we break promises, memories break us
love me when i least deserve it because that is when i really need it

SERENE
Thursday, November 30, 2006

I am damn angry now.. i dunno y am i having such classmate in class...
Am i really damn suan or what! i really have enough of him la..
He is totally an ass to me la..

He onli know all this:
1. i dunno wad to do
2. i dunno how to do
3. break already?
4. i go for break
5. what u all doing?
6. watch his own movie
7. on his music till high volume
8. sit there and relax when others are so stress
9. he like to drink coffee which i dislike most
10. just keep asking is it done when he had done nuthing instead..

ALL HE DONE TODAY IS JUST SEND ME HIS FRENZ PPT THAT'S ALL! FOR FUCK I WAN IT?
I CAN HAVE IT FROM MY FRENZ.. OKIE!! IDIOT!!!!!!!!
this means that u done something? don't force me to take my bottle and push it into ur ass..

Now i really very hot already arr...
WE FINISH EVERYTHING!!!!!
den he say: b4 u all update let me see, i want to see whether there is anything wrong anot.
WTF!!!! even it's wrong u dun have the right say anything.. Cuz u fucking done nuthing..!! u r an ass to me la..!!! ..l..-_-..l..
after he see everything, he said: EVERYTHING CAN LA!!!

den i was like.. WTF!!! OF CUZ EVERYTHING CAN LA!!! CUZ WE R THE ONE HU DO IT!!! ASS!! u idiot..!!!

hope that i won't be with him anymore..
last time i tot jordan they all worst cuz they keep playing game.. now i felt he is worst la.. wah kao!!!!!!!! dun even feel like looking at his face now.. cuz i will feel like slapping it la.!! ASS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


Wednesday, November 29, 2006

That day went to Bugis then at nite i saw this
THE COLOUR RAIN!!!!!!!!!!


This is actualy the lightings for the x'mas. but it is just so nice and cool isn't it?? I hope rain will be like that in the nite! so cool and romantic arrr.. lol!! i wan those rain in singapore..
After seeing those lightings.. i will know that x'mas is coming.. so wad am i going to do this season?? celebrate at k box again! WORK WORK!!!

On monday i bought something i can IN SCHOOL!!!
the candy floss.. It's so nice and cool.. muackz.. Just 1 buck lol.. so cheap le.. i mean not cheap.. as in it is selling in school.. must be like $1.50? but it is as per normal.. $1.00 nice nice!! yummy. but today i nv see them selling..
This is the candy floss machine.


So again! i not in school yesterday!!! arr.. was overslept arrr.. but! dun care arrr.. i just dun like the faci..
And u guys noe wad.. that day i i attitude at her and i not here for yesterday lesson! she actually give me a B! woo... no bad ar? lol... but u think i care? she is someone i dun care anymore la.. ASSS..
She is an ASS to me arrr... kana sai!!

I think i going crazy once again la.. i dun care hu the hell is infront of me. if u get me heated up! i can just say sorry to u.. i gonna shout into ur face.. lol!!!!!!


Monday, November 27, 2006

Last week as i can say.. "Is A Not Enough Sleep & Time Week"
I dun have enough sleep and of cuz no enough sleep can also result in no enough time to accompany hubby!!!

Never pon any class last week.. i come for the whole week..
3 cheers for me, i and myself..! YAH YAH YAH!!

weekday = school and not enough sleep
weekend = work and no time to accompany hubby.. arrr...
i felt im so useless as i cannot accompany him and sanyang him when he need all that the most NOW! arrr.. sorry!!!.. =(
and i hate the way as he nv dote me too.. maybe he is too tired and come back with headache.. arrr.. hate k box training!!! make my hubby suffer.. -_-..l..

Today dun think he can meet me.. he have to go C8 and suffer.. oh god.. he is so ke lian la.. i dun wan my hubby to be like that! if can i can replace him i dun mind la.. !! asss.. being a server is beta la.. asssss HOLe!!!!

back to school jokes and fun..
Dunno how is things going on with Pam and Jordan.. ^^V *evil smile*
read pam's blog.. she is like being in a true romantic drama la.. .. .. ..
so touching! miss the time when hubby wooing me.. ^^V lala...
anyway.. pam.. jia you! lol!!! u can make it.. if u dun wan den too bad.. no one can help u my dear..!!!

message to hubby,
i still love u like no one can understand
i still love u like i dun care wad i had done
i still love u like u think i care?
i still love u like i hope every min can just stop for me and u
i still love u like even human can fly
i still love u so....


I GONNA MARRY ONLY YOU!!!!!


Friday, November 24, 2006

Yesterday had another quarrel with hubby again! arrrr..
i dun like quarrel. i dun like to tear in the public. and of cuz i dun like to be hurt! All i want from a bf is care and concern.... Arrrrr...

I dunno who and what am i to you.. i dunno.. i wan to know....!!
I only know i love you! but.. do u?
Do u love me the way i love u or do u love me the way that i wan u to love??
I dun wanna quarrel!!

I DUN WAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Again today's problem sucks.. MATHS MAKE ME MAD AR!!!.. i dun wan!!! i dun wan to study anymore la.. i hate studying liao la.. u noe anot.. lol!!!

Today very stress la.. i dun have enough sleep arrrr...! i dun have u noe.. i dun have enough!!! i need to rest and sleep... i wan to be hug by someone hu can protect and love me.!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *the feeling is like being a princess*

Again.. i come to school for the whole weekk.. yah yah yah!
One week plus to go and holiday here i come!!!!!!

Overall from morning till now is a stupid day!!!! A STUPID DAY for me...
i dun have the mood to study, i dun have the strength to do anything.. =) i dun have arrrr...!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I JUST WANT TO REST AND SOMEONE TO LEND ME HIS/HER EARS!!!! =...(


Thursday, November 23, 2006

I'm so sianz and come across this song which i love and like it alot alot.. The meaning is there and the first time i listen and feel it. My tears actually drop down from my cheek. Can you imagine how touching is the song? Listen it and feel it with your heart!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

*\\ Here Without You //*
(Music by Arnold, Roberts & Harrell)

A hundred days have made me older
Since the last time that I saw your pretty face
A thousand lies have made me colder
And I don't think I can look at this the same

All the miles that separate
Disappear now when I'm dreamin' of your face
I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind

I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight, there's only you and me.

The miles just keep rollin'
As the people leave their way to say hello
I've heard this life is overrated
But I hope that it gets better as we go.

I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time

I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl, there's only you and me.

Everything I know, and anywhere I go
It gets hard but it won't take away my love
And when the last one falls, when it's all said and done.
It gets hard but it won't take away my love

I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time

I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl, there's only you and me


Here is the lyrics.. listen and sing with it den..
=(















this is how i feel right now... being fucked up!!!!!!!!!



what a day for me..
early in the morning had my BK breakfast!!!
my favour breakfast!! YUM YUM!!!!!

Guess wad? we have a new comer name "Jordan"
He is someone..ermm.. i can say..
someone that pammie interested in??? ermm.. wanna wooo??
*hope pammie dun read my post for today.. oppsss..*

Had a nice breakfast and shooting pammie..
lol! really make me laugh la....
but too bad Jordan is sick.. therefore he nv had any breakfast!!
feeling so bad den call Jovii buy a bread for Jordan!

lol!!! im so sianz now.. done with FMT and oso worksheet..
nuthing much!!!
pammie is flooding me la..! lol!!
i think she is serious this time..!!

I just found out that someone read my blog.. and i dun even noe.. arrr..
my english sucks la.. DUN READ AR!!!!! LOL!!
damn pai seh la..! arrr..
maybe today will have alot more things to be updated..
get back soon!!

I WAN THE BIKE!!!!!! =( *crying*


Wednesday, November 22, 2006

I dunno what happen to me...
Maybe just mood swing as i can say ba..

what i feel now is that dota is not a game for me..
i can't play.. i really can't.. so i not gonna touch dota until the day i really get someone go to teach me before i playing with people..
Cuz people who know hows to play always look down on people who don't...

My handphone battery is dying now as it is really LOW BATT arrrr.. ... ....
arrr.. it still have to leave on till tonite or even midnite.. cuz im working again!
arrrr.. damn it la.. im so sianz la.. nothing to do la..!!!
going to be 2pm.. YAH!!!!!!
den faster finish den faster can go home liao lo!... ... .. ... .... ......

not go home is WORK arrrrr... super. today got meeting sianz.. gonna work with kai xiong.. arrr.. how am i going to communicate with him sia.. sianz... i dun wan la.. wah kao! damn it la.. lol!!!!!!!!!

I think i blog till here la. dunno wanna write what sia..
all i noe is i wanna sleep.. can i? damn it den..arrr..!!!!!! ..l..-_-..l..


Tuesday, November 21, 2006

Sucker Faci Of The Week.. Culture Faci Of W25C!!!!
She is a sucker hu onli love guys!

This is what happen..
Sucker: help me read this worksheet.
den she call one by one to read..
Some of them are surfing net, then they actually dunno where others read till.

Sucker: okie, it starts from "The Naga....."
she actually told them where is it..

Andi enter class...
Me: andi ar, lucky not same group as u ar..
Andi: yah! happy sia..
Me: me happier la.. lol.. Sucker point her finger at me.. den i was like wtf she wan??
Me: what thing?
Sucker: see, never pay attention... If you do so, you will noe wad im asking from u.
Me: WTF(soft)
Me: fine den, i never pay any attention at all
Sucker: okie thank you~


FOR NO FUCKING REASON SHE LIKE TT! SHE TOT WAD? PRI OR SEC SCH?? SUCKER CHEE BYE!!!!!

start of meeting 2... (class is noisy)
sucker: im starting.. get back to worksheet.. Im playin game at that time...
Me: i not paying any attention wad.. kao..
sucker: those hu dun pay attention please dun disturb the class...
Me: lame.. DOT!!!!
Kai group was talking away and the rest waiting..
sucker: (nicely) when u r want to start? if u all have anything more to discuss i give u all more time..
Kai group keep quiet! KNN!! i tok like tt onli..

KANA FROM HER!
den whole group tok den nvm.. and even tok nicely.. cuz there r more guys over there? and i dun have any! aaa.. FUCK OFF LA!! u r a bitch to me la...!!


Monday, November 20, 2006

Arrr.. Today is a fucking unluck day for me la.. Early in the morning walk over headbrigde fall down la.. then my toe bleed la.. wah kao! canno tahan sia..
Even i walk is like damn pain la.. =( I wanna cry la.. but so shy sia, too many people liao le..

Pass few days is so tiring!!work and wake up early the next day wah kao! i feel like crying la.. =( i dun wanna work and study can? but for the sick of money i have to be like tt la.. =(

Hubby no longer in clementi liao le.. poor him.. captain still need to go wad training for 3 weeks la..*sanyang* i think he now suffering liao lo..
If can i feel like hugging him tight now and dun let him suffer.. =(

COMPLAIN TIME!!!
friday nite is a nice time i working with them since i last enjoy at jurong east! which is like a year liao la.. =(
Saturday things getting worst! i cannot tahan that bitch not working and pei her fren and even bring baby out and play.. she can stand there tok to her fren for the time that i can finish cleaning 4 rooms la.. *fuck her*
=got part time means full time dun need work ar?=
i feel like slapping her la.. idiot bitch!!!!

and please respect someone who is older than you and work longer than you!!! BITCH!!!

and please.. u no longer 16 or 17 years old la.. being moer mature can anot.. dun always stick to guys la. wah kao! make us hair stand la.. *slap*
u wan to flirt please dun make customers run away and dun flirt with guys that already has a good gf who u oso noe okie.. BITCH!!!!!
So what if you r sexy, got figure but those guys still love their own gf okie.. get lost of my sight.. if one day i cannot FACE!!!!

COMPLAiN FINISH!!!!

now wanna show ya guys some pic of a cute cigg that i nv seen b4..
People, dun worry.. i dun smoke. just find that it is cute and share with ya guys!!

Pictures Credits to Adeline, Jeremy and ME!!

what is this? a <3> stamp..? nice and sweet, isn't it?


NO!!! it is a cigg.. the end is love shape.. OHHH!!


Cigg brand is 520 from oversea.. niceee!!!


nice arrr? and special arr.. lol! but i dun smoke.. wad i heard from adeline is that the taste and smell is not that strong but she just like the cute of the cigg which is same as me.. lol! maybe got this kind of cigg in singapore more females will smoke? lol!! will you??



Friday, November 17, 2006

Now in class and i had finish my ppt and stuff... ... ...

THE FUCKING ANDI IS READING WHILE I TYPING!!!

arrr... update another time...!!!!


Thursday, November 16, 2006

Back In School Again.. Boring Time... =(
Let the pictures so the talking then... ... ...


saw this bike.. so ke ai.. i love it.. so nice.. can anyone buy for me den?


The ring in the box.. excited.. ..


Opening... Ohhh!!! DIAMOND RING


I wear it.. It so nice on me.. *evil smile*


hubby is the first one who bought me a diamond ring.. oh my!!
muackz.. the ring really look good onli on me..!! ME!!
thank you hubby! =) <3>


Monday, November 13, 2006

Everyone know that me and hubby 11months liao.!!!
Friday just as per normal.. A day that spend dinner with hubby at MS for steamboat nice!!so long nv have steamboat but this make hubby stomach ache and keep running toliet! sanyang hubby!... =)

Hubby Bought me a DIAMOND RING!!!!!
IT'S A DIAMOND RING!!! ARRRR... my first diamond ring sia..!!
nice.. a small diamond but it cost like a big fat bomb.. i understand y ladys like diamond liao lo!

wanna take pic of my ring but not yet! will update the pic soon! dun get jealous pple.. cuz hubby onli belongs to me.. bleahz... he is nice and sweet.. he plan everything nicely and gave me the suprise..! really touching.. =)

Im so proud of my hubby.. so dote me.. arrrrr... i wan him to dote me like tt. love the way he is there for me.. lol! and plan everything just for the onli me.. ONLI ME!!!

message to hubby:
dunno u will read this anot.. but i just wanna thank you for every this past 11months. but what i can say is that sorry if i say something bad or hurtful in the pass. But all i can say now is sorry, i just too love you if u know and feel it. muackz!

nuthing i can say now. i feel like flooding in the air and nuthing call actually pull me down.. arrrrrrrrr.... dun jealous pple.. cuz u will get urs soon!


Friday, November 10, 2006

Happy 11 Month Ann...!!

Again is our ann.. yah! hubby spend his night at my house yesterday..!
Really have a new sleep with him yesterday by my side.
The warm he given me and kisses that i can never forget.
Always want him to hug me while i sleep but hai.. no always la.. lol!

But yesterday to my suprise he hug me tight to sleep.. so warmy. i love the way!
YAH YAH YAH!!!!! sometime he really understand me specially i am tired and need him to dote me.
Thank you hubby! muackz..

Again.. today, i mean now.. im in school.. and of cuz i dun wanna disappoint Mr Lem.
so i have to come to school.. cuz can see he really know and concern me. =)
So no more disappointment for him! Im sorry Mr Lem!

Okie.. today hubby OFF DAY! on our ann! so sweet of him!
AND TOMOLO HE ON LEAVE!! I THINK HE ACTUALLY PLAN!
thank you hubby!! muackz..!!!!!!

Later gonna meet him.. sure have a nice day with him..
anti-quarrel... .... .... .... .... wanna sweet sweet with him can!

anyway!!! cheers to me and hubby! 1 more month to go..!! heading to our 1 year!

LOVE HUBBY!!!


Tuesday, November 07, 2006

Daniel: I guess we are the left overs in this world.
Jasmine: I think so.. All of my friends have boyfriends & we are the only 2 persons left in this world without any special someone in our lives.
Daniel: Yup! I don't know what to do.
Jasmine: I know! We'll play a game.
Daniel: What game?
Jasmine: I'll be your girlfriend for 30 days & you will be my boyfriend.
Daniel: That's a great plan in fact, I don't have anything to do for the following weeks..
DAY 1:They watched their first movie together & were both touched in the romantic film.
DAY 4:They went to the beach & had a picnic... Daniel & Jasmine had their quality time together.
DAY 12:Daniel invited Jasmine to a circus and they went to a Horror House.. Jasmine was scared and she tried to touch Daniel's hand but by accident she touched someone else's and they both laughed..
DAY 14:They saw a fortune teller down the road and asked for their future.
The fortune teller said: "My darlings, please don't waste the time of your lives... spend your time together happily." Then tears flow from the teller's eyes.
DAY 20:Jasmine invited Daniel to go to the hill and they saw a meteor... Jasmine mumbled something .
DAY 28:They rode on a bus and because of the bumpy road, Jasmine gave her first kiss to Daniel by accident.
DAY 29:11:37 pm Daniel & Jasmine were sitting in the park where they first decided to play this game ...
Daniel: I'm tired Jasmine... do you want any drinks? I'll buy you one.. I'll just go down the road..
Jasmine: Apple juice would be fine,thanks.
Daniel: Wait for me... 20 minutes later... a stranger approched Jasmine.
Stranger: Are you a friend of Daniel?
Jasmine: Yes, why? What happened?
Stranger: A reckless drunken driver ran over Daniel & he is critical in the hospital .
11:57pmThe doctor came out from the emergency room & handed out an apple juice & a letter to Jasmine.
Doctor: We found this in Daniel's pocket.
Jasmine read the letter which says: Jasmine, this past few days, I realized you are really a cute girl & I am falling for you.. your cherished smile, your everything when we played this game.. & before this game ends, I would like you to be my girlfriend for the rest of my life. I love you, Jasmine...
Jasmine crumples the paper & shouted.."Daniel! I don't want you to die...I love you... Remember that night we saw a meteor? I mumbled something.. I wished that we would be together forever & never end this game. Please don't leave me, Daniel... I love you, you cannot do this to me
Then the clock strikes 12
Daniel's heart stop pumping
THEN IT WAS THE 30th DAY...

got this from juan and i read and really sad about it.. how i wish they can be together.. =(



Daniel: I guess we are the left overs in this world.
Jasmine: I think so.. All of my friends have boyfriends & we are the only 2 persons left in this world without any special someone in our lives.
Daniel: Yup! I don't know what to do.
Jasmine: I know! We'll play a game.
Daniel: What game?
Jasmine: I'll be your girlfriend for 30 days & you will be my boyfriend.
Daniel: That's a great plan in fact, I don't have anything to do for the following weeks..
DAY 1:They watched their first movie together & were both touched in the romantic film.
DAY 4:They went to the beach & had a picnic... Daniel & Jasmine had their quality time together.
DAY 12:Daniel invited Jasmine to a circus and they went to a Horror House.. Jasmine was scared and she tried to touch Daniel's hand but by accident she touched someone else's and they both laughed..
DAY 14:They saw a fortune teller down the road and asked for their future.
The fortune teller said: "My darlings, please don't waste the time of your lives... spend your time together happily." Then tears flow from the teller's eyes.
DAY 20:Jasmine invited Daniel to go to the hill and they saw a meteor... Jasmine mumbled something .
DAY 28:They rode on a bus and because of the bumpy road, Jasmine gave her first kiss to Daniel by accident.
DAY 29:11:37 pm Daniel & Jasmine were sitting in the park where they first decided to play this game ...
Daniel: I'm tired Jasmine... do you want any drinks? I'll buy you one.. I'll just go down the road..
Jasmine: Apple juice would be fine,thanks.
Daniel: Wait for me... 20 minutes later... a stranger approched Jasmine.
Stranger: Are you a friend of Daniel?
Jasmine: Yes, why? What happened?
Stranger: A reckless drunken driver ran over Daniel & he is critical in the hospital .
11:57pmThe doctor came out from the emergency room & handed out an apple juice & a letter to Jasmine.
Doctor: We found this in Daniel's pocket.
Jasmine read the letter which says: Jasmine, this past few days, I realized you are really a cute girl & I am falling for you.. your cherished smile, your everything when we played this game.. & before this game ends, I would like you to be my girlfriend for the rest of my life. I love you, Jasmine...
Jasmine crumples the paper & shouted.."Daniel! I don't want you to die...I love you... Remember that night we saw a meteor? I mumbled something.. I wished that we would be together forever & never end this game. Please don't leave me, Daniel... I love you, you cannot do this to me
Then the clock strikes 12
Daniel's heart stop pumping
THEN IT WAS THE 30th DAY...

got this from juan and i read and really sad about it.. how i wish they can be together.. =(



After ponning school on thurs and fri, now im back in class once again!
Im so sianz of school really!
If i still can pon school! den i sure pon one la.. but dun have liao! what can i do? lol!

I bought hubby a new hp.. K800i..
i think alot of people really like that phone..
but i really dun understand y!...
if that phone really good? got alot of things inside? lol..
but i still buy even i feel that the phone is not good..
just b'cuz my hubby love it.. so wad's the matter?

Just hope hubby love it man!! muackz...

fri and sat hubby having his off day and oso leave...
YAH!!!!!
fri we going have steamboat! cool sia.. =)
den sat hubby still planning... hope can pon fri and pei hubby lo!
but i scare next time cannnot pon anymore.. hai! really miss hubby lo!
and wan with him 24/7...

i am damn bored now in class... hope can pon! but den.. cannot liao lo! cuz!!!
i pon 4 days for culture and oso 2 UT liao.. so can die liao! no more ponning liao lo! haiz.. if can i oso hope dun pon anymore..

i wan work and not studying..studying is damn sianz la.. no pple in my class play CS like last time la! damn it.. damn bored la...!! *angry + sad*


Friday, November 03, 2006

Yozz.. not in school. PON SCHOOL!! Oooppss...
nuthing to do and make a few homemake skin for my phone and hubby's phone..!

OwnSkin Preview
Download: Lovely


Nice skin hor.. but only for me and hubby.. i dun think u guys wil like it anyway!!..
wan any tips.. find me la.. i teach u or do for u lo! muackz..!!

update soon la.. tomolo weekends.. NICE AND COOL!!!!!


Wednesday, November 01, 2006

On Monday.. there is this guy killed himself at Clementi MRT station.
Who is 51yeats old.
Police note that it is an unnatural death..
Because of this 11,700 passengers were affected by this. Therefore SBS send buses for them.

Last time, Singapore popular in Ah Bengs & Lians, Fashion and blah blah blah..
now Singapore is popular in killing themselves..
Last time is jumping off from high buildings.. NOW MRT sia.. COOL SIA!!!
Just last 2 weeks there is another person killed at Chinese Garden MRT station.. now at Clementi...
It's because that the one killed at Chinese Garden MRT station got a sum of money from gov??
So this 51 years old guy, want money so he killed himself at MRT.
because jumping off from building, here is no money given buy MRT yes.
Since u wan to die why not choose a place that can help u earn money for ur family and not get them into trouble without u...
At least now, without u, they still have a sum of money!

So SINGAPOREANS!!! if u wan to get kill and dun wan to get ur family into trouble and want to be a star.. kill urself at Singapore any mrt station.. So singapore gov wil give u a sum of money and be a star in just a second that everyone in singapore will know about you.. it's it cool?
Although they don't know about you from the minute you born, but they will know you when the minute u leave the world... nice.. and soo. u become a STAR!!!

This morning when im coming to school...
Kwee mei, shafee, eddy, wen hao, he jing and me walking to school.. when we cross the road.. we saw a dead rat at the side of the road.. the worst thing is..
the rat die with no skin! oh no.. fresh red body! ekkk...

now singapore popular not just human die.. and oso animal..!
therefore lets all die together.. it's it cool and nice? lol...

DIE!!! DIE!!! DIE!!!!



On Monday.. there is this guy killed himself at Clementi MRT station.
Who is 51yeats old.
Police note that it is an unnatural death..
Because of this 11,700 passengers were affected by this. Therefore SBS send buses for them.

Last time, Singapore popular in Ah Bengs & Lians, Fashion and blah blah blah..
now Singapore is popular in killing themselves..
Last time is jumping off from high buildings.. NOW MRT sia.. COOL SIA!!!
Just last 2 weeks there is another person killed at Chinese Garden MRT station.. now at Clementi...
It's because that the one killed at Chinese Garden MRT station got a sum of money from gov??
So this 51 years old guy, want money so he killed himself at MRT.
because jumping off from building, here is no money given buy MRT yes.
Since u wan to die why not choose a place that can help u earn money for ur family and not get them into trouble without u...
At least now, without u, they still have a sum of money!

So SINGAPOREANS!!! if u wan to get kill and dun wan to get ur family into trouble and want to be a star.. kill urself at Singapore any mrt station.. So singapore gov wil give u a sum of money and be a star in just a second that everyone in singapore will know about you.. it's it cool?
Although they don't know about you from the minute you born, but they will know you when the minute u leave the world... nice.. and soo. u become a STAR!!!

This morning when im coming to school...
Kwee mei, shafee, eddy, wen hao, he jing and me walking to school.. when we cross the road.. we saw a dead rat at the side of the road.. the worst thing is..
the rat die with no skin! oh no.. fresh red body! ekkk...

now singapore popular not just human die.. and oso animal..!
therefore lets all die together.. it's it cool and nice? lol...

DIE!!! DIE!!! DIE!!!!



OH MY!! i just check my attendance in school.. FUCK!!!
i got one lesson actually miss 5 times.. and i can't miss anymore..
i miss onli sci and maths 2 days each... *FUCK*
i cannot miss anymore.. FUCK FUCK FUCK!!!!!

i cannot pon anymore...
i need moviation to let me come to school..!!!
damn sianz la.. i dun wan come to sch can anot..!!!
STRESS!!!!

update something later which will be much interesting.. lol...
the death thingy!!!