SADDEN~

seriously.. i dunno wad i wan..
im attached as i can say so..
me, myself not even clear enough~


i still miss him just like how i use to be..
but now i try it out with a NEW HIM~
i noe it's just soooo UNFAIR~
but seriously.. i dunnno wad im doing oso~

he just treat me like a princess tt no one actually
do that to me before.. A PRINCESS U NOE~

Im lost~ i wanna be single..
but the NEW him.. just dun understand my feelings..
and wanna hold on to it..
i wanna be like the pass..
play, joke and laugh together..
i dun like the feeling now..
neither going forward or backward..
make me lost at times and dun even dare to look into his eyes~


it's so scary to hurt someone..
cuz i dun like the feeling of being hurt too..
so giving him a small chance like tt.. is a good or bad thing?
i dun even noe.. can anyone just answer my Question~

T_T feeling sooooo LOST lo..
can anyone just give me a helping hand
and tag me wad should i do.. den hanging like that~
T_T i miss him badly...
but he maybe missing another her at this very very moment..~

sob sob~
take care world..
i love the world..~


-renee logging off with empty mind...... ..... feeling lost~