Back to blog.... a place i shout out all my feeling~

I feel so much better now after toking to someone and cry out like a baby~
A person he mind close with..
A person that understand him more den me..
A person who is there to hear me..
A person who actually let me know wad i wan next..

A person is someone which i will keep a secret..

Maybe between us.. Like what he said..
He always tot i noe.. but actually i dun even noe..
I always tot he understand but actually he dun oso..
so ended up we are in this way.. -.-"
cuz we dun communcation..

he told me.. although he always quarrel with his gf.. (secret person himself)
but from quarrel they understand each other more... understand wad the other party wan and needs.. Sometime quarrel do help alot..

He told me.. it's not all my fault...
This have to blame both parties...
but i always put the blame to myself...
cuz of my leg.. if nv go out nuthing will happen..
he said.. just b'cuz he dun understannd me.. he tot i will think and tok things out.
but im not tt kind of person.. *communcation*

What he say was rite..
I wan to be fren of his..
yet i cant let go..
even myself is lost.. so wad can i expect from him..?
True.. I agree wad he said..

maybe we really need time to think..
cuz at this moment.. both parties will not be normal if they face each other.
I agree.. cuz all my happiness is all actted out... cuz i dun wan him to worry~
Im so sorry that i act and lie him.. T_T
just wanna see him is okie... den i will peace....

Like what "he" said is also true.. Let myself know what i want den headed in~
not just hanging myself.. and making myself like a FOOL..
So i decided not to contact him that much!..
Just normal will do.. not gonna meet him for the time being...
think abt wad i really wan and realli feel..

last but not least... he decision is still important..
baby,im sorry but i love u!

aiya.. never sleep for past 3 days..
Promise him will take care of myself..
KAO!!! *slap slap slap my face*
sorry... i lie to u once again!!! T_T

** I WAN U BACK ** HOLD U CLOSE TO ME ** AND NEVER LET YOU GO AGAIN **

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