we break promises, memories break us
love me when i least deserve it because that is when i really need it

SERENE
Saturday, September 01, 2007

At this very moment..
again.. i CRIED!!

kana scolded.. kana say.. and kana heck carex..
i love them more den i do...
but they are also the one hu hurt me more den anyone else..

how can i say and dun say too clearly?
ermm.. let me think..
maybe, if u are the one hu make me tear.. u will understand wad i trying to say!
okie.. fine fine fine...

Im just a useless person la..
Im someone u wanna avoid but u dun tell me straight in my face..
Im someone u dun even wanna care...
Im someone u dun even love..
Im someone u treat as stranger..

How can we be like last time?
Buddy is said from ur mouth but action dun seems rite!
You treat me even colder den ur normal Hi-Bye fren..
so is this the way buddy goes?
Okie.. nvm.. suan liao!!

STOP contacting is something i cant stop myself.
but i will try my best..
cuz i dun like of being avoid like u dun even noe e feeling..
okie? ur action speak louder den words..
i give up!!!! understand..

TIME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
anyone can come love me plz and replace him in my heart! ty..
im breaking down into pieces.. very soon~.......
at this moment he sure playing MAPLE again..

nvm.. give up~~~ I WAN TO GIVE UP!!

x/33333 *cry*