we break promises, memories break us
love me when i least deserve it because that is when i really need it

SERENE
Monday, December 31, 2007

Suddenly... emo..
feel like tearing out.. can ii?
arrr....

wad a new year eve..
izzit i think too much or wad..
why there is no reason.. and i become soo emo.. T_T


why i can make people smile but nv myself..
haii!... where is all the cheerful renee?
i can be cheerful infront of u..
but never when im alone..

T_T *tearing*
i had never should a feeling on New Year Eve..
1st time in my 20 years.. T_T


renee wanna leave the world..
she no longer being love by god..
x/33 hurts..

if i leave this way can make me smile..
why not i leave then... ... ... x/33


Sunday, December 30, 2007

Picture Update Again..
First Show u All some picture took at
Team Building That Time..
Now den got the picture and edit..
sorry for letting u all to wait for soo long.. lolx!
FUN!!!
I LOVE MY FAMILY IMM!! x33
Team Building at East Coast Park.
M1.. Imm, Csc & Westmall..
We Are The Power...

Okie.. Now About Me..

I Love Bape..

I Love Baby Milo.. x33

renee can nv be bad..

so renee is goodie..

Just Bought A Watch For Myself.

Casio Baby G..

Nice.. Wee u Weet..

But today i saw the black LEVI's WATCH!!

I wan it... can anyone buy for me PLEASE!!!!!!

Not even a hundred... If i dun need do my nails and buy new shoe..

I SURE I WILL GET IN ON THE POINT!!!

who wanna buy for renee..
renee sure love u till she die.. arrr...
T_T



Wednesday, December 26, 2007

Picture Updates.. .. .. ..
A Old Picture but cuz of Ivan!..
I edited it.. just for HIM! arrr..
Here for you!! stop saying my pic.. lolx..!!

M1 IMM family..
Although not all In! But At least something for
u guys to take a look la hor? lolx.!!
IMM ROXXX!!!

The Ladies..
Me.. Jessica and Last Our Chio Bu Jean..

The Big Bully at IMM!!
BEN!!!!!!!!!
but he is good after all la..

Just a little playful... Opps.. =x

Last But Not Least! wont forgot my SHIFU!!
CHARINEEEE!!!!!!!!! iloveyou!

IMM is such a lovely family..

Love Them Loads.. Take good care of me..

and of cuz the rest!

feifei love u al..

thank you for all the =) and =( i been through in IMM!

love u all.. x33




i noe it's over..
but still..
i wanna wish u all a...
MERRY CHRISTMAS 2oo7..

Ho~ Ho~ Ho~..
Although dun realli enjoy much..
although it's tired..
but still at least i celebrate at least..
Better den last 2 years..
when im working.. and people enjoying.. haha~

feel a little happy~...

but now.. im damn FAN!!!
guys are getting nagging and nagging..
worst den my mama stil.. arrr..!!
cant they just leave me alone? hai!
but nvm la..
wad to do.. maybe im just too good to be a listener..
haiii!!!


STOP FAN ME WHEN I ALREADY HAVE MY OWN THINGS TO FAN!!!


renee suddenly wish to disappear from this world..
but i love my mama and jiejie~ x33


Monday, December 24, 2007

HEY!!!! had my blog skin change..
this time..onli take me
mins to edit the pic.
and oso mins to edit the placing.. lolx..!
and mins to edit colours..


Simple skin.. but a new fresh feeling..
hahahahahahahahahahahaha~
free den do a good and nice one la.. okie?
muackx..!!! love u all..
tomolo is CHRISTMASS!!! wahahaha!
i wan more more present...



T_T
hai!! so sian..
going koon soon... tomolo..
a long day for me..
alot of things to settle..
hahahaha before christmas..
arrr....



wad should i get for our shop gift exchange..
dunno le.. tomolo walk walk and see see lo~
muackxxxx!!!!



MERRY CHRISTMAS'2oo7 EVERYONE!!
renee loves u all..
muackx..!!!


Saturday, December 22, 2007

I wanna get myself a new skin!!
but im just too lazy too... haii!..

i wanna have new look for my blog..
my blog look so boring liao lo..
wad should i add in den. arrr..

maybe i should come out with
some cute charater to speak out my words..
with art and cutie-ness.. lolx..

wahahahahahahahahahaha!!
but.. im just too lazy to draw now...
arrrrr...!!!!!!!!



renee x33 the world wif lonely-ness~


Friday, December 21, 2007

Went Shopping with laomao tt day!
wee u wee.. nice day sia....
CUZ i got myself my GUCCI HP STRAP!!!
yah yah yah!!!!!!!!!!
NICE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

The Gucci paper bag!..

Gucci tt day on SALESS!!

X'mas Present by Roy..

SO sweet of him.. cutie pooh... pooh..

Sorry for not updating tt much..

im trying very hard too..

im just too busy and tired.. and now.. my eyes are closing soon!!..

dammnnn ssooonnnn!!!...

i x33 the world.. muackx..!!!



Monday, December 17, 2007

STRESS!!!

all i doin now tearing all the way..
im feel im just fucking USELESS lahh..
i feel so sorry for my frenz..
they help meee soo much den..
i make them disappointed.. haii.. .. ..

i love them..
but im just fuckin useless..!!
ARrrrr...

Why must i like tt? i hate myself..
always smile and joke like an idiot..
when im fucking sooo... WEAK!!... arrr..!!


love myself.. and them.. muackx


I LOVE MY FRENZ AT IMM!!!
I LOVE THEM!!! T_T


Friday, December 14, 2007

IM SO USELESS!!!

i feel im soo useless..
im someone dun express out much..
but do u noe how painful i am when i said
" let's give us sometime? "

haii!.. cuz i can see ur suffer from ur face..
u have to hide from me.. alot of things..
den for me.. i must act like i noe nuthing..
why must i always act strong when im always actually weak..
feel like falling in ur arms to get some warm.. ..

seeing u suffer u think i feel good?
all those words.. are not true words.. tt's the onli
way to make u stay away from me.. so tt u will give up..
im sorry my dearest Bibi..

cuz of all those i will treat u soo cold..
or even make u feel sad...
cuz afterall.. i just wanna make u give up on me..
im feeling so xin ku.. but i just have to smile infront of u..
why guys around me.. must be in this way..
to make me and oso themselves to suffer like tt..



BiBi.. im sorry...
but cuz i care for u too much..
den i will do this to euu... im sorry..
i miss u..


Monday, December 03, 2007

emo renee is emo..
damn emo emo emo emo..



suddenly hate him alot..
realli alot...
cuz he seems dun care at all..
haii~


guys are all the same..
just wanna flirt and nuthing else..
nvm nvm nvm!! nvm nvm nvm!!
renee is always sooo strong..
stronger den b4..


renee is being emo once again
sadden~


Sunday, December 02, 2007

EMO RENEE IS BACK AGAIN!!!

dunno wad happen.. just feeling down..
hate guys who keep saying sorry after they hurt gers.
if they realli feel sorry, for wad..
they wanna hurt the gers in the first place?


haii! suddenly thinking..
are those guy without brains or just love seeing gers tear..
arrrr.... can i understand more??



renee being hurt~ nvm
im strong.. nuthing can make me hurt more den "him"
cuz i missing him now

dunno why, whenever a guy say "I LOVE YOU" or hurting me
"He" always appear in my mind.. imisshim