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Starting tonight, I need to forget what's gone. Appreciate what still remains and look forward to what's coming next.. ------------------------------------------------------------------ 命裡有時終須有, 命裡無時莫強求 ♥ |
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SERENE
S.E.R.E.N.E is one n only me.I Love Myself.. Leave Me Alone If You Hate Me Neither Do I Like You i'm just whom I AM♥♥ Crash on FB♥. In Love with YELLOW♥. Married to POOH♥. SONG
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Tuesday, October 30, 2007
BUN BUN FOR MIIYAKII AND RENEE~ cutie bun bun wor.. nice nice nice nice nice nicenice yummy bun bun~
Meeting Up Laomao.. the Bedok gang~
 KTV Session with Dennis and WeiLiang~Very Long Since Last Meet The Gang Up~ Heres the PICS!!! *no edits* T_T      Dinner and Dance For M1.. Wee u Wee.. Doll myself up in e 70's or 80's RETO~ more pics with jieijie~ Make my Nails DIY~ nice nice nice...   Nice and sweet nails arr.. hahahahahahahahahaaaa~ More pics and update coming aheadd...~ nice being single..~ fun fun and more FUN~
Monday, October 29, 2007
I dunno wad to say~ Read "HIS" blog.. nothing.. but just knowing that he is still hurt.. i dunno wad can i do to help "HIM" Feeling useless.. im just tired of workin.. and entertain frenz le.. i need rest and sleep.. -.-Zzzz im getting older and older~ i wan a better life... i wan.... T_T hope i can realli get over "HIM" soon.. and get on with my life.. T_T get a better guy to love and dote me.. but at this very moment.. IMISSHIM~ is hurt to see "him" like that~ me myself is not cure yet x33
Wednesday, October 24, 2007
change of blog skin~ somehting look like my old one.. wanna change skin but just lazy to edit picture for my blog skins la.. so think of using old one.. den edit a little.. haha~ clever ar? =X so sian..! although it's a old skin.. but it's still spend my hours to do it.. laomao~ now im so blur of HTML liao lo.. sian sian sian~ hungry now.. who wanna give me a treat ar? haha~ tomolo working morning shift and off to D&D wee u wee~ get to see all my training frenz.. wooooo... i miss them and all the fun we had~ I LOVE MYSELF!!! bb, world.. i miss uuu~
 A can of Beer for MEEE!!! Ended Up Not Drunk.. But Missing Him Like Crazy... .... I just dunno why... why like that sia.. haiiizz.. so long never think of him but just out of the sudden i just dunno why~ ineedhim iwanthim imisshim ILOVEHIM x33
Tuesday, October 23, 2007
PICTURES TIME!!! but sorry for not editing any cuz i realli too tired le.. im sorry~ Laomao, come back jurong and pei me. wee u wee..nice nice nice~ so sweet of her.. realli enjoy myself sia... x33 x33  Naughty Piglet acting cute infront of camera~ *keai*T  Laomao act dao.. Piglet call her oso dun wan answer her. laomao sia she.. ke lian de piglet.. T_T  Super Pooh opppsss...  My Ke Ai Pooh Bo On Keyboard.. being just EMO~  60cents ice cream done y my friendly Mac Uncle... Yummy~ nice nice nice~  Naughty Pooh Bo Hide behind laomao's bag bag~ naughty him! wan beat beat liao.. *angry*  Act cute emo me.. taking being zi lian~ =X  Emo timing.. poor piglet emo with me.. i love my piglet loads~  The road that i walk and think of "HIM" wanna hold him once again to contiune the journey with him.. I love him~  A can of beer for laomao to high for me to sad.. but.... hahhahahahahhahaa~ after a can.. another will always comes along..~ Just.dunno.wad.had.happen.to.me Suddenly.this.few.days.think.of.him and.the.time.we.had am.i.realli.love.him.tt.deep me.myself.oso.dunno glad.that.he.is.fine i.miss.him i.love.him [[wish.to.hold.him.and.tell.him.how.much.i.actually.miss.him]] i.miss.him:)
Saturday, October 20, 2007
I HAVE ALOT OF PICS TO POST!!! BUT im realli just tired for those!!.. Today.. 10.00am to 11.30pm! tomolo 10.00am again dunno till wad time again~ WaD THE FucK. IM huMAN!! T_T tt's y im unable to post any pics.. i wan to edit and post. but! haii! soo sorry people~ i wan post asap~ im off to bed again~ imagine... I OFF TO BED AT THIS TIMING~ just not like me..~ At This Moment. imisshimagain~ bb.. can i hug u?
Thursday, October 18, 2007
back from work at this TIMING!!!!! OMG!!!! SOOO LATE!! my eyes are soo heavy! tomolo work opening!!!!! OMG!!!!!!! tired~ i wan to sleep~ T_T I WAN TO HUG MY BED!!! renee's crying
Wednesday, October 17, 2007
all.i.can.say.now.is IM.SO.TIRED!! i having headache NOW!! stand for the whole day.... drink little water.. little laugther and jokes... little fun.. but ALOT OF STRESS!!! OMG!! my eyes are sooo heavy now.. but people there are still good enough to me this, they so called "XIAO MEIMEI" lolx.... cuz im the youngest~ wee u weee.... okie okie.. tomolo closing shift~~ dying....~~~ work work work.. LESS STRESS PLEASE~
Monday, October 15, 2007
My One and Only Love My Dearest Piglet~  Edited By x33renee.. Nice ma? lolx.... Sweet~ isn't it????????????? although it's just a soft toy but it may mean more den tt to me.. i love my Piglet.. Huggies~ x33
Sunday, October 14, 2007
nice sonnng~~
restless.. dying.. kill me.. illness.. all those are all in me.. guess tomolo realli have the need to go home and realli have my beauty sleep.. if not i realli going to get old easily.. although i dun look like my age la.. but still younger better la.... hahahahhahahaha~ bleah~ tired.. and stomach dun feeling well oso~ think i realli dying very soon lo.. laomao~.. sian sian sian sian sian~~ bleahx... i need care and concern... where are those? where are all the care and concern i use to have? haii.... no one loves rene.. rene crying... sadden ): broken hearts~
Saturday, October 13, 2007
"LOST" is the key word for now.. feeling "LOST" nuthing else~ feeling damn bad bad bad!! haii.. oso dunno wad i saying and wad i wan! can anyone just hold my hand and pull me from now till the end of my life.. i need a "YOU" T_T *sadden* but the "YOU" tt i mention i had nv get to noe who~ maybe fate is still not there yet! i love being love and dote~ i love being care just like a kid.. so i wish i nv get old.. or grown up~ -emo renee wans to be LOVE~ x33
Thursday, October 11, 2007
Training Had Ended.. Today is the last day of training.. & tomolo we having our test about our work liao die.!!!!! nuthing gets into my head! die die die!! Some Random Pics again~  AGAIN!! OUR LUNCH TIME!!!!!they do wad they normally do la.!! (:  IBP, M1 miworld buliding de lobby!!nice nice nice nice place to slack around!! lolx..  Nature sunshine..Feel so refresh before contiune lesson!  Talk on phone till wan to sleep! Today!! ALL OF US ARE TOO RESTLESS!! lolx.. even our trainer Judy*from cwp* oso feel like sleeping...!! (: Tomolo we all having test le.. den we wil heading to our own shops!! die die die!!!! STRESS!!!! I WANNA STUDY!!!! hope to see the gang again!! Take Care Dudes!!
seriously... i gonna feel moodless now... i dunno why!~ maybe im just tired or maybe i just moodles..... i x33 the world.. the world x33 me.. after reading darling's blog.. i think of "HIM" again.. The feeling darling nows having is so painful. i noe it.. i can feel it.. i noe how the pain in there when you r smiling away. just wanna act everythings' okie.. darling, im sorry i cant be there for you 24/7 but u noe.. i do care u alot alot.. They, guys cant be bother wad realli we gers feel.. they just wan it their way. but darling.. at least u two are still audi couple.. but me and "HIM" nv even contact NOW!!! maybe to u.. this my way u will feel beta! but seriously.. it's not.. i dun even noe is "HE" fine now.. when "HE" sick is there anyone taking care of.. haii.. i dunno!! suddenly miss "HIM" and think of the past that we realli had. although is short! but den.. it will nv disappear in my mind... i just dunno why!! can anyone help me press delete? im lost now.. is "HE" okie? is he fine? can "HE" just sms me n tell me "HE" is okie..? i wanna let go and start a new relationship but den.. i still miss "HIM" badly at times.. cuz of this.. i cant accept anyone.. i shouldnt be unfair. Boii, BiBi i noe im selfish! just dun wanna hurt u guys.. let me have more time can? i order to choose and oso forget "HIM" im sorry!! but im always by ur side when u guys need someone to tok to.. renee care u guys(: i love myself.. and the world.. emo renee wans to be LOVE
Wednesday, October 10, 2007
Life Starts In M1~ Training.. A group of colleauge all over singapore.. M1 shines Singapore x33  *From Left to Right* Guys: Bruce, Ricky,David Girls: Mag,Me  Bruce.. Always PSP after lunch breakwhen we have the time to slack..  Ricky* Mr Bean..Trying something on his own Camera SHY??  David, The Drinker.. Knows alot abt telecom.. PROPROPRO!!  Random pics.. Ricky, BEAN funny faces will always on him~ Bruce, always busy with his thing la..  Mag, PHONE Queen! cant leave without her phone. lolx.. David, nuthing to do and slack..!! SMOKER AND DRINKER!!  SOMEONE IS HERE!!! WHO?? I DUNNO!!! This is the gang of people i hanging out with for 8hours/day! having lunch, breaktime and joke together.. But soon we are all in diff areas.. most pro.. will see each other at D&D ba.. which is like abt 12-13 days from the last day of training! x33 misses.. TAKE CARES DUDES!!
Tuesday, October 09, 2007
PHOTO AGAIN!!! A Very Simple -XR- Picure Done By Me Those are only some heads and member. MORE OUTING COMING AHEAD!!! 
PHOTO UPDATE FOR -XR-OUTING -XR-SpArKs & -XR-KaZuMi BIrthday!!! -XR-JoNjOn & -XR-xDARx Wedding!!! ALL IN A NIGHT!!! x33 *click on the pictures for bigger image~   **photos by -XR-iiSsEy & -XR-x33renee
PICTURES UPDATE!!!!! here are some pictures wor.. see see see.. although is quite long liao la.. but i noe u guys dun mind! muackx.  KeLian Piglet!! *done by LAOMAO* Me and Pooh Bear!! I MISS IT! cuz LAOMAO take it away from me! CUTIE!!! LAOMAO maple with her couple!! kisses.. x33  Kp.. iiSsEy.. eatin his fav curry chicken noodle from bedok market! Yummy!!!  Darling.. Look So cute and keai le..! lolx.. *BLUR HER*  Tigger for darling and Pooh Bear for LAOMAO!! cutieee!!!  Bedok mac fries done by my DEAREST UNCLE!! he gave me and LAOMAO a big packet!! nicely and friendly uncle..!! x33  My bugar done by uncle again! he is soo good.. not like other stuff.. cannot make it~
Monday, October 08, 2007
OKIE!! i guess u guys sian of my blog la.. i seldom update photo like wad i did years back.. now seldom take pics la. but here some pass pics that i actually promises u guys to update.. so now some pic okie? dun say i not good la.. ...laomao... OKIEOKIE!! sorry people.. stil no pics.. cuz the blogger dun allow me to upload any pics.. dun scold me.. but, BLOGGER!! lolx.. so so so sorry.. will update once the blogger allows me okie? im realli sorry wor.. =laomao= should i give him a chance to overcome my past? maybe like wad darling said.. maybe with him le.. den i can easier to forget the 'HIM' that i always mention.. ^^ can i say i love another "HIM" which is not longer e "HIM"? ermmm.. emo renee wans to be LOVE
Sunday, October 07, 2007
 audi couple: -XR-x33flexx LOL!! married on 26.o9.o7 pic edited by renee~ nice ma?.. lolx. laomao laomao!! use to update everyday or even 3 to 4 post a day! but now.. hahhahahahhaaa! lazy liao sia.. or i can say nuthin need to update ba! lolx. laomao!! see ya guys around! muaclx. x33 -emo renee wans to be in LOVE
Thursday, October 04, 2007
ermm....
Tuesday, October 02, 2007
I dunno the feeling now.. Am i someone good to bluff? I feel that now adays guys like to lie to me.. i just dunno why! Xiong is now attached.. wee u wee.. hope he and his dandan will XIN FU always!! ^^ Feeling happy that he finally get someone can dote and love him like how he wish it to be.. wee u wee... wish him and her all the best! where is my MR RIGHT? i wan my MR RIGHT!! CAN I? where r u?? im searching.. im looking.. but.. haii!!! nvm.. one day he will come right infront of me de.. ^^ -emo renee wans to be LOVE~
Monday, October 01, 2007
not gonna update
:: "YOU" were my Everything :: Once the most important person in my life I didn’t realize it at the time I can’t forgive myself for the way I treated you so I don’t really expect you to either It’s just... I don’t even know Just listen…You’re the one that I want, the one that I need The one that I gotta have just to succeed When I first saw you, I knew it was real I’m sorry about the pain I made you feel That wasn’t me; let me show you the way I looked for the sun, but it’s raining today I remember when I first looked into your eyes It was like God was there, heaven in the skies I wore a disguise 'cause I didn’t want to get hurt But I didn’t know I made everything worse You told me we were crazy in love But you didn’t care when push came to shove If you loved me as much as you said you did Then you wouldn’t have hurt me like I ain’t shit Now you pushed me away like you never even knew me I loved you with my heart, really and truly I guess you forgot about the times that we shared When I would run my fingers through your hair Late nights, just holding you in my arms I don’t know how I could do you so wrong I really wanna show you I really need to hold you I really wanna know you like no one could else know you You’re number one, always in my heart And now I can’t believe that our love is torn apart Chorus I need you and I miss you and I want you and I love you ‘cause I wanna hold you, I wanna kiss you You were my everything And I really miss you [2x] I knew you gonna sit and play this with your new man And then sit and laugh as you’re holding his hand The thought of that just shatters my heart It breaks in my soul and it tears me apart At times we was off I was scared to show you Now I wanna hold you until I can’t hold you Without you, everything seems strange Your name is forever planted in my brain Damn it, I’m insane, Take away the pain Take away the hurt Baby, we can make it work What about when you Looked into my eyes Told me you loved me As you would hugged me I guess everything you said was a lie I think about it, it brings tears to my eyes Now I’m not even a thought in your mind I can see clearly, my love is not blind Chorus [Talking] I just wish everything could have turned out differently I had a special feeling about you I thought maybe you did too You would understand, but… No matter what, you’ll always be in my heart You’ll always be my baby Our first day, it seemed so magical I remember all the time that I had with you Remember when you first came to my house? You looked like an angel wearing that blouse We hit it off, I knew it was real But now I can’t take all the pain that I feel Reach in your heart, I know I’m still there I don’t wanna hear that you no longer care Remember the times? Remember when we kissed? I didn’t think you would ever do me like this I didn’t think you’d wanna see me depressed I thought you’d be there for me, this I confess You said you were my best friend, was that a lie? Now I’m nothing to you, you’re with another guy I tried, I tried, I tried, and I’m trying Now on the inside it feels like I’m dying Chrous [2x] [Talking] And I do miss you I just thought we were meant to be I guess now, we’ll never know The only thing I want is for you to be happy Whether it be with me, or without me i just want you to be happy From my heart~ x33 A Song Make Me Tear In The Middle Of The Night.. His Name, His Face Came to My Mind... I Have Nuthing To Say Just Dreaming He Will Come Back One Day! But I Know The Day Wont Come... So I Wish This Song Will Soon For Another Guy!! But At This Moment I Miss Him Like No Body Did!! I Wanna Forget Him!! Can I?? Anyone Can Replace Him In My Heart x/33 ?? I Miss Him Truly, Deeply, Madly~ Labels: i miss him.. hurts.. |
