seriously... i gonna feel moodless now...
i dunno why!~ maybe im just tired or
maybe i just moodles.....

i x33 the world..
the world x33 me..

after reading darling's blog..
i think of "HIM" again..
The feeling darling nows having is so painful.
i noe it.. i can feel it..
i noe how the pain in there when
you r smiling away. just wanna act everythings' okie..

darling, im sorry i cant be there for you 24/7
but u noe.. i do care u alot alot..
They, guys cant be bother wad realli we gers feel..
they just wan it their way. but darling..
at least u two are still audi couple..
but me and "HIM" nv even contact NOW!!!

maybe to u.. this my way u will feel beta!
but seriously.. it's not..
i dun even noe is "HE" fine now..
when "HE" sick is there anyone taking care of..
haii.. i dunno!! suddenly miss "HIM" and think of
the past that we realli had.
although is short! but den.. it will nv disappear in my mind...
i just dunno why!!
can anyone help me press delete?

im lost now.. is "HE" okie?
is he fine? can "HE" just sms me n tell me "HE" is okie..?
i wanna let go and start a new relationship
but den.. i still miss "HIM" badly at times..
cuz of this.. i cant accept anyone.. i shouldnt be unfair.


Boii, BiBi
i noe im selfish!
just dun wanna hurt u guys..
let me have more time can?
i order to choose and oso forget "HIM"
im sorry!!
but im always by ur side when u guys need someone to tok to..
renee care u guys(:


i love myself.. and the world..

emo renee wans to be LOVE