Im Breaking Down Very Soon Again.. Too many combos can make me die~
Since yesterday 7+pm.. i having headache till now.
without enough water, sleep, rest and enviorment suxx..!
Fever is coming after me very soon!..
How i wish he was here to care me... Yah! I mean "HIM"

A list of things, place, music, timing i love yet i scare of!!
- Last Cabin of Mrt!!
*have a long travel with him from Bedok to BoonLay when we were soo close together, he hold my hand and give me warm when im soo tired, cold and restless*

-Red Chair Kopitiam!! (Jurong West Ave1 Blk4++)
*he help me buy food.. Pay for me.. wait for me to finish everything before we leave, it's also a place to let me understand him more cuz i noe wad he do eat and do not eat*

-Jurong West Street41
*A place i go 24/7 to feel my love, care and warm.. but now it's all so coldness over there.. only see hurt and no longer love!!*

-XG
*A place i first seem him, a place i pei him even im so tired, a place i noe he will at and a place i really can feel his care around*

-Bedok Mac
*A place i always buy food for him, A place i oso full my stomach when he unable to accompany me but yet i feel his care and warm...*

-His House
*A place i like to slack with him, a place i pei him wash the dishes, a place he first hug me, first kiss me and first saying "I LOVE YOU"*

-Jurong Point K Pool
*Come and wait for me to knock off, buy bubble tea and give me suprise!! A place when i work.. i see him... i feel soo protected..*

-My Bed
*First time chatting with him on phone for soo long.. he is tired yet nv tell me.. How good he is... Touched..*

-Just So You Know (Song)
*A song from him to me.. a song tt touched me.. a song tt make me reminds of him!!*

-Baby Dui Bu Qi (Song)
*A song from me to him, to show how sorry i am.. to tell him i actually love him the wrong way.. how i wish my phone ring was once again him.. and last!! can we have another chance?? to show him how important he is to me now!!!!*

-12am - 7am (timing)
*this timing is the timing i spend most with him!! yah with him!!! how i wish i dun meet this timing.. cuz i feel so lonely without him!! feel like crying LOUD now..!! I LOVE YOU!!*

To Him:
Actually in my mind u r soo good.. A good bf.. but every words from my mouth i had never say you are good. im so sorry if i hurt u! but actually you are good!! Just that i dun say out.. im sorry my dearest.. i love you.. sorry for being so selfish and kept all to myself..!! I feel so much better saying it out.. how i wish i could tell you once again!! and hold u tight in my arms.. and cry out loud..

Fever is coming.. i think i need to catch some sleep le.. haizz!!
This is making me soo old la..
Even yagami say i slim down liao.. Oh My God.. WTH happen to me..
im happy to hear tt.. but i wan to slim down in the rite way and not this..

Soon i will be breaking down.. So many comboss.. *Arrr*
Hope you like the porridge after all!!!
I LOVE YOU FREDDY!!! x33

can i hold you one more time?? can i? T_T





I LOVE HIM!!! FREDDY!!