now i m here, venting on e key board,

hating myself y i cant b stronger,

to hold back my tears,

to not remember everyting single word u said to mi.

i always tot i had been thru enuff,

n u r my greatest gift admist my setbacks.

indeed u r, but u bestow mi the greatest pain as well...

much more den any physical pain i've known of.

i feel lyk i m bleeding inside. i din noe our love was so vulnerable,

so unworthy of you even trying.

if i ever have a choice of powers i'll choose to read ur mind??

from then...i knew u've shut urself up from mi.cuz up till today,

i still do not fathom u at all. teach mi how u let mi go,

teach mi how u make it looks so easy, when u said ur love for mi = Nothing ,

i believed it all.thanks fer fabricating sumting so beautiful fer mi,

n maybe i was expecting too much out of dis.

My air......i really cant breathe now, from all tat pain.

e flashbacks in my mind running endlessly. just imagining

waking up without u make sleeping so meaningless,

tinking of the times we laughed our hearts out,

makes mi wonder if i could ever smile again.

nobody can complete my sentences again
They say... time will heal my pain, time will take it all away.

but i really don't want to.cuz my memories, our memories....

nobody can take it away from us.tats all tat's left of us...isn't it....?