we break promises, memories break us
love me when i least deserve it because that is when i really need it

SERENE
Sunday, September 14, 2008

god, bless him please~
give ur power, give ur love
to the one that actually need it the most
it hurts me so deep when i heard it
but wad i can do for him is to pray
pray for the day he will come to me
and scold me, scream in my face
i dislike him being tt way
but at least i noe he is still there for me
so long nv get to heard from him
it's like 8 to 9 months
suddenly i misses him
suddenly heard the news this morning
my heart sake
my breathing feeling so heavy
it's like someone just throw my heart on floor
and break it into pieces
tears flowing in my eye balls
stop and have to be strong i tell myself
as strong as he is
while at this moment he still hang on his very last breath
for everyone around him
he is not someone who im close with
not someone i can share problems with
not someone i meet daily
but someone i meet YEARLY
yet he means so much to me
and finally i realise
he is just act as a father to me
who cares, loves, and dotes me the most in the WHOLE family
he is the one and only, JiuJiu!!
GOD please bless him with all you can..
cuz i dun he will need to suffer from this..
he is a great man..
who no one can replace him in my heart...
i love u, jiujiu..