we break promises, memories break us
love me when i least deserve it because that is when i really need it

SERENE
Thursday, November 29, 2007

Done By renee.. on jerron car.. when he is sleeping..
LOLxx..
DArling, this is for YOU!!

A New Place i found for emo-ing and slacking.
West Coast Park.. nice..!

Andrew Birthday..

Went K-ing..

Now den i noe.. IMM staff all POWER SINGERS

wee u weet~


Out A Day With Laomao..

Of Cuz Fun and Joy wil come along..

Can say.. This is our First Photo with the 3 of us.

nicenicenice..

We r Sistax Gang! LOVE~

The BenDans' always..

x33.. darling iloveu..

Okie..

One good news.. Laomao is attached once again..

Leave me alone.. T_T but i just happy for her to find her happiness.

loved~

Hope more time with them.. they brighten up my day~

and Bb Baka..

He is going NS soon! nv get a chance to have pic with him..

Next time he cannot run away arrr.. lolx..!

Take care world.. i love the world..

i love you~..



Tuesday, November 27, 2007

Just Back Home..
Met Uncle, Darling, Jerron and Uncle Fren..
went to Malaysia.. den west coast for some fun..
hahahahahahahahahahahahahaahahaha!!

realli LOL lo.. haha
they just like old kids. cannot tahan!
malaysia got one very big bun!
damn nice la..
but i dunno how to goo.. hahaa~
the wan tan mee.. nice nice and cheap oso~

YUMMY!!! =pPpPpPpPp

dunno why emo again~..
haii y guys cant understand gers more le?
why they always cannot give in..
wanna make gers angry and sad..
i dunnno wad to say la...
nv sleep for more den 24 hours..
tiredd... i need sleep! haii!

sian sian!!
sian sian!!
laomao no longer love me liao..
i dunno wad happen getting bad temper..
ARRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

CAN U ALL JUST CARE ME MORE AND UNDERSTAND ME MORE!?
haii!!!.............................



IM HAVING BAD MOOD NOW!!
CAN I CRY OUT LOUD?


Monday, November 26, 2007

dunno.. feeling down!
see darling like tt.. make me down too...


finally think tt...
sometime alone is realli very lonely..
hope i realli can find a him to colour my life~
haii!! i need rainbow wor.. haii!

but.. sometime pple are like tt la.
when have it.. u dun realli care and cherish..
but den... when u dun have haii
u will feel how nice other couples are.. haii
sadden........

how i wish time can turn back.. haii!
and i will cherish everthing..


haii!!
bein emo again!!
renee is in love~


Saturday, November 24, 2007

Family Saturday
Mummy bought JieJie Wedding Present for Her!!
Rolex Watch!!
Cuz nearly 10 thousand.. OMG!!

JieJie In Car playing with her new phone!!

W910i...

ARRRR I WAN THAT PHONEEE!!!

Mummy in Car!!

Took by renee!! lolx..!

KeAi MaMa!

Cash Kor Driving in progress!!

Shhhh...

WAHHH!!!

MY JIEJIE!!!! WEE U WEET!!

Mummy Waitng for photo taking..!!!

Last But Not Least! MYSELF!!!!

BRIGHT FAMIYL DAYY!!


Although is tired.. but den

it's been soo long last i go shopping with

my FAMILY!!

muackkx!! i love my family!!!

renee in love with her family




Oppsss..
I GOT A NEW SKIN FOR MY BLOG AGAIN!!

This time is a x'mas skin!
cuz x'mas is coming...
I WAN PRESENT!! and more more PRESENT!!
lolx..

anyone wanna buy me any present!?
lolx.. i love x'mass..
but not for this year~ haii!

sadden! not gonne say anymore...
X'mas Wish
:more more money~
:gucci bag
:white watch *casio or adidas*
:new clothes
:slim slim slim
:a new bf
:get along more beta with family.
:being loved and dote
:no more tears coming down my cheek
:new hp *HTC touch/W910i*
:more clothes
:new pair of shoes

actually alot more to gooo..
but the more i name the more disappointment i got.
soooo.. forget it den.. haii!!


SADDEN X'MAS FOR RENEE~


Friday, November 23, 2007

A Day Out Running All Around~!
with Jerron, Darling, Laomao and Uncle Calvin..
Boring me in Uncle Calvin Carr..

Darling and Laomao in x33~


Art done by Wei Qiang~
Thank You Very Much Wor.. .. .. .. ..
*Taken with lights ON*

*Taken with lights OFF*
Thank You Wei Qiang For The Ride Home
and This Suprise.. =)

Okie.. i nv sleep for a day pluz pluz!!
i need my bed bed bed bed bed..






PS: singlehood.. =) tired



Thursday, November 22, 2007

Back Home Once Again!
~HOME SWEET HOME~

abt another 2 hours. i will be at work le.
tired sia.. nv realli rest/slp..
but nvm... get to see uncle, darling, jerron and laomao..
it already brigthen up my day~
too bad i have to work. if not i would like to
join them to JB sia. T_T

but human are like tt..
we have to work hard and oso play hard..
haiizz..
im soo tired..
see my bed but cannot even lend down..

Out of the BLUE MOON!
i miss him again~.. wish the time we had together..
although is a short 2 weeks..
but.. den... memories still make me tear just for him.

okie okie..
anyway grats darling tt she had her
one and onli love hu dote her like a princess!
JERRON, treat her well well okie?

first time see u and now see u diff pple..
maybe love make u change..lolx..
jiayou okay? if u make darling tear for u..
CAN! but is onli the moment u give her a DIAMOND ring.

=) wish the both all the best!!

PS: darlingx33, dun got jerron forgot me
okie? i love u just like b4..
muackx..
loves



Wednesday, November 21, 2007

YAH YAH YAH!
NEW BLOG SKIN!!
spend more den 3 hours on it..

WAHHH!!! HARD WORK OKAY!?
haii..
some more now blogger got problem..
cannot preview de..
den have to save to view..
wahhhh~ waste time.. lolx..


PS: going to bed.. im tired!!



Sunday, November 18, 2007

Actually i dunno wad to say~
Just Being Soo Stress~

Just Now Talkin to JieJie about my work place..
nearly tear infront of her..
CUZ it's sooo stress and tired..
im a new learner..
and im being stress by them..
no care yet onli stress given~

T_T
no care is okie..
i can tahan everything..
but FRENZ around. stop all those fuucking rubbish~
renee is realli breaking down very soon~..
stop all those can..
when u all need help i will try to help..
but i nv ask for help... den u al have to give stress?


i wanna cry~ i wanna die..


Saturday, November 17, 2007

GRATZ myself for hitting 1000 viewers..
lameshyt i noe.
but aiya nvm la...
just not in mood.
so wad should u call u now?
im confuse~..
u r just like another "HIM"



WHY AM I TEARING NOW!?

Does HIS word important..
does HIS word have the right to give me this feeling?
does HIS word and reply..

realli can make me feel this way?
does HIS word.. real?

but we will nv have future...
cuz i noe..

THANK YOU FOR UR TREAT THAT DAY~
im sorry if i did hurt you~

cuz im hurting myself too..



UPDATeSS with MORE MORE PICTURES!!
laomao and laomao fooling around at bedok mac.~

Solo Meee~

Again me.. at Bedok TOILET~
Boring at XG downstair.. anyone keep me accompany?
EMO renee once again~..

without my face again~.. whahahaha~

BOMB PRATA~ make me, Ves and Laomao.. Errr.

but realli taste nice wor..

THE ROTI PRATA HOUSE!!

YUMMY!!! realli nice..

IT's on "THE NE PAPER"

must try arrr...............~

laomao.. act cute..

put candy on her phone.. hahaaaa

sticker la.. hahaa no scare~

me and laomao act cute~

do some art~ hahahaaa

Left : DONE BY KERENE

Right: DONE BY SERENE~

again~ me.. hahahahhahaahahaa~

miss me okie?~

nv make me tear again~.....

am i the renee i use to be?

hope soooo~

MIIYAKII AND RENEE!!!!!

nuthing gonna be better den laomao and me~

Credits Thanks To:

Vestin........................

Thank you for bring me to Upper Thomson Road just for the prata

and bring my fren along.. haha tyty~

realli happy yesterday..

i will remember.. i owe u a FISH & CO...

nighty~ time to bed.. IM DEAD~



Thursday, November 15, 2007

PICTURES UPDATE!!!!!
Firstly.. A Pic Of Myself..
My Pic Without
Cheerful Kerene & Serene~
muackx...
SMILE OF THE LADIES~ x33


KISSES of the LADIES~ *iloveyou*

although pic is not much la.. but anything la..
better den alway words arr.. lolx..
take care frenz.. iloveyouall~
i x33 my family
i x33 my frenz..
i x33 myself..
can i die.? =X



Tuesday, November 13, 2007

i can say~.. im emo again~
alone at a com at XG..
no people.. talked tooo..

wad happen to me??
why just now i can play and joke around
when im back alone..
why am i like tt once again~
i wanna be happy like before..~


people care me and loves me..
are the one hu hurts me more..
if u guys love and care me.. please..
dun love and care me anymore...
it hurts me more more more..

*crying sadden renee~*

got some pic from laomao..
will update when reached home okie?
muackx..


i x33 my mummy
i x33 my jiejie
i x33 my m1
i x33 my dar
and

i x33 the world..
and no one else....


Sunday, November 11, 2007

Tearing Is What I Do When I Alone This Few Days..
Alot of things running trot my mind..
feeling stress.. but no one is there to care..

yet makin fun of me.. make me feel worst..
T_T
i actually dun realli noe how to explain everything out..
just feeling damn bad nia lo..
haii~

i cannot explain them in wordss..
i have no one to voice too.. it's stil ok..
but this time round.. even my blog.. i dun noe how to say



THE FEELING IS TOTALLY SUCKSS
i dun wan it can? i feel like tearing again..
if i can choose to leave this world..
i will like to do so..
cuz the feeling suck.. cant even have a little smile on my face.
T_T T_T T_T T_T





i x33 the world..
the world x33 me..
but feeling torture me.. like crazy~



Thursday, November 08, 2007

ii have alot to say~
ii have alot to update..


had my VERY FIRST IMM outlet outing
this time is one big gang...
With Westmall and oso CSC..
wee u wee... More people = more fun
more people = know more frenz...

and worst thing.. Jerry and Thim.. *both bosses*
keep making fun of me la.. realli cannot tahan~ lolx.


brought camera but den i nv take a single pic.
cuz camera in car~ omg.. maybe have to wait for those
unknown fren to send us ba.. ^^


Other den work..
i got a new audi couple..
x33 -XR-xiiaokeL..
muackx.. love his fish and chips... yummy..



okie.. i got alot more to say but i just too tired..
T_T

i love u all.. muackx.
x33


Monday, November 05, 2007

SADDEN~

seriously.. i dunno wad i wan..
im attached as i can say so..
me, myself not even clear enough~


i still miss him just like how i use to be..
but now i try it out with a NEW HIM~
i noe it's just soooo UNFAIR~
but seriously.. i dunnno wad im doing oso~

he just treat me like a princess tt no one actually
do that to me before.. A PRINCESS U NOE~

Im lost~ i wanna be single..
but the NEW him.. just dun understand my feelings..
and wanna hold on to it..
i wanna be like the pass..
play, joke and laugh together..
i dun like the feeling now..
neither going forward or backward..
make me lost at times and dun even dare to look into his eyes~


it's so scary to hurt someone..
cuz i dun like the feeling of being hurt too..
so giving him a small chance like tt.. is a good or bad thing?
i dun even noe.. can anyone just answer my Question~

T_T feeling sooooo LOST lo..
can anyone just give me a helping hand
and tag me wad should i do.. den hanging like that~
T_T i miss him badly...
but he maybe missing another her at this very very moment..~


sob sob~
take care world..
i love the world..~



-renee logging off with empty mind...... ..... feeling lost~



New Nice Song Update..

1. Xiang Tai Duo - Li Jiu Zhe
2. Yi Ge Ren - Jolin Tsai
3. Xu Yao Ni De Ai - F.I.R
4. I Love You - Chen Wei Lian

Realli Nice And Touching Song..
Can Listen And Try It..
x33



Misses from me to you~..
muackx..


emo renee logging off~
missing alot of people hu cares her this moment..
x333... love you all..~