how i wish...
i was a pebble in the roads..
just so that i can rather take physical pain...

how i wish...
i was a lifeless weed in the sea..
just so that i can wash away all my problems..

how i wish...
i was a leaf that flows with the wind..
just so that i feel comfortable with everything..
just so that i feel free and just float with everything..

too many things happening at the same time..
i think... i cant take it anymore..
i think... i reached my limits of limits..
i think... i really cannot take it le..

wad happened already happen..
i can't say.. or i can't do anything abt it..

i m destined to be a unlucky girl'..
ill fated..
unlucky piece of shit..
can i smile once again infront of you..

A real smile but not a fark one~ T_T