Buddies..
If you guys understand me..
sometime there is no words coming out from my mouth
but i have so much to say to u guys
just that i dunno how to put them in words..

How sad are me now? do u guys ever noe?
i dunno hu is reading this...
but frenz and buddies hu knows me well....
everytime im sad or lonely..
A pic is better den asking me rite?















r3n3 is loved by her family, frenz and buddies~

At This Moment.. Im Crying Ahead..
Crying... never cried for a guy like tt for past 1 year plus..

This time he is straight... Really straight..
Straight till i really wanna kill myself..
I guess my family members know something..
haiz.... i dun wanna cry infront of them.
they are my love ones... haiz..

This time.. i sure wanna get a bf b4 end of this week..
i dun care.. i dun wanna think of him and face him anymore..
he said.. i stick to him.........
In my whole fucking 20 years life..
he is the second guy i ever do this...
First: Gary Ng
Second: Him!!

Hai..
Tears are all dried up liao.. no more tears for him..
YAH!! NO MORE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
only thing i very worry is.. Are Shuling and gang still my frenz?
hai... gonna lose some frenz b'cuz of bgr again? Stupid Childish ar..
nvm.. I WANNA GO OUT!!! but no money! hahaaa~

Any people wanna give ma accompany??
accompany Please!!!!!!
lolx.. stupid me doing stupid things again!! arrr... *slap myself*

Okie.. Another chapter of my life ended here.. Where is the new one?
Lol.. finding.. lolxxx...

kisses to my fren, sistax, bb, bros.. and family.. I LOVE U ALL!!!

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Happy Moment Is Always Sooooooo Short!!!
Hope Time Can Really Stop For Human Beingsss!!
Stop At the Most Happiest Time...
Just Like Fairly Tales... T_T

Time for me to think and feel things out...
hai... feeling so lost at times..!!!
need people accompany like how i use to be...
haiz....
i need frenz around me... haiz..!!!
where are they? GONE???
haiz...

if can i really hope i can die now...
NOW.... DEAD NOW!!!!!!!!!!
haizzz....

nvm... update soon ba.. not in mood lo...
T_T

Back for update once again!!!
and again.. IM NOT AT HOME!!!!!! Lolxx..
i can say myself naughty or playful baaaa~... hahaaa~

Great News!!!
I quitted my job at K Pool..
now lookin for new job ba~ hai.. money money money!!
this month i realli spend too much till i borrow another 100 bucks from my jiejie!
haiiizz~ so overall i wil owe her 500bucks.. WTF!! hai...
why am i like tt?
can i dun work and have money at the same time? lolx.. *dreamin*
bleahzzz!!! =pPpPpPp~

this few daes damn emo~
frenz around make me have no mood at all.. but force myself to smile and joke.
haizz~ but wad to do.. life is like tt.. kao kao kao~!!
hai hai hai hai!!!
y like tt sia..

I WAN NEW JOB!!!! HU WAN ME??????????!!!!

hai hai hai hai hai!!!

YAH!!! FINALLY I GOT MY NEW PHONE!!!! my S500i
mood: Happi~
Damn chio la.. really nuthing say~ lol..
but i dunno y no memory card..! =(
but thank Bb bought me 1G memory card. x33~

lolxx... so sweet and nice rite? ermm.. lolx..
*muackz for him*

dun realli noe how to use the phone tt much! just love it la.!
realli so lady la... if drop sure cry till like hell hahaa~
bleahz..!! but hu cares. i just love it can? lolx..

will try to get the pic of my phone and tell u guys more la..
haha! cuz now unable to get any yet! bleahz.!!!
wanna noe more abt it.. go http://www.mobiledia.com/phones/sonyericsson/s500i.html

=)
get back soon!!! muackzz.. i love my phone but im broke once again~ T_T

credits to: von, justin, Bb, Karen, CheeWei and K Pool.. lolx..

sorry for not posting for a few days..
cuz r3n3 is busy with her stuff! lolx.. *lame*

Took 1 off and 2 days leave to go out enjoy!
First: Happy Birthday my Dearest Buddy Ernest~
Went to his 21st Birthday at ECP Island Resort!!
Although nv stay there for long.. but realli happy to see him
smile and play like b4.. *smile* feel so peace and glad.. =)

Buddy: hope u x33 the present ar.. lolx.. EX sia..

Second: Happy Birthday to Da Sao..
Dun really know her.. but just wanna wish her.. lolx..
nv get any photo from her oso.. so no chalet pix.. sianz..
but hope my words can let u guys have the picture in ur mind..
=)

And s'pore really a small world.. my daring's bf.. is my pri sch-mate haha..
and Bb know my darling too.. haaaa~ wah!! happy sia.. x33

but when there is something happy.. there's always unhappy moments too..
=( My fren, Jac's ex was dead. =( rest in peace.. take carex dude..

haiz.. it make me tear when i heard the news.. feel sorry and bad.. haiz.
but hope everything goes smoothly for jac and JJ's family.. =/

Okie okie.. come back to updates..
I get the chance to sit down have a little gossip with ah pa and wendy~
we had ice cream instead of kopi and teh~ lolx..
damn yummy la!!
This is wad wendy ordered.. the ice cream isss soooo Sweet but with the sour of green apple.. it taste sooo BEST!! yummy.. =pPpPpp i wan more..









another one.. ordered by me..
the brownie is sooo soft in the inside.. and a little warm.. with the cold and yummy ice cream it taste just nice.. and with a little sour of strawberry! yummy..
nv regret ordering.. but wad make us dulan is.. they dun serve PLAIN WATER!! _l_
but nvm.. i enjoy still lol..

Thanks guys to light tup my life ar.. *muackz*
kisses for u guys.. x33~
i love u all.... x33~

Back to Blog Once again~..

I getting a new phone soon~.. S500i..
damn nice la..
buying yellow one.. MY FAV COLOUR OKIE?
wahahahahaha!
selling my N7390 at 200 and i have to top up 220
to get my phone.. opps..
and u noe wad..
ME, Darling Von and Shan are having the same phone~
WohooHhoo..

yah yah yah!!!!
gratz myself man~ *wink*

not working today, tomolo and fri..
going buddy birthday wOooo..
Loves to go chalet.. YAH YAH YAH!!!
getting him baby milo polo t ba~ nice nice nice!!
muackz..! happy birthday my dearest Buddy Ernest!!

teaching my stupid jiejie using Photoshop! Oh My God!
she is sooo NOOB la.. as i can say lo.. LOL!!
haha! there is something for me to teach her.. WAHAHAHAHAHA!!
Noob jiejie i have.. =X oppss.. beta dun let her read this post~
LOlx.. she is reading rite NOW!!!!!

k la k la!! going off watch my 换换爱 first.. lol.. on youtube~ bleahx!!
take carex dude~

Okie~ At this timing..
i should be in my dream land... BUT
u all should noe.. i wont be sleeping b4 i touch my com~
lolx...

So i touch my com till now still haven't sleep
when my eyes are realli heavy! and i still planned to blog..!
wahahahahahahahaha~~...

Hu cares.. i dun care.. cuz it's my health arr! lolxx..

Anyway.. I GOT A GREAT SUPPER!!
Had my fav Mushroom Cheese prata~ YUMMY LA!!
Credits to: Ivan who drive us there
Darling Shan & Jackie to accompany with
Xtra Jia Ming to come along lolx.. =X

Really yummy.. but tt place cannot smoke..
so they decide to move to some places nice to tok and have smoke break..
so we moved to void-deck ar..!!
Bukit Batok blk 531..~

Dunno wad fucking happen~
Shan's "fren" come by and quarrel with her..
Oh my!! gosh~ slap him sia.. dun wanna mention much!
cuz non of my business anyway!
But see her tears rolling down her cheek make my heart melts!! ohh!!
*sayang my darling*

After supper and gossip planned to head baka house! but..
THEY ARE ALL ASLEEP! den too bad.. Home Sweet Home i goo!! hahaaa~
Now at home.. and thank god.. my com is not guai today!!! *smile*

lalalalalalalalala..

Working later at 5pm.. DAMN IT!!! tired tired tired..! can dun work?
but nvm.. wed, thurs and fri IM ALL FREE!! lolx...!
Cuz my buddy 21st birthday!!
I LOVE U BUDDY!!! MUACKZ MUACKZ!!!

dunno wad to get for him.. anyone, any ideas?! lolx..

OKIE OKIE! i must be guai and get to bed le.. if not panda is coming findin me.! lol..!! see ya guys around!! muackz.. take carex.. Miss yaya!!

*hope she is alright now sayang sayang*

What a Day~

At This Very moment i think i getting ready to go out
with my polymates tt i mention last post~
but there is always a sms call me back to work..
cuz my darling is totally SICK~

she on Mc.. and i need to get back to work.!
Poor Girl she is.. and oso me as well.!
but tt's wad frenz are for ma..

Get well sooon my AiAi Darling..
*muackx*

Goin home den head to work le ba~ sianz.. tonite any entertainment?
see anyone jioing me out anot lo..! ^^
Hope soooo. i sooo MISS SUPPER LA!!!! i wan meet for supper.. anyone?
I WAN SUPPER!!! DATE ME OUT FOR SUPPER PLEASE!!!!! PLEASE!!!

okie okie.. feel tt im gettin fatter and fatter!
shit!!! *OMG*
ON DIET LIAO LA! but cannot contorl sia.!!! die die die.!

MISS MY SISTAX AND DARLING~ muackz ladies~

Back Alife~

Maybe.. i really have no one
or
i can say i dun wan to have anyone to tok to~

So i plan to blog once again abt me, my life and my everything.
i noe alot of u had already stop reading my blog..
cuz i haven't be updating lately..
maybe im too Emo.. as i can say ba..
or im just lazy to do soo..
or even dun wish to tell anyone of u!
i dunno..
but life for me is getting boring..!!
T_T

Currently noe alot of frenz la..
some r cool.. some r kana sai! but all still frenz..
and i getting closer to my ladies gang~
Muackz to Shan Shan, Von and Bitchy Jackie.~
They are there for me when i need them the most~

Also i get back to clubbing life style..
so long last drink, last dance..
Fun.. cuz i can see how shy shan shan realli is..
Jackie and i are making fun! hahaa~ so damn funny la.. LOLx..
But all are cool la.. *muackx*
alot of dates r coming up soon~
tomolo with ex polymates.. I MISS THEM TOO!!! *muackz*

Going out soon~ muackz.. love u all and come back soon for updates~
=r3n3=

Labels: love~

Just So You Know -By Jesse Mccartney

I shouldn't x3 you but I want to
I just can't turn away
I shouldn't see you but I can't move
I can't look away

I shouldn't x3 you but I want to
I just can't turn away
I shouldn't see you but I can't move
I can't look away

And I don't know how to be fine when I'm not
'Cause I don't know how to make a feeling stop

[Chorus:]
Just so you know
This feeling's taking control of me
And I can't help it
I won't sit around, I can't let him win now
Thought you should know
I've tried my best to let go of you
But I don't want to
I just gotta say it all
Before I go
Just so you know

It's getting hard to be around you
There's so much I can't say
Do you want me to hide the feelings
And look the other way

And I don't know how to be fine when I'm not
'Cause I don't know how to make a feeling stop

[Chorus]

This emptiness is killing me
And I'm wondering why I've waited so long
Looking back I realize
It was always there just never spoken
I'm waiting here...been waiting here

[Chorus]