo..
anyway.. i miss W16N..
another outing PLEASE!! lol..

miss the classs.. and the joker in class.. miss all the laughter.. haiz..!
time fly.. really do.. feel so bored when holiday but when school reopens dun feel like going again! wah kao... wad is happen around... lol..

okie.. meeting hubby later.. again.. makan, rest, tok, joke and sleep..
lalalalalalalaa... any outing later? dun think soo..
sianz.. bleahz.. muackz to hubby!!!

Friends.. i miss u all.. muackz.. and oso my hubby!!!
Xiong Xiong u ROCKS!!!