Im Feel Im Just So Stupid!!!
Stupid like a shit!!!!
STUPID!!!
IMMMM SOOOO STUPID!!!!

im just like a fool!!
A BIG FAT FOOL!!!

he has a blog which is like soo long ago..
yet i just found out second agooo..
he is sad being with me
no wonder no second chance for me..
im dun wan to grow up but wanna be like a kid
for him to care and love..
im so sorry my dearest one..

i didnt noe i make ur life suffer..
i didnt noe..
maybe like wad OUR buddies say..
i nv ever open my mouth..
u nv open ur mouth..

i nv open cuz of a extra him..
abt u.. maybe u scare hurtting me..
im like a fool and dun even noe how much actually u cherish me..
im soo sorry dearest...
how i wish the nite i tokin to is not OUR buddies but u..
immm so regret.. regret till i read ur blog
and tears for u once again..
at this very moment..
onli regrets come across.. if i knew u have a blog..
i will read and understand wad u actually nv ever tell me!
sorry my dearest.. i hurt u! but actually i love u~

but i noe regret is uselesss..
so now.. loving you doesnt mean i need to be with u..
seeing u happy makes me happy too...
now u already have a baobei..
best wishes onli from me to u..
just wanna see u smile once again~

can i dun grow up?? i wanna stay there forever~
i love you


-emo renee logging off tearing for him once again~ *broken promises*