we break promises, memories break us
love me when i least deserve it because that is when i really need it

SERENE
Friday, December 14, 2007

IM SO USELESS!!!

i feel im soo useless..
im someone dun express out much..
but do u noe how painful i am when i said
" let's give us sometime? "

haii!.. cuz i can see ur suffer from ur face..
u have to hide from me.. alot of things..
den for me.. i must act like i noe nuthing..
why must i always act strong when im always actually weak..
feel like falling in ur arms to get some warm.. ..

seeing u suffer u think i feel good?
all those words.. are not true words.. tt's the onli
way to make u stay away from me.. so tt u will give up..
im sorry my dearest Bibi..

cuz of all those i will treat u soo cold..
or even make u feel sad...
cuz afterall.. i just wanna make u give up on me..
im feeling so xin ku.. but i just have to smile infront of u..
why guys around me.. must be in this way..
to make me and oso themselves to suffer like tt..



BiBi.. im sorry...
but cuz i care for u too much..
den i will do this to euu... im sorry..
i miss u..