I dunnoo! am i stupid or idiot!
keep making myself tearing... What do i feel, how do i feel!
ii dun wanna think but den haii! i just sooo bloody unhappy!

nuthing can cheer me up!
other den work wad else do i have?
seriously.. think back! i dun have frenz tt i can face too!
I DUN HAVE! all seems so stranger to me now
i dun even dare to press their number and ask or even tok to them!
now lappy is down.. i cant even voice anything to my blog as well!
i felt so dead! tears rolling down every night.
another things other den work tt can keep my accompany is DVD
which im doing EVERYDAY! non stop buying and watching!!

can i say~ i need a fren.. or can i say i need someone to care?
i feel like tearing once again!
fren have bf/gf have their own life..
fren have their own fren have their own enjoyment too!
fren have their family members.. oso chat and catch up!
but I HAVE NONE!
even people around hu care me, hu loves me, hu understand me are all gone!
i have nuthing left other den all the teddies i face every night!