Suddenly... emo..
feel like tearing out.. can ii?
arrr....

wad a new year eve..
izzit i think too much or wad..
why there is no reason.. and i become soo emo.. T_T


why i can make people smile but nv myself..
haii!... where is all the cheerful renee?
i can be cheerful infront of u..
but never when im alone..

T_T *tearing*
i had never should a feeling on New Year Eve..
1st time in my 20 years.. T_T


renee wanna leave the world..
she no longer being love by god..
x/33 hurts..